51 Is it okay now?
Even though it's midnight, the hotel is still lit up.
Mo Zhuoyi looked at Yun Shan, his dark eyes were deep, and he was faintly smiling.
Yun Shan couldn't stand this kind of staring at him, and asked him, "What are you doing here?" ”
Mo Zhuo misses her, and thinks about her very much. It's been almost a month since the last time she was sent back at the airport. Approaching the end of the year, the company's affairs are busy, he often can't finish until the early hours of the morning, and when he returns to the dark home tired, he will miss her even more.
But he couldn't just come to her, and without a valid reason, he would be like a perverted stalker.
Mo Zhuoyi noticed the change in Yun Shan's attitude, she used to be very disgusted with him, and even frightened. But since her grandmother died, he accompanied her back to H City, restrained his hot thoughts, and pretended to be similar, and Yun Shan gradually became gentle with him.
He wasn't really Christmas, but the holidays were the only reason he could think of to be near her.
Since she asked, he had to answer with a smile, "It's the holidays, come and say Merry Christmas to you." ”
Yun Shan felt that his reason was very far-fetched, but she didn't debunk it on the spot. She nodded and whispered, "Merry Christmas." ”
Mo Zhuoyi came prepared to come, "I brought you a gift, but in my car, let's go back and get it now?" ”
The night in the distance was dark, the dim street lights were on, Yun Shan had no way to trust him, after all, Mo Zhuoyi's character was unreliable. She shook her head, "No, thank you. ”
In fact, she is also very afraid of receiving a gift from him, in case she takes out an anklet again, it will be terrifying to think about.
Mo Zhuoyi raised his eyebrows, "Okay, then I'll give it to you tomorrow." ”
Yun Shan just breathed a sigh of relief, and he smiled again: "Shanshan, we are acquaintances after all, right?" ”
Mo Zhuoyi cleverly set the range to a level that she could accept, Yun Shan hesitated, but still nodded, as long as he was not a lover in his heart.
He smiled a little ruffian, "Then you can give me something too, and the gift is still exchanged." You think, it's always me giving you gifts, and you've never given me a gift in return, aren't you too stingy? ”
There were only two things Yun Shan gave him, a cheap plush doll and two one-dollar coins, which he still kept as if they were treasures.
Yun Shan's voice was soft and glutinous, "Then can I not want you?" She didn't want to exchange, Mo Zhuoyi didn't want to give her away, and she didn't have to give it to him, how good it was.
Mo Zhuoyi was a little helpless, his eyebrows were still smiling, "No, I've been waiting for you for most of the night, how can you be so ruthless?" ”
Yun Shan thought that she had accidentally touched his cold hand just now, she was a little soft-hearted, she wanted him not to come in the future, but Mo Zhuoyi would definitely not listen, she didn't have the suffocation she had now, she felt a lot more relaxed, except for the sadness of her grandmother's death during this time, the rest of the psychological pressure was gradually going away.
Yun Shan didn't want to say it too decisively, if she released the original ruthless and selfish Mo Zhuoyi again, it would be miserable. "But I wasn't prepared," she pondered. Although she couldn't say that she was poor and white, she really didn't prepare any gifts, "Can I give it to you tomorrow?" ”
Mo Zhuoyi knew that she didn't have anything, so he deliberately asked, "Is it okay now?" I'm leaving early tomorrow morning, and there's still a lot of work to take care of on the company's side. ”
Yun Shan had to admit that she was relieved to hear that he was leaving, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief. She whispered back, "But I really wasn't prepared. ”
There was a smile in Mo Zhuoyi's eyes, mixed with a longing brilliance, and Yun Shan inexplicably understood his eyes. He just wanted to say, can you kiss me?
As a result, Yun Shan hurriedly turned her head, found something in the small bag she was carrying, and then took out an apple, stuffed it into Mo Zhuoyi's hand, and looked at him with blank eyes, "That, that's for you." ”
This apple is a Christmas gift that Ji Kai wholesaled to everyone, and everyone in the crew has a share. She borrowed flowers to offer Buddha, her heart beat faster, and her face was red, but she only had this.
Mo Zhuoyi, "......" He looked down at the apple for a long time.
Yun Shan whispered: "I heard that eating apples on Christmas Eve can be safe." "She has a weak heart, her eyes blink and blink, don't look over her head and dare not look at him, the roots of her ears are red.
Mo Zhuoyi's heart warmed, "Okay." ”
Yun Shan felt even more guilty, Mo Zhuoyi didn't know that it was Ji Kaifa, if he knew, it would be over. She rarely did a bad thing, and she was nervous, "Then I'm leaving." ”
She just wanted to open the car door, Mo Zhuoyi squinted her eyes, and her tone was a little scattered and lazy, "Shanshan, are you so good to me?" Got an apple for a long time? ”
Yun Shan lowered her head and did not speak.
Mo Zhuoyi immediately understood. He smiled and stared at her with interest, "Who sent you to be so perfunctory to me?" ”
Yun Shan wanted to cry, but she didn't dare to say that it was Ji Kai, so she wouldn't give it if she knew it. She could only continue to lie, "Sister Yin gave it." ”
Mo Zhuoyi lifted her chin with one hand, "Look at me." Cold fingertips touched her warm skin.
Yun Shan was forced to raise her head, still refusing to look at him.
Mo Zhuoyi chuckled, "Yun Shan, blushing." ”
Yun Shan was silent, ashamed in her heart.
