Chapter 339: Don't be afraid

Shen Zilu's eyelashes trembled slightly, he turned his face and put the cup down, looked at Guan Zhengxing's eyes and said:

"Guan Zhengxing, don't think too highly of yourself, you haven't had such a big influence on me, I won't just find someone to act for you like an ex like you."

"Didn't you?" He asked lightly.

Of course, Shen Zilu will not admit it, "No." I was with Mr. Jiang, and it was a matter of course. ”

"Are you serious?"

"Yes."

"You like him?"

"yes."

Guan Zhengxing picked up the first glass of wine tonight and drank it all with his head held high.

He put down the cup, looked at the person opposite, was silent, and spoke.

"It was my fault that I got out of my marriage before, and I know you will be sad and disappointed. But if I had to do it all over again, I would choose it again. Guan Zhengxing poured another glass of wine, "Before the company declared bankruptcy, I counted it back and forth, and I owed more than 70 million debts. At that time, there was nothing else to call every day except debt collection, some said it was quite good, and some were afraid that you had never heard of it in your life, and there were threats to me, I received the most serious time of a dead mouse and a dead cat, and I received a skinned dog, I can't let you follow me to live this kind of life without people and ghosts, I would rather you hate me, and I hope you live better than me. Calling my uncle is also a decision I have thought about for a long time, I admit that the practice at that time was very bad, but I really didn't have the courage to tell them face to face, I was really afraid that I would accept their help at the end of the road, but why should I let your parents work hard for half a life to pay for my mistakes, more than 70 million not to mention a family, even for a business is not a small amount, I can't let them help me pay off my debts with peace of mind, and then what? What do they do? ”

Shen Zilu asked: "On Christmas Day, you asked me out just to say that you were going to break up?" ”

Guan Zhengxing nodded, "But I didn't expect you to ......"

He didn't expect her to ask for marriage, and it was because of this that he disrupted his plan to break up.

"I want to give us some good memories at the end."

Shen Zilu asked, "Do you think it's good?" ”

Guan Zhengxing was silent and sighed silently.

Shen Zilu said: "If you think it's good, it's a pity, that day is the most painful memory in my life. You have left me there, you have forsaken me. ”

Guan Zhengxing watched her stand up and continued: "I'm not the one you want to want, the one you want to lose, I've liked you for nine years, and these nine years have been my youth to feed the dog." Guan Zhengxing, no one will stand in place forever, including me, the days will look forward, from the day you said you quit the marriage, I told myself not to like you anymore. Today's meal, even if I return to China to wash the dust, don't come to me in the future, stop your game, I have no intention of accompanying you. ”

Guan Zhengxing stood up anxiously, "Xiaolu." ”

Shen Zilu said: "Don't forget, we have ended, and you brought it up." ”

She took her handbag and said, "Goodbye." ”

Turning around without any nostalgia, Guan Zhengxing was so anxious to catch up, his hand pressed against the door, he was almost encircled in his arms, and whispered beside her: "...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”

Shen Zilu looked at the door panel, her face expressionless, but her heart was already nervous and almost couldn't hold it anymore.

"I didn't have a good time at that time, I thought about you every day, but I knew I couldn't go to you, Xiaolu," Guan Zhengxing swallowed, "I can't go to you,...... I'm sorry. ”

Shen Zilu clenched her fingertips, and her eyes were red.

Guan Zhengxing didn't lie, the days of being collected for debts once again experienced the warmth and coldness of the world, he stayed in the dim basement all day, suffering from leaving her, during that time he was insomnia, decadent, and desperate, the darkest moment in his life was nothing more than that, but compared to the failure in business, the loss of Shen Zilu made him feel that life was meaningless, just as Xiaolu's mother said, "Isn't everything you lose is her."

Until one night, after a hangover, he dreamed of her, and in the dream they reappeared in front of the church, and she cried like a child and begged him to marry her, and when he woke up to find that the pillow was wet.

In fact, pushing away a person you love dearly does not prove how brave he is. On the contrary, it only confirms how cowardly he is.

He gently grabbed her shoulder, "Xiaolu...... I'm really sorry, I'm sorry. ”

Shen Zilu closed her eyes, raised her hand and removed the hand on her shoulder, Guan Zhengxing looked at her in a daze, Shen Zilu took the doorknob and said without replying:

"Guan Zhengxing, I have been with you for nine years, but you have given me a lifetime of regrets."

Open the door, walk out, and close it again.

He didn't chase, she didn't stop, they were like parallel lines that could no longer intersect.

Jiang Zhou stood in the corridor, saw her come out, and pinched the cigarette in his hand.

Shen Zilu said, "Let's go." ”

Jiang Zhou nodded and followed her away.

Guan Zhengxing stood at the window and saw Jiang Zhou stop a car, and the two sat in the car until the red taillights completely disappeared from sight.

The person he likes is not together, and he is not living as he wants.

……

The next day, the weather forecast was heavy rain, the tourists on the beach did not decrease because of the cloudy day, Guan Zhengxing never appeared again, Shen Zilu was still busy, Jiang Zhou asked the assistant to send the case file materials to his mobile phone, and began to study the case in the room, looking for a point of defense.

Before going to bed, Shen Zilu's mobile phone rang, and he stretched out his hand from the quilt and grabbed the mobile phone at the bedside to see that the number was from the front desk.

"What's the matter?" Shen Zilu asked.

