The top of the mountain is shrouded in clouds and mist, the mist and cool clouds are within reach, the twilight is boundless, and I see the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple rising in the air between the mist, ethereal and psychedelic.

In spring, there are green shade pine trees, and in winter, there are frosty branches and flowers.

In summer, hundreds of birds contend, and in autumn, there is the sound of falling leaves gargling.

The beauty of this Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, the pen can be painted, and the life in this temple is also quiet as water, the waves are not up, the bell is like the empty valley and the orchid is quiet, into the spring, the sound of a hundred birds is sometimes there.

Counting the time, she has been here for more than a year, and she has long been accustomed to the silence and desertion here.

The first time I saw Nangong Lichuan, it was the seventh day of her entry into the Fang Buddhist Temple, and on that day she brought food to the people rescued by the master for her senior brother, and when she took the food, she pushed the door into the room.

Walking in, the person who appeared in front of him was lying on the bed, with a cloth wrapped around his body, looking like a silkworm chrysalis, a little embarrassed and miserable.

stepped forward to put the things down, turned around and saw the man's face clearly, and the rice bowl he was holding fell on the table with a bang, steadily, and simply did not fall.

That person's appearance and eyes were exactly the same as the man in his impression, and he was about to call out Nangong Lichuan's name, but when he saw the man's confused and distant eyes, he immediately thought of his current state.

"You are?"

The man on the bed asked.

"Wu Nian, I don't know if you are?"

Thoughtless rhetorical question, trying to confirm the identity of the man here,

"I ...... I don't remember. ”

The man slowly opened his mouth with a serious expression, which made Wu Nian frown, a little shocked.

"Hmm."

Wu Nian saw that Nangong Li Chuan's originally black hair had been shaved clean at the moment, and it looked extremely unsightly, making it difficult for him to adapt.

Helped Nangong Lichuan up and let him rest close to the head of the bed, and then picked up the rice bowl, and Wu Nian fed the rice to Nangong Lichuan with a spoon in one hand, because his arms were injured and he couldn't use his hands.

It's just embarrassing that the people I originally loved were never so close at the time, but now they are like strangers, but they are doing such intimate but very unfamiliar things, which is a bit ironic when I think about it.

Wu Nian looked at Nangong Lichuan carefully, but she knew that no matter how many times she looked at it, this person did not have the love she expected in his eyes.

"Do you remember your wife?"

Wu Nian opened his mouth again and asked tentatively, wanting to see if Nangong Lichuan still remembered, but the confusion in the man's eyes made her a little frightened, and he didn't remember.

"Do I still have a wife?"

"I guess there is, I just wanted to ask you."

"Hmm."

The man responded coldly.

Wu Nian left the room after feeding the meal, and the surprise she had seen him was instantly vanished, and she no longer remembered how she walked back to the temple.

When she came back to the room in despair, she didn't believe that the ambitious man had forgotten the past, and was so indifferent, she couldn't sleep that night, thinking a lot in her heart, and remembering a lot.

The reason why she loves Nangong Lichuan so much is because of his small actions when he was young, and because of this, she has been thinking about it for a long time and loving it for a long time.

That year, she went out of the house to play with her cousins, but she didn't want to make some small noises halfway, so her cousin left her alone and let her go back to the house by herself, and her personal maid was also separated.

On the way home, but she didn't want to meet a few ruffians, she was forced into a corner, several verbal humiliations, the ruffians wanted to do it, and shrank in the corner without fear and filth.

"This girl is very smart, come and play with my brother."

"Blessed are you tonight."

As he spoke, the man reached out to touch Wu Nian's face, and Wu Nian shouted in fright, "Get out." She waved her hand, frantically trying to run away from the man's hand.

"Yo, it's pretty hot."

"Fuck off."

Wu Nian screamed, just when she was all gone, suddenly a burst of anger interrupted a few people, Wu Nian looked with tears in his eyes, only to see the man step forward, push the ruffians away, and pull Wu Nian to rescue.

"Boy, you dare to ruin this son's good deeds, stop me."

A ruffian shouted angrily.

"It's up to you."

Nangong Li Chuan said coldly, then protected Wunian on his body, and then made a move to entangle it, and after sending a few people away, he left with Wunian.

Wu Nian looked at the immature but handsome man in front of her and her heart fluttered, if she could, she hoped that she could always be like this, and keep going with this man.

It wasn't until after running away that Nangong Li Chuan looked back at Wu Nian, turned to Wu Nian and said, "It's okay, do you want me to send you back?" ”

"Well, thank you, my family is Nanfu."

"What's your name?"

"Nan Xuan'er."

"I see, then you're my cousin."

"Cousin?"

Nan Xuan'er was puzzled.

"You are?"

"Nangong Lichuan."

Wu Nian looked at Nangong Li Chuan in surprise and was slightly shocked, but he didn't think that the person in front of him turned out to be the second prince, that is, his cousin, he was slightly shocked, and his face was shocked.

Nangong Lichuan sent Wunian to Nanfu before leaving, and the parents in the house had been waiting for a long time, and when they saw Wunian coming back, they went out happily to greet him.

