"Grandma Qiu, what do you mean by that?" I clenched the straps of my bag with both hands to hide the tension in my heart.

"It's not interesting, it's just a sigh, don't be limited by fixed thinking." Grandma Qiu smiled absently.

Until school, Grandma Qiu didn't speak again, and I was silent.

I entered the school gate, and I suddenly turned around without knowing what I thought, and found that Grandma Qiu was walking in the direction of the village again.

Did she say those things to me? Or what does it mean to go and come back, just for an idle walk?

"Feeling bad again?" Shen Yu was always the first to notice my abnormality.

I don't have anything to hide, "I don't know what kind of gossip was spreading, my dad and mom are back." ”

"Scolding me with a head and covering my face, it means that you want to cut off relations with me." I added with a wry smile.

Shen Yu opened his homework book and pressed it with his arm, "Then your father's loss will be great." ”

At this point, he was still joking, and although I thought so, I knew that he was trying to amuse me.

"He is a macho person, especially in the past six months in Yuyuan, his mind is even broader." I really don't have a very good impression of my father.

Even if it's a new life, he's still pretending to be smart, which is what I don't like the most.

"You have a big opinion of your father." Shen Yu is not a question, but an affirmative.

I nodded, and shook my head again, "After all, it's my father, how can I say it, I won't marry such a man anyway."

It's a pity that... It's a pity that when I was a child, I always complained that my mother was okay to find trouble, and it was only later that I understood her difficulties. ”

"That's why you used to favor your father, and then you favored your mother." Shen Yu summed up my words, "Then you are not objective, you have already decided that your father was wrong when it happened, do you understand what I mean?" ”

I seem to understand a little, probably because my father misunderstood me, which was expected by me, so the subsequent quarrel was actually caused by myself.

I looked at Shen Yu seriously, these words were similar to what Grandma Qiu said in the morning, she said that it was my subconscious that guided the happening.

"Shen Yu." I called his name, "Is it a dream now, me, and are you real?" ”

Grandma Qiu's words shook me, maybe the so-called rebirth in my heart was just a dream of mine, with my family, as well as the nostalgic childhood, and the beautiful life I longed for.

Shen Yu smiled, "What's the difference between dream reality?" Your thoughts, your behavior, are real. ”

I cursed myself for thinking nonsense, "What you said is too profound for me to understand." ”

"Read more! There's no way, I'm a psychology student, and I still write articles, and I'm a little more mysterious when I speak. After Shen Yu finished speaking, he lowered his head and continued his creative creation.

I was relieved, as if it was the truth that my father didn't believe me, and I really didn't think he would believe me.

"Shen Yu, you seem to be very busy lately, are you in a hurry?" I noticed that he was writing something almost in and out of class, including during meal time.

Shen Yu didn't hide it from me, "Prepare a New Year's gift for you." ”

With more than a month to go until the New Year, "You're going to give me a book that you wrote yourself?" ”

He shook his head, "I wrote it myself, but not a book." ”

If I ask more carefully, he won't say more. I won't snatch his things without self-knowledge, I definitely can't grab them, and I can't say that I will tear them up again in the end.

Lying on the table, I thought that I was also going to prepare a New Year's gift for Shen Yu, but unfortunately I forgot about the sudden incident yesterday.