In addition, I have eaten a lot of late-night snacks recently, so I am obviously fat, and people have said this, that is, if you eat at night, it is easy to cause some fat accumulation at night.

In the past, I didn't particularly believe it, but now it seems that I believe a little, and I can read it after a few catties of meat, in fact, to be honest, I still don't like obesity.

Of course, all people don't like obesity.

I ate something completely with them, and if they didn't eat it, it didn't feel good.

In fact, during the meal, I have been observing Yun Ci's little sister, and I have also observed Mo Xiang for a day, and as a bystander, I am already very aware of this matter.

Mo Xiang I guess I have a crush on someone, and I glance at it with my eyes from time to time, so what it means is self-evident, but I don't believe that I want to be able to hang such a girl.

If I could, I could really give them a little more money, and this money is not the money when they got married, but when they start to fall in love.

According to my idea, it is basically impossible, because this little girl looks very temperamental, compared to me...

Forget it, don't compare with me, I don't feel like it's comparable, I still need to compare between being a girl and a girl, to be honest, I'm still a little jealous in my heart, and I don't think there should be any big problem with this psychology.

Even boys will remember some of the more handsome boys, I will remember some of the richer boys, I don't think there is much criticism about this person, jealousy is jealousy, although I don't admit it on the surface, but I admit it in private.

I confessed it in my heart, and I felt that it was already great, and I didn't admit it in my heart before.

For example, when I was in high school, there was a person whose grades were always better than mine, and I was very jealous of others, and I didn't think I was jealous at that time, that is, the legendary self deceived myself.

And I also normally observe how people learn, that is, what kind of counseling materials he will buy, and if I buy this counseling material for him, should I also buy it.

In fact, this kind of jealousy will affect my learning to a large extent, but it can't eliminate this kind of psychology, because I don't think this kind of psychology exists in myself.

To be honest, if I don't care about this matter at all and let my mentality be calm, then this matter is really easy to solve, and I can even surpass others for a long time.

But one of the things that unfortunately happens is that I spend too much time on jealous people and looking at what kind of extra review materials they use.

I don't think I'm alone in this mood, I believe that many students will have this kind of psychology, but this kind of psychology is not a pathological psychology, I think it is relatively normal psychology.

In the past, I finally understood what the teacher said, that is, to calm down the mentality, to calm the mentality, when I was free, I always thought that this sentence was an empty word, and the sentence of the flat mind would not be, who would not say the big truth, but can you calm the mind?

At that time, I still felt that the teacher couldn't speak at all, didn't know how to conduct psychological counseling at all, and felt that the teacher was talking coldly.

But now I really understand that it is often a very simple sentence, in fact, very few people can do it, and I have not done it.

But if I were to go to high school now, I think I would be able to calm down, but unfortunately I probably wouldn't go back.

Actually, what I mean is that I can transfer my current mentality to high school when I was in high school, but only if I have a salary.

With this level of freedom now, I think it's really hard to go back to that high school level, and this sentence is not alarmist at all.

Some people don't go to high school, and some other parents will say that they will regret it, how hard it is to go outside, and finally realize how good it is to go to high school.

In fact, I have heard this sentence a lot, but I found that for a long time, most people did not go to high school and went out to work, and few people were able to come back.

Of course, there are some people who come back, but this proportion is really too small.

In the past, I didn't understand this phenomenon, but now I understand this phenomenon a little, and people who don't go to school or don't like to go to school are generally tired of going to school or learning.

In addition, after they work, they can earn at least 2,000 yuan a month, and if they earn 2,000 yuan, they can spend it themselves.

Although it is hard to be financially independent, they feel much better than going to school, which is the imagination of some people, and I don't want to go back to school now.

Of course, I have money now, but if I don't have money or salary, it will be difficult for me to go back to school and study with peace of mind.

The first point is that it is really hard, going to high school is a painful thing, but some people can get a sense of accomplishment and some can't.

