The Spring Festival of 2020 is approaching, and the entire G city is filled with a joyful and peaceful atmosphere. No matter how difficult the year may be, there is a strong belief that the future will be better.

In the past month, all kinds of dinners and gatherings have begun to become dense. Di Wu would always take me to some so-called elite dinners, and then introduce me with a smile on his face. I generously endured the toy-like eyes of others watching Di Wu, and responded with a smile - if there are three thousand pains in the world, I am willing to endure them in exchange for a moment of majesty.

After the twenty-third day of the lunar month, Di Wu and I rarely saw each other. I greedily enjoyed a moment of freedom, but I felt some inexplicable loss in my heart.

I didn't have any relatives to leave, so I simply got together with a few very good friends a few years ago, and then bought a ticket for the 28th of the lunar month, planning to fly to Hainan to relax.

However, when I called Di Wu to inform her, Di Wu was unexpectedly angry, and she said that I had to stay in G City and wait for her news. I apologized softly, tore the ticket to shreds on the spot, and said to Di Wu, I'm not going anywhere, just waiting for my sister in G City. After hanging up the phone, I was unusually calm, completely devoid of the sadness and resentment I had imagined. Maybe this is growth, I told myself, to make toys is to have the consciousness of making toys, and to get so much, there is always a price.

It's just that I didn't expect that the price I paid this time was not as simple as freedom.

January 24, Chinese New Year's Eve. I sat alone in the house and bored reading a book - Di Wu bought a three-bedroom and two-living room house not far from the company for me to live in, so that she could find me at any time.

There was a rhythmic knock on the door.

I opened the door and found a beautiful girl standing outside the door. Looking at this extremely familiar face, my heart instantly contracted extremely much, and the blood pressed against my brain with strong force.

Is the world good? Yes, it always gives us endless hope. However, the world is also full of bad tastes, which play with our lives, watch us struggle desperately in the mire, and then let out bursts of mocking laughter.

The girl outside the door is none other than Xiaowei, who went abroad for exchange.

"First, you're really here!" Xiaowei's beautiful big eyes bent into a crescent moon, and large teardrops continued to overflow from her eye sockets like unstoppable autumn water.

First, first. I silently recited these two words in my mind.

How long has it been since no one called me that? Perhaps, since the day Xiaowei accepted the quota for me to go abroad, this title has rotted in my heart. I still remember that after I met Xiaowei, Xiaowei always liked to curl the corners of her mouth, bend her big eyes, half-squat, tilt her head back hard, reveal a large snow-white forehead, look up playfully and said, first, first, when will you become the real first? And I, on the other hand, will put on a pretended profound posture, gently caress Xiaowei's forehead, and said confidently, soon, soon.

How much I used to hate Xiaowei, and how resolute my will has been since I came to G City.

I use Di Wu to anesthetize myself, hatred to spur myself, loneliness to arm myself, and desperate efforts to achieve myself. However, all of this comes from one root, that is, love for Xiaowei. How deep the love is, when you lose this love, the hatred will be heavy.

Xiaowei laughed and cried, wanting to say something, but she was too excited to speak, so she had to stomp her feet, cover her small mouth with one hand, and gesture vigorously with the other. Seeing that I didn't react, I finally jumped up and hugged my neck hard.

I quietly felt the softness and warmth in my arms. Xiaowei is like a spring breeze, blowing away my heart that is almost frozen. I gradually began to sob, unconsciously wrapped my hands around Xiaowei, carried her into the house, and kissed her affectionately.

I don't know how long it took, but we gradually stopped crying, but we still hugged each other, reluctant to part. I don't know what Xiaowei has experienced abroad in the past two years, and I don't want to ask, I just want time to freeze in this moment forever.

Suddenly, I felt a pain to my bones - Xiaowei bit hard at the intersection of my shoulder and neck, and the blood slowly left behind my arm.

Immediately afterwards, Xiaowei's little pink fist began to beat my back desperately: "Bad first, stinky first, you are really the biggest bastard in this world, why don't you listen to me, why do you want to play disappear, do you know how painful I am?" Do you know how I've been here for the past two years? I think about you every day! ”

"Don't you think it's funny that I gave up my quota for going abroad for you without even thinking about it, and you became the one who took over my quota?" I held Vicky's head with both hands and put my forehead on Vicky's forehead, looking at each other.

"Hmph, you deserve to be angry, angry with you big bastard" Xiaowei puffed out her cheeks, pouted and said coquettishly, "Then you...... Do you still hate me now? ”

"I used to hate you very much, and I hated myself, and I hated my own stupidity." I looked at Xiaowei with tenderness in my eyes like when I was studying, "I used to think that I would never forgive you in this life." But the moment I met you, all the hatred had vanished, and I found that you will always be the person I cherish the most in my life. ”

A flush full of happiness quickly spread to Xiaowei's cheeks. Xiaowei looked at me tenderly and whispered, "First, I...... We...... Can I do it all over again? ”

Do it all over again? These four words were like a huge hammer that smashed my head and calmed me down. Am I still eligible?

