Su Xiaomi listened to the phone for a long time and was silent, thinking that Ruan Yu had pressed the wrong hand, so she asked, "Xiaoyu, did you call?" ”

Ruan Yu almost cried with joy.

Finally heard Xiaomi's voice, finally.

Ruan Yu raised his eyes to look at Ling Yiyang, his bloodshot eyes were also soaked with tears, but they were also a little painful and a little cold.

That was the first time Ruan Yu had seen Ling Yiyang in tears after knowing him for so many years.

Come to think of it, the voice on the phone is what he has been missing for a long time.

Ruan Yu was so excited that she burst into tears, and as she spoke, she pushed her phone towards Ling Yiyang, "Xiaomi, you wait for me." I hit it. Dr. Ling had just finished surgery with me, and you told him. ”

"No need." Su Xiaomi, who was nervous, said duplicitously, "Me and him...... It doesn't seem like there's much to say. ”

It was she who lost him, and she couldn't give him a future.

She didn't know what to say to him, but she wanted to hear him.

She endured the pain and said lightly, "Xiaoyu, I just returned to China for a few days. I'll invite you to dinner in two days, and I have other things to do today, so I'll hang up first. ”

hung up the phone, Su Xiaomi couldn't breathe.

She clutched her blocked chest, only to feel the pain that tugged at her heart and liver.

The body was also limp, lying on the piano keys.

The pressed piano keys kept ringing, and she had to get up again, and her slender fingers swept sadly over the black and white keys.

The song "A Certain Year and a Certain Month and a Certain Him" sounded slowly.

This song can be played by her many artistic conceptions.

Whether it's joy or joy, it all depends on her mood.

When I played it to Grandma Deng and Xiaoyu, she popped up the taste of her first love, which was sweet, sour, bitter, painful, and astringent.

At that time, it was only the first love that was played.

Now, it's the whole life that is playing.

Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory, it is helplessness, guilt, and pain that cannot be imagined or touched.

She was bouncing and bounced, and she had become a tearful person.

Honey, it really wasn't my intention to leave you, dear, I'm sorry......

Zhizhi held a bottle of Jindian pure milk, sucked and drank it violently, drinking it with relish.

Cheng Xiao couldn't figure it out, there were so many high-end milk at home, Zhizhi couldn't look down on it, and he only liked the brand Jindian since he was a child.

This kind of domestic milk, the advertisement is good, and there are many additives, Cheng Xiao didn't want Zhizhi to drink it.

But the little guy is good for this bite.

Cheng Xiao hugged Zhizhi and returned to Su Xiaomi's side.

The two father and daughter looked at Su Xiaomi, who was crying silently, and glanced at each other.

Zhizhi said sadly, "Dad, why is Mom crying?" ”

Cheng Xiao frowned distressedly.

In the past few years, which time has she not been able to cry when she plays this song?

"A certain year, a certain month, a certain him", this is to think of a certain him in his life again.

Although Cheng Xiao was heartbroken, what could he do, he could only hold Zhizhi and walk over to coax her together.

He put Zhizhi down, pulled out a tissue, and was about to wipe her cheek, but she ducked back and took the tissue in his hand, "I'll do it myself." ”

Cheng Xiao's hand froze in mid-air.

There was a trace of pain, imperceptibly across his phoenix eyes.

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Hospital.

Ruan Yu saw Ling Yiyang squeeze the Jindian milk in his hand, and with a force, all the milk gushed out white.

"Doctor Ling......" Ruan Yu knew his pain, "are you alright?" ”

Ling Yiyang gritted the socket of his back teeth and threw the milk carton into the trash can a few meters away, "I'm fine." ”

He got up.

Ruan Yu asked, "Doctor Ling, where are you going?" ”

Ling Yiyang took off the dark blue surgical cap on his head, "Go change your clothes and go home." ”

"Do you drive yourself?" Ruan Yu followed.

Ling Yiyang snorted.

Ruan Yu was worried, "Can you, or I'll help you call an online car-hailing car." Seeing that you are tired like this, I am afraid that something will happen to you. ”

"Thanks, no." Ling Yiyang straightened his tall and thin body, swiped the card and walked out.

Late at night.

Ling Yiyang returned to the moonlight on the lotus pond.

Xiang Wei was waiting for him in the living room.

As soon as she saw him, she got up and greeted him with joy.

Ling Yiyang took off his coat and reached out to Wei to pick it up, but Ling Yiyang turned sideways, leaving her empty.

In Xiang Wei's heart, she didn't know what it was like.

It's been another four years, and this man's heart can't be warmed no matter how much he covers.

In the past four years, Xue Meijuan's condition has deteriorated again, and she has undergone a second chemotherapy treatment, and Xiang Wei has been carefully taking care of Xue Meijuan's bedside, feeding water and food, and serving with feces and urine.

Her father was brain dead in a car accident that year, and she never took such careful care of her.

Xiang Wei didn't know what else she needed to do to get into Ling Yiyang's heart.

"Auntie slept. There's soup boiling in the pot, do you want to drink it? Xiang Wei said, "I'll help you fill a bowl." ”

"What are you doing here?" Ling Yiyang said coldly.

Xiang Wei felt pain in her heart, "I, I'm going back." I'll come to visit my aunt tomorrow after work. ”

Ling Yiyang didn't pay attention to Xiang Wei again.

He sat down on the couch wearily and closed his eyes heavily.

Feeling a blanket on his body, he raised his eyes coldly, "Don't you want to leave?" ”

Xiang Wei said, "The air conditioner is on in the living room, I'm afraid you'll catch a cold when you sleep." ”

Ling Yiyang lifted the blanket on his body in disgust and pushed it aside, causing Xiang Wei next to him to look sad.

She also picked up her bag and reluctantly left.

"Wait."

Ling Yiyang raised his lips.

Xiang Wei immediately turned around happily, thinking that Ling Yiyang was watching that it was too late and wanted to leave her here for the night.

But no.

Ling Yiyang looked over with a cold gaze, "If you let me know what Xiaomi's departure has to do with you four years ago, you know the consequences." ”

Xiang Wei was weak-hearted, but she was very calm on the surface, "I don't know what I can do to influence Su Xiaomi's decision." ”

Organ donation and grant are private and protected.

Except for Su Xiaomi, no one in the Su family knew that the heart belonged to her father.

No matter how Ling Yiyang checked, he couldn't find her head.

Soon, Xiang Wei was not weak-hearted, "Yiyang." Auntie always wants you to get married soon. Why do you still think about her, maybe she's already married and has children. It's been four years, anything can happen, so why are you waiting stupidly? ”

Ling Yiyang closed his eyes again, his voice was not only tired, but also a little cold, "You can go......"

Xiang Wei glanced at him, and her heart felt like a needle prick.

She has worked hard for so many years, but she has never been able to enter his heart.

But so what, she could wait for the rest of her life, she didn't believe that Ling Yiyang was really a stone.

After returning to China, Su Xiaomi did not contact Ling Yiyang for a month.

Ling Yiyang didn't contact her either, and as far as he knew, she had contacted everyone except him.

When eating in the cafeteria at noon, Ruan Yu died in a hurry, "Hasn't Xiaomi contacted you yet?" Then you contact her, what is open to say. ”

"There's no hurry." Ling Yiyang casually picked up a piece of green vegetables, "Wait." ”

He's been waiting for four years.

He just wants to see when this little thing with no conscience will think of him.