July 16 Essay on chasing the wind
Today is a very depressed day, accompany my wife to visit an elder, although I don't want to accept it, but I feel that the old man is very painful.
People always have birth, old age, sickness and death, some people look very lightly, some people look very seriously, but in the end, this does not seem to change because of their own subjective will, as the saying goes, there is an old man, if there is a treasure. I remember when I first met the old man, although I didn't read much books, the old man's speech and demeanor made me feel very kind, and although the words were simple, I was able to appreciate the old man's open-mindedness.
I want to use open-mindedness to describe the elderly more accurately, a few simple words of advice, talk about a few words of homely life, talk about the family, the situation at home, a few people make a few dumplings together, it is very comfortable, and the heart is warm
When I saw the old man today, lying there quietly, without the smile of the past, although I couldn't see the pain, I seemed to be able to feel the old man's struggle in the dark, perhaps, I felt that I was very weak at the time, and I couldn't even say a word, I felt that I was really poor in words at that time!
I wanted to say a few words of comfort, but when it comes to that kind of scene, I feel that no matter how good I am, people will feel the paleness of words, and I think even psychologists will choose to be silent in the face of such a scene
In just a few minutes, the past with the old man flashed in front of my eyes, and the scenes were so clear, sentence by sentence, so true, and the old man's smile was so clear
I don't want to ask myself too much, but I feel that it is difficult to control myself, I think that when people come to this scene, no matter how many ideas, no matter how many plans, no matter how flowery rhetoric, the final result will be silence
I can't say too much, but I have been saying to myself and the old man in my heart,
I hope that the elderly will suffer less
Think about how much helplessness there is in life, but the most helpless should be at this time, thinking about opening your eyes, looking at your relatives and friends, thinking about nagging them a few more words, or complaining to them
I think that there are really no ifs in life, and if it passes, it will pass, and it really won't come again
Sometimes I feel that I am still young and there is still time, but if I lose the opportunity, I will not come
We really can't afford to have fun, on the stage of life, the time for your performance is fixed every minute and every second, and this performance is smashed without getting stuck and starting over
Sometimes I say, even so, I have the next show, and I will definitely be able to perform well in the next game, but is this really the case, you can't do it well, and you still fantasize about the extraordinary performance on the spot, if it is really like that, then it can only be said that God has how much time and energy he has to take care of you so much.
I've had this kind of thought before, and next time it will definitely not be what will happen, what will happen next time, in the end, it seems that although I haven't failed, I haven't succeeded, I haven't let myself remember, and I can't help but praise myself
Think about your failures in life?
I can only say that if you still have the mentality of getting by, no matter how high the starting point is, in the end of such a life, I can't think of any other result except failure or inaction
No matter how powerless he is, no matter how helpless he is, he can't borrow a trace of strength from the old man, he can't share a little time or even a second, he can only look at it from a distance
I pray silently in my heart, I don't dare to ask for longevity, but I hope that God can give the old man a little more strength, a little more energy, and a little more time, so that relatives and friends can have some comfort in their hearts, and the old man can have less regrets.
Don't ask for longevity, but I hope there are no regrets