The front desk said: "Manager Shen, the guests of Villa 33-10 asked you to go over and say that there was a strange noise in the room, and he couldn't sleep." ”

Shen Zilu was impatient, "If there is any abnormal noise, let him sleep quickly." ”

The front desk was embarrassed and said: "Manager Shen, the guests of Villa 10 are specially instructed by Mr. Tong not to be lazy, or you should go over and have a look." ”

Shen Zilu said: "Then let him call Mr. Tong." ”

The front desk said: "Manager Shen, if he calls Mr. Tong to complain about me, my bonus this month will be gone." ”

Shen Zilu exhaled irritably, "Okay, got it, I'll go over and take a look." ”

Turning his head to look out the window, a bolt of lightning streaked by, lighting up the entire night sky.

Shen Zilu was wearing pajamas and a shawl jacket outside, crossed a path to Villa 10, and pressed the doorbell to turn on the lights on the first floor.

The door opened, Guan Zhengxing stood inside the door, he was wearing black ice silk pajamas, he should have just taken a shower, his hair was wet, and his skin looked very clean and clear.

Shen Zilu lowered his eyes, "Which room has a strange noise?" ”

Guan Zhengxing said expressionlessly: "The bedroom on the second floor." ”

Shen Zilu frowned at him, and Guan Zhengxing guessed what she thought when he looked at her expression.

said: "I'm not so bored, I make an excuse to lie to you at night." ”

Shen Zilu awkwardly pulled off her bangs, thought about it, and walked in. When he arrived at the stairs, the door behind him clicked shut, Shen Zilu turned his head suddenly, Guan Zhengxing said, "The door is not locked, you can leave at any time." ”

She retracted her eyes and walked upstairs, to Guan Zhengxing's bedroom, the room was still clean and tidy, with a laptop and a bunch of drawings on the table, to her surprise, Guan Zhengxing's computer bag actually had a pink panther keychain hanging on it. She stared there, Guan Zhengxing also noticed her gaze, Shen Zilu quickly withdrew her eyes, and pretended that nothing had happened.

Standing in the center of the room, Shen Zilu didn't hear any strange noise, turned back to the person at the door and said, "I didn't hear it." ”

Guan Zhengxing hugged the clip, leaned against the wall and said, "You have to turn off the lights so that you can hear." ”

"......" Shen Zilu glared at him vigilantly.

Guan Zhengxing said: "If you don't believe it, you can try it." ”

With the previous strong kiss, Shen Zilu bit her lower lip and had palpitations.

Guan Zhengxing let go of his arm and said, "I'll stand outside." ”

Shen Zilu rolled his eyes, "You go out." ”

Guan Zhengxing retreated into the corridor, Shen Zilu turned off the light, listened carefully, and still didn't seem to hear anything.

He reminded, "You pay attention to the direction of the bathroom, it is a thin friction sound, very subtle. ”

At this time, the room was quiet, and Shen Zilu walked slowly towards the door of the bathroom, and the carpet absorbed the footsteps. Suddenly, she stopped, as if she heard the slightest humming sound.

The person outside the door saw the figure in the darkness stop and asked, "Hear me?" ”

Shen Zilu snorted softly.

After listening to it for a while, the strange sound did continue to be heard, close to the sound of bees flying around something.

"What did it come from?" Shen Zilu asked.

Guan Zhengxing said: "If I knew, would I call the front desk?" ”

Shen Zilu choked, and he returned to the young man who liked to scare her.

After turning on the light in the bathroom and looking around inside, I didn't find anything abnormal, but the strange thing is that there seems to be no abnormal sound after turning on the light.

Shen Zilu said to outsiders: "It seems that there is no sound when the lights are turned on." ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "I can't sleep when the lights are on." ”

The bathroom is separated from the room by a glass wall, and when the lights are turned on, the entire bedroom is illuminated.

Can't fall asleep with the lights on?

Shen Zilu flattened his mouth, why didn't he find so many problems with you before.

"Then you go sleep in another room."

Guan Zhengxing said: "I like to live in this room. ”

Shen Zilu gritted his teeth, "......"

She spat out and turned off the light in the bathroom, and under the darkness, the strange noise came again, listening to the numbness of people's scalps, but she still had the courage to continue looking.

The bathroom is so big, except for some basic configurations, there is nothing special. The window was open, the sea breeze blew in, the wind was before the rain, the wind was a little cool at this time, Shen Zilu shivered, tightened his coat and continued to walk around the bathroom.

The night is quiet, this sound is not a problem for people who sleep well, but he can hear it, is it not good to sleep?

Shen Zilu walked to the bathtub and squatted, the electric bathtub had no sound, and walked to the shower to listen for a while, but still didn't find a problem, turned around, and saw that the mirror cabinet in the bathroom was lit up, and this bath cabinet has the function of touch lighting defrosting. She leaned over, and a strange noise came from behind the mirror. Retreat again, press the lighting button, the abnormal sound is gone after the light is on, and then turn off the light, and the abnormal sound comes again.

"......" I see, it should be that there is a problem with the flow regulator in the mirror cabinet.

Shen Zilu turned around and was about to say, when suddenly a lightning bolt struck the sky, and then every few seconds, there was a thunderous click, which frightened Shen Zilu and shouted:

"Ah,"

As soon as he shouted, he ran in and covered her ears.

The lightning lit up the night sky again, and she saw the person in front of her and smelled his familiar smell.

She raised her eyes to meet his dark eyes, and she saw him mouth shape and said:

"Don't be afraid."