But in any case, in fact, I think I should still go to a university, that kind of mentality can indeed exist for a short time, and whoever will always find out in the future that the benefits will be less and less.

People always have to have a choice, and I don't mean that the choice of not going to college is wrong, but in life, I think we should live a little more comfortably.

Most people like to be comfortable, so choose to go to college, after all, there is still a long time to come, you may need to live for 80 or 90 years.

But if you go to college, even if you spend an extra four or five years on it, you can always make the next few decades relatively easy.

This is a huge benefit, but unfortunately it is not possible to experience it in a short period of time.

Now I have realized that to be honest, if I heard about my mother's idea, it was not a wrong choice, in other words, it was actually a pretty correct choice.

But I can't talk about this kind of behavior, if I get into a better university, and it's my hometown university, I don't think there's much of a problem with being a civilian according to my father's idea.

Now, the job I'm talking about is simply my dream job, and with the help of my eldest uncle and second uncle, I think this matter may not be so complicated.

In fact, my previous academic performance, if I still struggled so hard in the last few months, under normal circumstances, I would not have had much problem getting into a good university, but one thing is that I came to this university.

But it's a pity that I don't regret it, or I haven't come to a point of regret now.

My mom used to say this to me, if you don't get into a good university, you will definitely regret it.

At that time, I always scoffed at this sentence, and now it is not too exciting, just saying that in fact, what my mother said was right in a certain situation.

But I still don't regret it, I just feel a little pity, life always has to be carried out, and there is no way to regret it if you choose, in fact, there is a situation that feels very lucky.

It's nice to be able to meet a bunch of friends, and it's nice to be honest, and maybe after I go to a good university, I might make better friends, and maybe I'll meet even worse friends than this.

So I remembered the plot outside the martial arts, that plot was during the Mid-Autumn Festival, and several of them were imagining their own imagination, maybe what they could do, maybe how they were.

Sometimes I'm actually thinking, and many people are thinking, including Qiyang, and even I think Qiyang should be thinking about the most.

He didn't go to high school anymore, but he had a relatively good taste, because after he didn't go to high school, his parents didn't react to anything unusual, which still made me feel happier, and it would be nice to have the support of my own parents.

In fact, I believe in Qiyang very much, and I think people with a good temper and a good attitude are always not too bad luck.

But what is my imagination, I am imagining what kind of point I will reach if one day I am not an actor and choose to study hard.

In fact, this kind of thing was told to me by my father and mother when I was in high school, telling me to study hard in college, take the civil service exam when I graduate, stay in my hometown, and they spent money to buy me a dowry.

Then find someone who is almost the right person, get married and have children, this matter is actually quite unsurprising, but it should not be so simple.

As long as people live in the world, there will be contradictions, and that kind of contradiction may be a contradiction that I can't imagine, the main reason is that I haven't experienced this thing, then this contradiction may be some deeper contradiction.

But in any case, I think that since this kind of thing is impossible to happen, there is no big problem in thinking about it, and it is also fun to put yourself in your shoes.

I also really want to write a novel, and I have thought of the name of the novel, which is also called my other life.

It's just a pity that I haven't had a very good writing since I was a child, and I know myself about this matter, although I said that the scores were quite high when I wrote the essay.

But I also know where this score comes from, and I also know why I got such a high score, and the main reason is to apply.

To be honest, I feel like I've written a lot of essays in the past, and I even feel like they're all about the same, some words, some examples, and even some of the rhetorical devices.

It's like I've seen it all yesterday, so this kind of high-scoring essay doesn't really have much to do with writing, of course, I'm not saying that everyone's essays are like this, just that my own essays are like this.

It's hard to imagine in a way, I don't know where I'll go, and I don't know if I'd starve to death if I actually wrote a novel.

Anyway, I have this idea.,It's to write about another life of your own.,The plot is time traveling?

But wouldn't this crossing be a little cliché, if it wasn't for the crossing, I actually couldn't imagine any good way to experience this life.