"Dad, mother, I'm back."

Nan Xuan'er stepped forward and said.

The parents stepped forward and pulled Nan Xuan'er worried, and asked, "Why did you come back so late, worried to death." ”

"I'm worried about you, my cousin sent me back."

Nan Xuan'er opened her mouth to explain.

"I see, it's okay."

I also remembered it for a long time because of this thoughtlessness.

The second time I saw him, it was in the corridor of the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, the two greeted each other, and in embarrassment, what Wu Nian saw was not Nangong Lichuan, but a stranger, dustless.

Looking at the past, if she can, she would choose to forget.

But it backfired, she didn't have the luck of Nangong Lichuan, and she couldn't choose to forget.

After a few thoughts, Wu Nian felt that telling Xiao Yue the news, firstly, to repay his life-saving grace and repay the favor, and secondly, she also wanted Nangong Lichuan to go back, expecting him to return to the ambitious person before.

It's just that I didn't expect Yue Chanjuan to come, the woman who called Nangong Lichuan, she even brought the child inside, and after she heard the little monk's words, she also followed her and came to the guest room.

Wu Nian saw Yue Chanjuan's crazy appearance, and was slightly shocked in her heart, she didn't expect that this woman loved Nangong Lichuan more deeply than her.

Looking at Nangong Lichuan's reaction again, there was no wave, Wunian realized at this moment that he was really gone forever, Wunian secretly listened in the corner, her heart was complicated, but she recognized the facts, Nangong Lichuan's transformation was really unexpected.

But who can change, in Yuechanjuan's awakening to no avail, she categorically let her go, so all thoughts are extinguished, maybe everything is providence.

And she should put it down, shouldn't she?

Wu Nian secretly left after listening, and after that, she rarely saw Nangong Lichuan, chanting and chanting Buddha every day, restraining what she thought in her heart.

However, deliberately avoid always being caught off guard by being killed once, at the beginning of spring, the host took the people in the temple to wake up in the morning, chanting and chanting Buddha in the courtyard.

At this moment, the morning of early spring is particularly cool, with the soft wind of water mist blowing up, clear and comfortable, crisp bird cry endlessly, layers of clouds and mist, such as the fairy world in the clouds.

The strong wind on that side blew Wu Nian's scarf away, and Wu Nian reached out to grab it, but he didn't grasp it, and he got up and was about to run out.

I went along the scarf and went in the crowd, but I saw the man grabbing the white scarf, and he looked at everything as if everything was still.

She had already seen through everything for so long in the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple, and she didn't even care about her appearance, but at this moment she wanted to escape, but her head was blank when she met her gaze.

Nangong Lichuan was obviously shocked when he saw her like this, and continued to step forward to return the things without thinking.

Wu Nian took it, looked at him blankly, and did not say thank you or respond.

Nangong Li Chuan didn't pay attention to it, and passed forward, Wu Nian knew that this was their current state, and it would be the same in the future, not to mention that they had already entered the Ten Thousand Buddhas Temple at the moment, and it was impossible for her to go out.

If you can go on like this, the ancient Buddha who has been accompanied by the green light for a long time has no thoughts, and he looks back at the people who are far away, his back is straight, and he is resolute.

Thinking back that everything is just self-inflicted, and the feelings that don't respond are just self-deception, she shouldn't have been like this, ruining her life for a man.

Wunian closed her eyes, wrapped the scarf in her hand to cover the scars on her face, and only after calming down her emotions did she return to the crowd to stand up.

The Buddha said that looking back 500 times in the past life will be exchanged for passing by in this life.

The fate between them is so short, so tortuous, and what kind of cause and effect. What would happen if she hadn't met her, and if she hadn't been helped by that time, would someone else come to the rescue, would it be ruined?

But in the end, it was him who appeared, like a beam of light coming in, bright and warm, making her feel warm every time she thought about it, that feeling made her long, made her want to go on like this forever, and the person who saved herself in times of danger eventually became an obsession.

Listening to the lecture without thinking about it, I thought about it for a long time, from being willful because Nangong Lichuan would be hers, to being forced to kiss later, I suddenly woke up like a dream, it turned out that everything was just easily subverted, and I was also in a thought.

Let go of the thought, and be at ease.

A thought is persistent, and there is no helplessness.

One thought becomes a Buddha, one thought becomes a demon, and the difference between one thought is very different.

The sound of the wind in her ears is still the same, but in a trance, everything has changed, quietly, and at this moment, she has figured out and understood that life is like a dream, and no matter how you look back, it is just a life of sadness, why not forget the past, live for yourself, not for anything else.

If it weren't for Nangong Lichuan, her life wouldn't be like this, but if it weren't for him, how could she have this realization, life is like a dream, in the end, what you get may not be what you want, and what you want may not be really that good, blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, who can say clearly.

Wu Nian discarded the thought in her heart, and there were words in her mouth with the recitation of everyone, that time she was silent, and there were no distracting thoughts in her heart, she was just Wu Nian, she was a disciple of the Ten Thousand Buddha Temple, not the Nanjun Lord, let alone the princess of Xingyue King.