Chapter 121: Love or Possession
Du Aobai didn't expect that Huangfu Mingyu would sacrifice so much in order to be with him. But Du Aobai still said: "I love him." I'll be good to him for the rest of my life. We will be happy forever" although Du Aobai said these words at the time. I also feel very pale in my heart. But Du Aobai seems to have only this to give Huangfu Mingyu.
When Shangguan Rou'er heard this, she smiled and said, "Love." You say you love him? ”
Du Aobai heard Shangguan Rou'er's rhetorical question and said firmly: "That's right." I love him. ”
"Love him? You let him stay at home every day with nothing to do. It's to love him. Love him, in order to accompany you, he doesn't even do the work he likes You love him. Love him you don't know what his heart desires most is to prove his own abilities. You don't give him this chance. Are you worthy to say you love him? Some of Shangguan Rou'er's words pointed directly to the hearts of the people.
When Du Aobai heard this, he suddenly said, "What? In order to accompany me not to work. ”
"Didn't he tell you? It seems that you two are not as indestructible as you imagined! He's already interviewed for a good job behind your back. However, I need to travel abroad for business. So he didn't promise. Shangguan Rou'er said calmly.
Du Aobai was completely overwhelmed when he heard this.
Shangguan Rou'er saw that Du Aobai had been shaken and continued: "I tell you, if you love him, you have to let go, and if you love him, you have to let him do what he likes." You can't give him anything, and you say you love him. You're selfish.
On the contrary, as long as Brother Mingyu is with me. I can satisfy him with everything, money. Status. Reputation. There's everything. Why do you think you compare yourself to me? Why are you so selfish? ”
Du Aobai heard Shangguan Rou'er say that Huangfu Mingyu had found a job he liked, and when he gave up because he took care of himself, he was really heartbroken. She also asked herself again and again what could she give Huangfu Mingyu? Du Aobai fell into despair and a full sense of failure.
Speaking of this, Shangguan Rou'er took out an open check and handed it to Du Aobai and said, "I bought the studio." Here's a piece of money that's ten times more than your studio. Take the excess as my compensation to you! As long as you let go and let Brother Mingyu go to work. Then your money will continue to flow in the future. ”
Du Aobai looked at the check in front of him and smiled, thinking that it was really too much money to kill people.
But Du Aobai still said to Shangguan Rou'er: "I won't ask for this money." I'll tell you too. I'll find more favorable evidence to bring you to justice, even if I can't.
Believe it or not, I told Huangfu Mingyu all this, what do you think he thinks of you. The most annoying thing in his life is to use and deceive. What do you think he will think of you if I tell him? Is your simple and pitiful look of any use to him? ”
When Shangguan Rou'er heard this, her heart suddenly became empty. Because Shangguan Rou'er knew that this was not Du Aobai's deliberate intimidation. Once Du Aobai spoke. Brother Mingyu will definitely lose any favor towards him. It's too bad for yourself. It's too hard to win back a man's heart. Especially when men don't have themselves in their hearts at all.
So Shangguan Rou'er still calmed down and said, "What do you want?" ”
Du Aobai said calmly: "The studio is already like this. I will no longer pursue it. But have you ever thought that I can let Huangfu Mingyu go to work, right go to work abroad. I can also go to work with him at all costs. So how many chances do you think you have? It's that I can't give him money. Status Reputation. But have you ever wondered why he's still with me? ”
Shangguan Rou'er was very nervous when she saw Du Aobai suddenly understand, and she didn't know what to do next, so she still said deliberately: "He was confused by you for a while." When he wanted to come. He will leave you. Do you know? Poor couples mourn everything. He grew up in fine clothes and jade food since he was a child, how could he suffer that kind of hardship with you. When he rejects you. You won't even have a job then. I see what you rely on to protect yourself. ”
Du Aobai's heart is also swaying from side to side. She herself doesn't know how long Huangfu Mingyu can love her. It's so hard to love this word! Sometimes it's just difficult, so many people who loved each other at the beginning still have to separate in the end. It's not that I didn't love it at the beginning. But to love, to love, not to love. There are no fairy tales in reality.
It was at this time that Huangfu Mingyu's phone called.
"Where are you? Why don't you go home yet. Huangfu Mingyu asked.
Du Aobai calmed down and said, "It's okay." I ask you. If you were to stay at home with me, wouldn't you be bored! I mean, if you don't find a job. ”
Huangfu Mingyu thought for a while and said, "It's boring." I still want to get a job. This will make our lives better. I always feel that I am not doing well now. At least it's too hard to watch you. ”
Du Aobai seemed to understand something, and hung up the phone after saying a few more words. Back inside the café again.