Or maybe the technology in the future is too powerful, who makes themselves a regret pill, but this regret pill can only be their own imagination, or according to this technology, according to their own character, knowledge and ability to reach what they calculate to see if they can have what kind of point.

But I don't know how to write, and I don't know exactly when I'm going to start writing, so I've been studying hard for a week.

But I didn't do anything for a week, and when I talked about it, I felt a little funny, and I felt that one of the biggest illusions in my life was that I could do these things tomorrow.

I remember reading the three major illusions of life when I was on the Internet, as if one of them is that he likes me, whether it is a boy or a girl, if it is a boy, he will become a woman, and if it is a girl, it will become him next to the person.

The second illusion is that the phone vibrates, of course, this order is not necessarily this order, I'm just talking about this thing, and to some extent, it's really funny.

My illusion was that I would be able to do what I wanted to do.

I have said it more than once, and I found that my personality is particularly suitable for some public institutions or units within the system, and the main reason why such a unit is particularly suitable for me is that I am too lazy to move.

When I don't bother to think about something, I like something pure, in other words, the kind of work on the factory assembly line is definitely a job that I am very suitable for.

To a certain extent, most of the work is like that, but some people have a strong ability to learn this work, so they can get started quickly, so they can quickly continue this work and start this work.

Some people are slow to learn, so in this kind of assembly line in the world, he can only do some work that is relatively simple to learn.

In other words, as long as a person's IQ is not too big a problem, he can do most of the work in the world, but it is just a matter of the long time to adapt and the short time to adapt.

As an employing unit, the most desirable thing must be that a person can get started quickly, so it will take less time, so generally speaking, why should I apply for some college students?

The main reason is that they have a strong learning ability, a strong ability to adapt, and a lot of knowledge they have acquired, so they don't need too much training, and they don't need too much human and material costs.

Maybe this kind of thing is a bit absolute, but I still do the benefits of going to college, so I still agree with the path of going to college.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have worked so hard to go to college at that time, he went to an acting school.

It's a bit far, but I like to go a little farther every time, and I don't know what I'm supposed to do, so the only way to leave my mark is to write a diary and write a novel.

Most people don't have much of a trace in this world.

I don't know how Confucius would feel if he was still alive now, but Confucius should be regarded as one of the people I admire, of course, the main reason is not that this person can bring me a very strong spiritual power.

It's that this person has left a lot of culture in the world, and this is a lot of spirit, all 2000 years later, and people still remember him.

It makes people feel that he has existed in this world for too long, and I think that there should be a lot of people born from more than 2,000 years ago to the present, but he has been admired by people for such a long time, and now it has spread to the whole world, and this level of thinking is simply indelible.

I still don't worship his spiritual power, it's that I still have some traces of worshipping people.

So I especially want to leave some traces for myself, and if I die one day, I may be able to get some of my life through these bits and pieces.

So I made another decision to start journaling, and to be honest, I don't think I would be able to start doing it anytime soon.

If you write a diary, you must not write about some more fragmentary things, if you write a diary, you should write about today's ideological level, what kind of things you think today, and what kind of spiritual level you think about today.

But to be honest, I don't think I'm great, in fact I'm not great at all, and if I can write for decades, I'm sure I'll have enough left in this world.

Even if it only lasts for a few decades, I think there is something meaningful.

Some people say that there are still decades to go before the word death is spoken, but in fact, most of the people who died I think they feel that they still have a long time before they die.

I'm talking about people who died in some accidents, such as car accidents, such as natural disasters, and they certainly had no way of predicting that they might leave this world forever in a few hours.

They may still be wondering where I might be in 20 years during these hours.

So I think it's possible for my mom to make me spit a few times and then say these unlucky things every day.

But young people nowadays don't care about this auspicious or unlucky question, and I don't particularly care, in fact, I still want to talk about this matter.

I am a person with personality contradictions, and this personality contradiction means that I will oppose myself to some extent.

For example, I am actually very comfortable and like to be comfortable, but that is another situation is to leave some traces on myself.

