"What's better about him than me?"

Qi Feng's face was gloomy, I don't know if it was because of the fireworks outside, the air was filled with the smell of gunpowder.

"At the very least, he likes me."

In the years we have known each other, it has always been my wishful thinking, it is my pay, I didn't feel that there was anything wrong with it before, I thought that if I like someone, I should pay for him, and I should give him the best, but my pay in exchange for nothing but harm or harm.

After meeting Mr. Jiang, I realized that it was really good to be cared for by others.

And I am becoming more and more aware that love is not an obsession, it is mutual, otherwise what I will get is only a heart that will never be warm.

"If, I say......" Qi Feng's eyes looked at me, as if he was going to swallow me, and his breath hit my face, itchy and warm; …… What do I like about you? ”

"......" I looked at Qi Feng in disbelief: "You said that you won't like me in this life!" ”

His eyes darkened: "...... You also said that you only like me! ”

"People always change." His words reminded me of the self who chased after him three years ago, when I foolishly thought that as long as I was good to him, he would like me one day.

"Then why won't I change?"

"Because I know that the person you like in your heart is Su Libai, and you even have children, the most important thing you should do at this time is to go back and reunite with their family."

He didn't seem to expect that I would mention Su Libai at this time: "I have nothing to do with her. ”

"Doesn't matter?" I snorted softly, after he had already taken her home to live, he actually told me without blushing and heartbeat, our affairs have nothing to do with Su Libai?

My contemptuous attitude angered him: "You don't believe me? ”

"Yes."

He looked at me gloomily, not resisting me, encroaching on me.

My struggles and cries were drowned out by the sound of fireworks blaming by the window.

……

It was midnight when I walked out of the room on the top floor, I pulled the zipper of the tracksuit on my body, wanted to cover my whole face, sat on the soft sofa in the hotel lobby, looked at the dozens of missed calls on my phone, and hesitated to dial it.

When Mr. Jiang came, the coffee in front of me was already cold.

He took my coat and backpack: "Why did you suddenly disappear, do you know how long I have been looking for you?" ”

"The clothes were soiled by the waiter......"

I resisted the urge to cry, but my voice was still a little hoarse.

He looked at me and didn't say anything, but his eyes sank a lot: "I'll send you back sooner, right?" ”

"No, I'll take a taxi myself."

"It's so late, what kind of taxi are you taking for a girl?"

He didn't give me a chance to refute, he got up and went out the door with my things, I could only follow him, he didn't say a word on the way, but I could feel him watching me through the glass in the rearview mirror.

When he got out of the car, he said lightly: "Have a good rest." ”

I nodded and turned to leave.

Mr. Jiang's voice sounded behind me: "If you need help, I hope you can come to me." ”

I don't know why, but when he said this, my tears ran out of my eyes, and there were sobs in my voice, and I ran back home as fast as I said "yes", and I didn't want anyone to see it.

But I knew better than ever that I was going to make a complete decision.