Recently, life has been very difficult, and I don't want the story to develop in my state, so I just stop and write some of my own feelings!

Oh, maybe it's a little complaint about life that is more appropriate, five years after graduating from college, in the past few years, falling in love, getting married, giving birth to a baby, being busy and happy, every day is like a clockwork alarm clock, constantly moving forward.

However, looking back, it seems that I have always been in this circle, I have never gone out, the only change in my life is my age, getting older and older, as the old saying goes, standing at thirty, I have passed the age of standing and really have my own career?

Stop, think about it, it's so irritating, why? Their so-called career is to complete the reports given by others every day, and then work hard to fill in the reports, and then send faxes to others, this situation is relatively easy, and the more depressing thing is that people still ask, fill it out and send it over, there are unscientific places to come back and correct, but when the form is sent, who reminds you to pay attention to the matters!

In the end, it's still me who is depressed, why, I started again, and then I kept calling, and my words were mixed with my helplessness and apology, after all, I have to trouble people again, let's say it again, helpless

It turned out that he always looked up and asked the sky what he was doing, but later found that he didn't look up, because he was numb, his curiosity had gradually drifted away, and he had completely been erased by this kind of warm boiled frog-like life, and he had abandoned the high spirits when he first came.

I don't think it's the environment to blame, it's just that I've gradually lost a lot of things, and the most important thing is my original intention!

Thinking back to the moment I walked out of the campus, when I was imagining life with my classmates, I had too many ideas and full of plans, but in the end, I looked at myself now, immersed in the reports, filled it out today, handed it in, people didn't put forward opinions, and then I was still complacent, after all, today is a successful day

It's true that I am more naïve and simple-minded now than I was when I was a student.

People always say that society is a big dye vat, in which people will become sleeker, but now it seems that this is not the case, whether it is a school or a society has its own rules, but the form of expression is different, everyone in the school has their own opinions, in order to prove the correctness of their views, some people through experiments to verify, some people through social research, some people through the denial of other contradictory remarks, and even more will have verbal attacks or even physical violence;

And the rules of society are to achieve their own ends, they can take any method, it can also be said to take means, even conspiracies,

But is there any difference between the two? Essentially, it's all about achieving its own goals

Back to the original point, it is rare for me to examine myself, and in the past two years, I have gradually become farther and farther away from my real self, so that this period feels very strange to myself.

Some people may say that this is hypocrisy, and for me, this kind of thinking is very important, only when you really know yourself, can you know what you really want, stop, think quietly, think about it, and gain a lot

I hope that everyone will also listen to the footsteps and quietly think about whether their ideas from a year ago have been implemented

Did the dream of three or even five years ago come true?

Are you successful in your life now?

That's it, it's a little incoherent, but I feel that since you stop, you have to have the meaning of stopping, and if you lose, you have to gain, lose time, lose the advancement of the article, be able to be more clear about your needs, and in order to avoid detours in the future, it is worth three or two days, or even half a year or a year of stagnation