These two are actually contradictory in real life, so they may not be able to appear all in my life, and there is only one path that seems to appear, and that is to become a writer.

But to be honest, writers have a long way to go, and most writers are either a bear or a rich second generation, but the rich second generation often has no way to make an outstanding contribution to the writer or have an outstanding representative.

Those difficult lives can often shape a great writer, but no one wants to live some difficult lives, so this kind of thing is relatively difficult, anyway, I think it is more difficult, and it is even more difficult to be a great writer.

I don't think I'm going to be that kind of person, I just think that being a writer is too small for a normal person who needs to get married and have children.

Most writers don't have the ability to express their most authentic language, and when their language is expressed, they often don't get the recognition of some people, and if they don't get the approval of some people, they can't make money.

So I fall into a dead loop, but I can't express my truest thoughts, and the more I become, the more commercial I become, and the more commercial I become, the more I can't write a great work.

So this cycle is getting bigger and bigger, and most of the people who can support their families in time will also become more and more commercial in this cycle.

But it doesn't mean that they can't make a lot of money, it's just that if they want to write a great work, they may have to say it according to their own wishes in some cases.

When I reach a certain level of understanding, I think I will be able to resonate with most people.

Again, that's just what I think.

Going back to the original topic, I'm not a particularly good writer, and I've known since high school that I don't have much talent for writing.

In most cases, if someone can collect my high school papers, look at the things I wrote, look at the things I organized, and you will find that the essays I write are really exactly the same.

All the thoughts and feelings that I want to express tend to be on the same path, and slowly things in different directions can return to the original direction.

No matter what kind of topic, an argumentative essay can make me write a statement that expresses the feelings I want to express the most.

Some people say that this is also a kind of ability, but I think it is a kind of lack of ability, it is really impossible to write things, and I can only copy what I know, which is a manifestation of scarcity.

The main thing about me is that I haven't read many books, and all the books I want to read have basically been shattered from the beginning, and I used to like to read impurities.

But basically, my mother confiscated one of these books when she saw them, and sold them as rags in order to prevent me from continuing to read.

So at the beginning, I dared to use my pocket money to buy, but in the future, I didn't dare to use my pocket money to buy, because it was too much of my pocket money, and I didn't have much pocket money.

In the future, I can only read some romance novels, and I can only read some romance novels by classmates when I don't have a mobile phone, and when microfiction is very expensive.

But that time was indeed my most precious memory, and there were a lot of literary literacies from romance novels, in fact, this sentence sounds particularly ironic.

But I still didn't blame my mother, I didn't blame my father, of course, at that time, I must have been very blamed, I believe that any child would be to blame.

But now I really don't have the slightest blame, and I can understand my mother's feelings now.

Because when I was on the street, I used to see those bear children, and the behavior of those bear children made me feel very, very unhappy, and at that time I thought to myself that if I were their parents, I would definitely beat them up!

Then it came back to himself, so in fact, I think my parents have been very good to me, at least they didn't beat me and scold me, no, no, it seems to have scolded me.

Parents don't know the difficulties of their parents, but if you put yourself in their shoes, they are actually very difficult, and I have a very, very deep understanding of this.

So I don't blame my parents anymore.

I'm just going to say things in a normal way.

Continuing with the issue of writing, if I were to write an article now, there would probably be a reason why I would still write it like this, and I don't know why.

And the movie reviews I write now feel like that flavor, just like a high school essay, but I expand the 800 words of my high school essay to 5,000 words or 3,000 words, basically there is no big gap.

To be honest, it seems a bit of a slander to say this about the high school education model, but to be honest, it's not at all, I'm just talking about myself, just my own form.

On the contrary, one of the things that made me feel that some things are really innate, or that people have gone through too much training, and if it is the latter, then the writer is probably able to be trained.

This guy is not an outsider, almost every day I see the rise, this guy has actually seen some of the movie reviews, because he needs to use a computer in order to hand in his homework, sometimes he will borrow my computer, and these files may be forgotten to delete and leave on the computer.

