Ten years later, Su Yin, hello, I'm Sheng Si.

Today is your thirteenth birthday, the first birthday I have ever had with you.

I don't know how to please girls, ...... today Did it upset you?

But I don't mean anything else, it's just that they all say that girls like bags, like cars, and like all things that look good.

I never thought of trading these things for anything from you.

You call me vulgar, that you can't get used to seeing my face as a capitalist, and that I have a purpose.

Yes, I think, I have a purpose.

I have only one purpose, that is, to be able to smile at me in exchange for you, and in exchange for you to look at me more.

But why do you want to run away from me the more I run after you?

Do you know that if you smile at me and let me give you my life?

Because you hate me, I can only follow you from a distance every night and send you home.

I feel like a pervert sometimes.

But I'm just worried about you.

I can't find a reason to send you in the bright light.

Because you hate me, I can only go to the study hall that is full every day early in the morning and sleep in a seat, until I see you coming, and then pretend to leave deliberately and give you the seat.

The seat in the study room is quite awkward to fall asleep, and I later asked someone to replace it with a soft chair, will you sit more comfortably?

Because you hate me, I can only watch you from a distance every day, and even what you say to me every day, I will record it on my mobile phone.

I cherish every word you say to me, good or bad.

Because you hate me, I can only do things where you can't see me, so that you don't find annoying.

I've never been so old before.

It's ridiculous.

I don't know what else to do.

Su Yin, can you teach me.

Teach me, what does it take to make you less annoying me?

Rejected by you again today.

It's half past eleven in the middle of the night, and half an hour before your thirteenth birthday passes.

I lit a cigarette and typed these words in front of my computer, writing to you in ten years' time.

At that time, would you smile more at me, and would you finally accept me?

At that time, would you be the person around you?

I really want to spend your sixteenth birthday, seventeenth birthday, eighteenth birthday......

All the way up to our first decade.

Of course, if ten years from now there is another man next to you.

…… Then I'm sure I'll skin that man!

Dare to rob a woman with Lao Tzu, I think he just doesn't want to live!!

Damn, no, the more I think about it, the more angry I get!!

If you dare to be with another man in ten years, you will die!!!

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Su Yin, can you not like other men?

But if you really like another man...... If the person who will be with you in ten years is not me......

, why does Lao Tzu feel like crying when I write this?

I would love to strangle that man if it weren't for me who would be by your side ten years from now!

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I'm really angry, I won't write it!

You can love it as you like in ten years, I really had a convulsion in the middle of the night and wrote these hypocritical things here.

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Su Yin.

You never know how much I like you.

It's okay to be a little later together.

As long as the last person is you.

Happy birthday.

May you still be happy ten years from now.