I slowly pushed Vicky away and turned my back. I said, I'm sorry Xiaowei, it's impossible for us anymore, if we miss it, we will miss it forever, you are still the pure and immaculate Xiaowei, and I am no longer me. You are very good, and you will find people who are far better than me.

No, I don't. Xiaowei stubbornly hugged me from behind again: "You know what? First, the place I took over from you back then was a matter of my own sake, and we can try again......"

No need to try, he's mine now. A cold voice came from behind me, with a hint of unmistakable majesty.

I said in my heart, it's broken, Di Wu is here.

Xiaowei looked at Di Wu with a stunned face, and then looked at me, she was not stupid, and she understood everything in an instant.

You're not a little charming, stinky brother? Di Wu looked at me and Xiaowei playfully, it seems that I came at a bad time, why don't you continue? I'm out for a walk?

Xiao Wei's little face was flushed, and she turned around quickly and fled in a hurry, her long ponytail drawing a beautiful curve behind her.

"Sister Di, you're here." "Shouldn't I have come?" "It's her who shouldn't have come, we're done." I said something against my will that I didn't believe in.

You don't think I'm angry, do you? Di Wu's face showed a playful smile, someone pestered my stinky brother, it can only mean that this stinky brother is still quite good, besides, do you think I will be afraid that you will be snatched away by a girl?

Of course not. I said softly, doesn't Sister Di eat with the family on Chinese New Year's Eve?

What is there to accompany, there are so many young people in the family, what is the difference between more and less of me. Di Wu said disdainfully, I thought that my stinky brother was alone, empty and lonely, so I specially set a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner to come and accompany you, but it seems that I shouldn't come!

I have to say that Di Wu is a person who is very good at figuring out other people's thoughts. I don't know if it was to reward me for my "hard work" in the past two years, or if Di Wu had real feelings for me (please forgive me for my narcissism), throughout the whole meal process, Di Wu showed excellent patience and gentleness, and a series of dinner designs gave me an illusion: when I was with Di Wu, she was the man.

After we were full of wine and food, Di Wu and I didn't go back. G City in winter is not too cold, we walk along the street, strolling, talking and laughing. I grabbed Di Wu's soft palm, and my tail fingers gently rubbed Di Wu's wrist.

Suddenly, Di Wu jerked out his palm, touched his wrist with his other hand, and asked me for no reason, what is the number today?

I looked inexplicable, today is the thirtieth day of the lunar month, Chinese New Year's Eve. I ask you what is the solar calendar? Di Wu's voice trembled slightly, as if something terrible was about to happen.

Gregorian calendar? I don't remember either. I said, around the Spring Festival, few people remember the solar calendar, oh, by the way, today is January 24th.

No. 24, No. 24. Di Wu muttered quietly, like a wisp of residual flowers in the autumn wind, trembling constantly: Look, what time is it, hurry, hurry!

Looking at Di Wu's slightly deformed face, I began to realize that something was wrong, and hurriedly hugged her, comforting her softly, while taking the time to look at my phone: 9:45.

Five minutes to go, five minutes to go. Di Wu looked around in a panic, broke free from my embrace, and ran forward desperately. I hurried over to grab her. I said, Sister Di, what happened? You tell me, and we'll work it out together.

Take me to find a place where no one is, it's too late, hurry!

Why don't we get in the car first!

No, the car is parked too far away, there is not enough time, it is too late! This is the eastern section of Yujing Road, there is a fork in the road about 500 meters to the east, turn right there, there is a square, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, there should be no one there, we will go there! Fast! Fast!

Good. I struggled to set up Di Wu and ran towards the square, but the distance of a few hundred meters was like a long march. I don't know if it's because of fear or some other reason, in the last hundred meters, Di Wu has no strength at all. I simply carried Di Wu directly, used my greatest potential, and rushed to the square.

Fortunately, as Di Wu guessed, it was pitch black in the empty square, and there was no one else.

I gently put Di Wu down.

At this time, Di Wu no longer had a trace of his usual beautiful image, like a puddle of mud, paralyzed on the ground, gasping for breath, his face was hideous and distorted, and he didn't know if it was because of fear or pain.

Although the strange situation seemed more terrifying in the dark shadows of the square, I knew that at this time, I must not panic. I forcibly suppressed all my doubts and fears, and gently comforted Di Wu: Sister Di, it's okay, there's no one here, you rest, wait for me to take you home.

Go, go! Di Wu rudely opened my hand and roared incoherently, large chunks of saliva spilling out of her mouth like a hungry beast.

Before I could speak, Di Wu suddenly let out a groan of pain and pressed her right hand the left side of her neck.

It's the location of the scar! I think back to that night, on Di Wu's neck, the thin scar slowly cracked, and then a meat bun bulged, twisted and struggled, and a blood-red eyeball burst out.

Wasn't what I saw that day an illusion...... I shivered, and the cold sweat soaked through my clothes in an instant.