I took a look at the movie reviews written by others, and to be honest, I felt a little guilty, and after three years of college, I was not as good as other people's film reviews, and I felt that some things really couldn't be forced.

It's not an exaggeration to say that the movie review written by Qi Yang is three points.,To be precise, compared to me.,It's not so good to be able to compare with some of the people.,But it's just too good compared to my kind of bland and boring thing.。

Every time the teacher gives me this, it's a B+ or a good or a B-, and most of the time I'm still complacent about getting a grade like this.

However, when I read the comments that were sprinkled under the people's lifting, I meant that the teacher's comments on the lifting, and I felt a little embarrassed.

At first, I didn't think that the movie review could be much better, but after reading the teacher's comment, I became interested in the content, and it seemed that I read it carefully.

In fact, I can feel that he writes better than me, and people have consulted a lot of information, and these materials have some sources, and I thought that these sources were searched from the Internet.

These sources are still very simple, and it is relatively simple to search from the Internet, but I checked that it was indeed from here, which means that it took a certain amount of effort to write it.

In this regard, I don't think I'm as good as others, although I do my homework by myself, and when I finish my homework, I'm always perfunctory, basically writing some words and then searching for some sources to complete it.

But I did it myself, and in that regard, I seem to be able to catch up with most people, not that they don't do their homework, I'm just saying that this kind of thing is pretty good for me.

The 5,000-word thing is actually a drill back and forth, that is to say, just those few words, and those meanings.

Recently, I haven't seen the movie review written by Qi Yang, maybe I went to the Internet café to change it and sent it to the teacher, which is another reason for me, which is why I like to give the computer to Yang Yang.

Maybe this computer in Qiyang's hand can exert the greatest power, and besides, I'll buy one, and of course, one more point is to repay people's kindness.

After eating, we went to KTV, and I finally saw the little monk, the little monk is not the same as before, and we are playing and playing, that was the same as yesterday.

In fact, I've been thinking about writing a diary in my heart.,People always have to take it step by step.,I think it's more reliable to start with a diary.,I just jumped into writing a novel.,I think it's still a little too unacceptable.。

We went in to find the room, there are still more people today, if I didn't book a room in advance, this room may be full.

Because today is Saturday night, both office workers and students are relatively free, so this is the time for them to start to come out and play.

There were a lot of people on the dance floor, and the people singing on the stage were one after another, and I don't know why I was still a little jealous when I looked at the people who sang on the stage.

Anyway, I don't know why, there was no break in between, just to make the atmosphere more and more enthusiastic, and the songs I sang were very different from my previous style.

It's some songs that are relatively ambiguous, and some songs that are relatively fast-paced may be the right way to open this place.

As for saying that my previous style may not have suited this place at all, anyway, now that I've left this place anyway, I know I'm jealous but I choose to turn a blind eye.

After entering the room, I arranged for the waiter to take back all the things we should take, and the things that don't need money should not be in vain, although I said that I was busy today, but Brother Yuanzhi still helped me arrange it, which made me feel happier.

To be honest, the only place that makes me feel face-saving is this place, this place is my territory, and of course the main reason is because of my brother.

In fact, even if it is raised, it is estimated that this place will not cost money, and even if there is no so-called Brother Tian, there is a Brother Tian who is my Brother Yuanzhi's top boss.

Of course, even if you don't have this Tiange, this place is like a fish in water, and you only need to spend a small amount of money to sing songs in this place for a long time in the case of searching

There are a lot of bugs in this kind of place, maybe people who have worked in this place know this, and the meaning of this bug is that some waiters can also take advantage of these management loopholes or have its loopholes to make their friends sing a lot of songs here for very little money.

Let's talk about the hardware vulnerabilities first, the hardware vulnerabilities lie in the relationship, if the relationship is better, the fruit plate and wine are all bearable.

It's just a matter of whether bartenders and cashiers want to do it, and I don't know how they do it, but they can do it all after graduating from high school, and I think I should be able to learn it, and I believe that if I get into this kind of industry, I can also take advantage of this loophole.