At this time, Shangguan Rou'er had already placed the check under Du Aobai's cup and pressed it. And Shangguan Rou'er sent a message to Du Aobai and said, "I'll accept the money for you." If you have confidence, let it go. Let's play fair. ”
When Du Aobai returned home, his face was a little ugly. However, he still walked in front of Huangfu Mingyu with a strong spirit.
"Are you happy with me?" Du Aobai looked at Huangfu Mingyu and asked.
Huangfu Mingyu didn't know what was going on, and Du Aobai suddenly asked himself such a question so seriously. So he smiled and said, "Of course!" Why do you suddenly say this. ”
Du Aobai thought for a while and said, "I don't mean anything else. I just wanted to ask. You were also very happy when you were with Ouyang Bingbing, right? ”
Huangfu Mingyu didn't know why he suddenly mentioned Ouyang Bingbing, so he was a little disgusted and didn't want to answer. Changing the subject, he said, "It's not good." Don't you mention the past? ”
Du Aobai still asked: "You and her must be happy, I also saw the way you looked at her at that time." ”
Huangfu Mingyu always felt that Du Aobai was a little inexplicable and a little angry, and said: "Yes." Happy. How can we be together if we are unhappy! ”
Du Aobai didn't say anything more after hearing it. I just sat calmly in my chair and thought, how can I be sure that this happiness is the only one? Forever? It will never change! Suddenly, Du Aobai began to doubt himself.
After suffering a series of blows, Du Aobai could no longer bear the inner breakdown. Shangguan Rou'er's question to herself kept appearing in her mind. Why did he let Huangfu Mingyu sacrifice so much for himself. How can I be sure that Huangfu Mingyu will be good to himself for a lifetime. There was no way she could not doubt herself. Because of the work she is proud of in one day. and self-esteem have been trampled underfoot.
Thinking about it again, Du Aobai thought to himself that if neither of them had a job, he wouldn't be able to live this life! So after calming down, Du Aobai walked to Huangfu Mingyu again and said, "If you have a suitable job, you can go." Don't think too much about it. ”
When Huangfu Mingyu heard this, he asked, "But." I really don't want to leave you. ”
Du Aobai touched Huangfu Mingyu's head and said: Fool. As long as you don't give up. I will live and die. You have to believe in our feelings. If our feelings can't even resist this. That can only mean that we have no fate. ”
"What are you talking about? Do you hate me? Or did someone say anything to you? Huangfu Mingyu suddenly asked.
"Remember. I love you forever. Unchanged in this life. I really don't want you to sacrifice so much for me. I was so guilty. I feel like I'm sorry for you like that. Du Aobai insisted.
Huangfu Mingyu knew that Du Aobai was serious, so he said: "If I go abroad on a business trip, will you agree?" ”
"Of course. Go as long as you like. Don't worry, I can see you often when I have time! Du Aobai said with a smile.
"Really? Why don't you come with me? You'll stay with me when I go to work. Huangfu Mingyu said suddenly.
Du Aobai thought for a while and said, "Hmm." You go and see if it's stable. Stand still. If my work isn't going well. I'll go find you. Is that good? ”
Huangfu Mingyu was very happy that Du Aobai could say this. So he hugged Du Aobai in his arms.
When Du Aobai was in the arms of Huangfu Mingyu, his tears suddenly became a little uncontrollable. Du Aobai thought to himself, maybe all I can give you is freedom!
The next day. Du Ao's white head felt groggy. Huangfu Mingyu's complexion is very good. I get up very early in the morning. Just when Huangfu Mingyu was still washing. But I heard someone talking to me on the phone.
"Excuse me, are you Mr. Huangfu Mingyu?" A man's voice.
"Yes. Who are you? Huangfu Mingyu asked.
"I'm the HR manager you interviewed earlier. I wanted to ask you how you thought about it. Because there aren't many opportunities. And there are people waiting for this opportunity in the back? The HR manager said seriously.
Du Aobai heard this. Stand up. Looking at Huangfu Mingyu and asked, "Do you like this job?" I mean, do you think it's appropriate? ”
Huangfu Mingyu nodded.
"Then agree! I have no opinion. Du Aobai whispered.
Huangfu Mingyu was very happy to reply to the HR manager's words and put down his mobile phone. happily picked up Du Aobai and turned around and said, "I want to prove myself." It can be done. I can do it without the help of others. ”
Du Aobai saw Huangfu Mingyu so happy. I am satisfied.
"It's good if you're happy. Did you say when you would go to work? Du Aobai asked tightly.
"They said they were going to report today." Huangfu Mingyu was still very excited and said.
Du Aobai smiled and said, "Hmm." Then I wish you all the best in your work. Come on! Let's go to work! ”
Huangfu Mingyu looked at Du Aobai's face and said, "Maybe I'm going on a business trip abroad." It's still some time! ”