Mo Zhuoyi's tone was flirtatious, "Yin Xiaoqing, huh?" ”
Yun Shan didn't dare to answer.
Mo Zhuoyi took out his mobile phone, which contained Yin Xiaoqing's phone. Yun Shan, a simple little girl, can't lie, he can easily demolish her, but he hesitated, because Yun Shan wouldn't like him to control everything around her. If she knew that the people around her were under his control, she would inevitably hate him a little more.
Who gave it to Apple, it's not hard to guess. He said casually, "Ji Kai gave it, right?" ”
Yun Shan finally raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes were embarrassed and a little pitiful.
Really! Mo Zhuo wanted to throw this thing out of the car window, he was angry in his heart, but he pretended to be very good and did not show any intense emotions.
Yun Shan glanced at him apprehensively, and found that Mo Zhuoyi's eyes were lowered, and he didn't seem to be angry, so he secretly breathed a sigh of relief. "I'm sorry, that's all I have right now, if you mind, I'll make it up to you in a few days."
Mo Zhuoyi sneered in his heart, but his tone was very calm, "I don't mind." He put the apple in his hand, "Go back and get some rest." ”
Yun Shan nodded and got out of the car.
The windows of the car were lowered, and the grim side face was revealed, chasing her back. Mo Zhuoyi suddenly shouted, "Shanshan." ”
Yun Shan stopped and looked back at him.
Mo Zhuoyi's side face hidden in the shadows had an unclear expression, and he asked, "Do you really want me to be safe?" ”
Yun Shan was stunned, not knowing why he suddenly asked such a question.
Mo Zhuoyi sneered, "I have self-knowledge. Is it better for you that I'm dead? ”
Yun San's hands clenched into fists. When she hated him the most, she longed for him to die. She didn't have any thoughts of living at that time, she hated it to the extreme, and even thought about dying with him. In her two lives, almost all the strongest feelings were given to him, even if it was hate.
But when he asked like this at this time, Yun Shan suddenly felt a little sad. Mo Zhuoyi has never done anything to hurt her in this life, and he has even been helping her all the time. Yun Shan's heart was like a mirror, clearly writing his goodness. She knew he was trying to change.
Yun Shan replied, "No. ”
Mo Zhuoyi smiled, his voice soft, "Shanshan." ”
Looking at each other, his eyes were full of tenderness, "I know I'm not good, I'm domineering, and I have a bad temper." But I can change all this, if you dislike me and I'm not as talented as Ji Kai, I have a lifetime to learn slowly. I can change my temper too. If I do get a little better, you'll like me a little bit, okay? ”
The light was warm and yellow, quietly sprinkled on her body, and Yun Shan suddenly felt a little at a loss.
"If you don't want to answer, you don't have to answer. It's okay to think I'm dead, but as long as I'm alive, I'll love you so much. Mo Zhuoyi smiled and said, "If I die, it doesn't matter, at least it's a good thing for you." ”
Live for a day, love you for a day. Although he looks down on life and death, he still wants to live well. Because the world is sunny with her, and he loves this world with her.
Yun Shan's eyelashes trembled violently, and she turned around and ran back to the hotel in a panic.
Mo Zhuoyi looked at the direction she left for a long time, and finally swept his eyes on the apple, his eyes were dim, he didn't die so easily, he could only regret that he couldn't help her fulfill her wish.
At six o'clock the next morning, Yun Shan received a call from Mo Zhuoyi. "I'm going back to K City, now at the corner of the street outside the hotel, I'll give you the gift, come down and get it, okay?"
Yun Shan didn't have the habit of sleeping lazy, and had already gotten up, "You wait for me." ”
When she went downstairs, the breakfast shop around her was already open. The terrain of X city is open, and it snowed all night last night, and from a distance, there is a white expanse between heaven and earth.
The steaming heat came out of the breakfast shop, and Yun Shan's breath was also a layer of white gas. She is afraid of the cold, wearing snow boots on her feet, a white knee-high down jacket, and pants are also velvet, and she feels very warm when she looks at her.
Mo Zhuoyi leaned against the car, holding a bag in his hand.
Yun Shan instinctively resisted the gift he had prepared, and glanced timidly at the bag, as if accepting the gift was a difficult thing for her.
Mo Zhuoyi saw it and smiled a little badly, "Come here." ”
Yun Shan grinded and walked very slowly.
Mo Zhuoyi simply greeted him, the bag actually didn't contain anything strange, a white fluffy earmuff, and a pure black scarf.
With a shallow smile in his eyes, he gently wrapped the scarf around her. Yun Shan's skin is jade and white, and she is also cute, and she looks good in anything.
Yun Shan didn't think that Mo Zhuoyi could send such a normal thing, and the scarf seemed to have a faint warmth. She blinked, thanked him first, and then asked him, "Why black?" "Isn't Mo Zhuoyi a straight man's aesthetic? She remembered that he loved to buy her pink.
Mo Zhuoyi asked calmly: "Don't like black?" ”
Yun Shan shook her head, "It's okay." ”
Mo Zhuoyi's gaze swirled around her scarf. It should still have his body temperature on it, but she wouldn't know it, and if she did, she probably wouldn't want it.
Black lined her face with porcelain white. He felt that Yun Shan was white, and he was extremely black. He wanted to pollute her, and he was afraid that she would know. But just such a small gesture of poking and poking made him feel very satisfied.
Tsk, what a dirty feeling. Beginning with longing, loyal to love, and having to stop at the fear of loss, can only grow slowly in a place where there is no light.