But I didn't tell Brother Yuan Zhi about this matter, and this kind of thing is actually not about Brother Yuan Zhi's business.

The other is the problem of software, there are also engineers in it, called engineers, in fact, it sounds good, and the bad words are the maintenance workers here.

Because it has been dry for a long time, it is more familiar with the things inside, and the more familiar situation is that the maintenance has become a very easy thing, whether it is soft electricity or strong electricity, no, I am wrong, I should say that whether it is weak or strong, people seem to understand a little.

Plus, there may be some bugs with the software, so they can get things working even if they don't pay for it when singing.

But it seems to be a problem with the cashier, and there will be some management defects on the cashier, so after opening this room, you can still return the money, which is considered to have been open for a long time.

However, I believe that this kind of loophole will definitely be closed slowly, but it will take a matter of time, because these managers are not particularly highly educated, and they are not responsible for this aspect of things.

But I'm sure you'll always find out, and in the end, you'll probably be able to use this stuff slowly to make your own profit or block it directly, no matter what way it is, it has nothing to do with me.

Now it has nothing to do with me anyway, what I have to do now is to hurry up and sing.

Brother Yuan Zhi's words are simpler, unlike Qiyang who has to let the waiter do such and such things, I mean not to tell Brother Tian.

Brother Yuan Zhi only needs to give an order, saying that I have a friend who wants to come over today to leave something in a room, and the bill that will be generated will be asked for me to sign.

Those bills generated, as long as they are within a reasonable range, I remember that it seems that Brother Yuan Zhi can solve them by himself.

Even said that taking cigarettes and alcohol to public relations, these messy things Brother Yuan Zhi has reached the scope that can be handled, and there should be no big problem in using all these things for his own operation.

That's the embodiment of power, look at my brother's words and the matter will be solved, okay I'm just joking.

When we got to the room, some people didn't come, and I had already called the blind boy, and the blind boy said that they would come after training, and she said that she needed to remember something.

I don't know what it is, but I'd be here tonight anyway.

The next time was even simpler, and I started singing next, and I don't know who started singing first, so I wanted to liven up the atmosphere first.

But this little girl named Zhuli started singing, so she is the first to sing now, and the song she sings is still very good, I believe that there are a lot of people chasing such a girl, and Mo Xiang's words are probably not on the list.

I said that when you have time, you must persuade Mo Xiang well, this kind of dream still can't be done, and it's easy to lose sleep if you have too many such dreams.

First of all, it will cause psychological shortcomings and emptiness!

The second is the song I sang, and I still want to liven up the atmosphere, and I feel that there is something wrong in my heart, and I don't know why I have such a feeling.

The song I sing is an English song.,To be honest, I'm a little bit confused about myself now.,Do I want to press this girl down?,Of course it's not what you think.,I mean the aspect of ordinary singing.,Compare this girl to it.。

In terms of temperament, I feel that it can't be compared, and it can be seen that people are dressing up, a very high-end direction, and according to Qiyang, a dress can basically be about the same as my salary.

When I said this, I knew that I was really a poor man, whether it was the original time or the present time.

There are still more when you are poor.

After a while, that is, after I finished singing, the third singing was something I didn't expect, I thought Mo Xiang would show it a little, and show it in front of this girl, but this guy is really a little self-conscious, I mean that she also knows that she sings more ugly.

I don't think there are many people who can do that.

Continue to continue, in fact, it is the little monk, the song sung by the little monk has always been able to make us feel deeply solemn, and this time it is the same, a long sigh almost made me cry.

Then I thought that I would say goodbye and that things would not be so complicated, but who knew that the song sung by Qi Yang made me even more uncomfortable, and Qi Yang repeated the song again.

I wondered why KTV has such a song, not that the two of them sing more ugly, in fact, not all KTV songs are available, they need to be updated every day, I went to their room that day to see, it is the room of the main server, it seems that the host feels like there must be 10 or so, all of which need to download songs every night.