Su Xiaomi had been standing outside Ling Yiyang's hospital room for a minute or two.

But she really didn't have the strength to go in, she held on to the metal door frame, and her eyes under the goggles were already moist, causing her vision to blur.

Hurriedly blinked his eyes, and when the tears fell, he saw Ling Yiyang lying on the hospital bed again.

For so many years, Ling Yiyang has been a successful investor, with a family fortune of billions, but no one knows his identity as an entrepreneur, only that he is a doctor.

He could have dressed in an elegant suit, going in and out of various banquets, and exchanging glasses with those high-ranking people.

However, he chose to put on a white coat and become a doctor who saves lives, doing the most tiring work, often working overtime all night to do surgery.

At the head of the epidemic, he also rushed to the front, and I don't know how many lives he saved.

But why should such a beautiful person be retaliated against by his own patients?

Su Xiaomi couldn't figure out why it was Ling Yiyang who was lying here.

It wasn't until the nurse called out to her that she saw the nurse dressed in white, and she also saw herself dressed in white, that she figured it out.

Because she and Ling Yiyang are both doctors, this is the duty of a doctor.

"Doctor Su, why don't you go in yet?"

"My feet are a little soft." Su Xiaomi said in a low voice, "Can you help me?" ”

The nurse helped her, and she had the strength to take a step, slowly walked to Ling Yiyang's bedside, and sat down on the stool that the nurse had moved.

According to Dean Lu, Dr. Ling and Dr. Su got married many years ago.

So the nurse knew that at this moment, she must be in pain when facing such an illness with the man she loves the most.

The nurse wanted to leave time for the two of them, "Doctor Su, this is the diary that Dr. Ling has written in the ward in the past two days. ”

Su Xiaomi took the diary, which was quite thick, "Thank you!" ”

"Then I'll go out first."

"Hmm." Even her voice was hoarse, but she tried her best to suppress it so that she would not cry in front of the nurse.

The nurse is gone.

Su Xiaomi looked at Ling Yiyang, who was doing non-invasive nasal cannula breathing and oxygen, he was too tired recently, his skin was dark, and his stubble had not been shaved for several days, it had become blue-black, and he had aged a lot all of a sudden.

This year has been a year of many disasters and difficulties.

Again and again, she saw her dearest people suffering in one way or another.

When she was most saddened, she couldn't bear this torture.

Her gaze was reluctant to withdraw from Ling Yiyang's face.

After a long time, she opened the notebook in her hand, which was written by Ling Yiyang himself.

She recognized the waving handwriting.

Quite a lot written, page after page.

can write so much, probably in the past two days, when he is sober, he is writing a diary.

It's all written for her and Zhizhi.

But by the end, the handwriting had become no longer neat, even crooked, and the handwriting was light and shallow.

Su Xiaomi can even imagine how he struggled to hold the pen when he was breathing uncomfortably, but he refused to give up.

When I saw a certain line, a certain sentence, I couldn't stop crying, blurred my vision, and I couldn't see it clearly.

It took a long time for her to see the handwriting behind her again.

He said that he missed the growth of Zhizhi and did not accompany her to learn to turn over, learn to climb, learn to walk, and learn to speak.

He said that maybe he would miss the sound of Zhizhi's father, and he was afraid that he would never hear it again.

Choked so much that he couldn't breathe.

Su Xiaomi seemed to be suffocated, and she was so uncomfortable that she was going to die.

There is a gloomy breath, stuck in the chest, stuck to death.

I don't know when Ling Yiyang will wake up.

But she couldn't quarrel with him, at this time, rest was the most important thing for Ling Yiyang.

She didn't dare to sob, suppressing herself.

She was afraid that the next time she came back, Ling Yiyang was asleep again, picked up his pen, and wrote down what she wanted to say to him in the back of his notebook:

My dear, Dad said when we all go back safely......

Writing this, Su Mi paused.

The words "go back safely" suddenly became heavy and heavy.

Will they really be able to go back safely?

Su Xiaomi endured the pain and continued to write:

When we returned safely, my father would take us to remarry in person.

My dear, you have a good rest, don't worry about the anti-epidemic work, I will continue to fight the virus in your place.

Heaven willing!

May Kyushu be safe!

May the people not get sick!

Honey, I love you, I love you!

After writing this, Su Xiaomi was already in tears.

But she didn't have time to cry, she put the pen on this page and placed it next to Ling Yiyang's pillow.

When he wakes up, he'll be able to see.

When he saw it, he would have been pleased.

After reluctantly leaving, Su Xiaomi devoted herself to the intense anti-epidemic work.

This busyness is like a spinning top spinning at high speed, and it can't be stopped at all.

Due to the previous experience of fighting the epidemic, the treatment plan of integrated Chinese and Western medicine was very effective, so Su Xiaomi had to participate in the treatment of every infected patient.

Moreover, each patient's condition is different, and the treatment plan must be customized individually.

As soon as she got busy, she was afraid to go to the toilet, so she didn't even dare to drink saliva.

Within two days, he had hematuria.

In the past two days, Su Xiaomi went to see Ling Yiyang, but he didn't dare to stay long, just a few minutes, he was still like that, and he didn't get better.

When she went, he fell asleep every time, and the pneumonia worsened slightly.

Leaving the medium to severe ward, Su Xiaomi wanted to go to the mild patient to take a look, and when she passed through a corridor, she saw a familiar figure.

There was a man in a bloated blue hazmat suit with the word volunteer on his back.

He was lame in his right leg and walked with a limp when he swept the floor.

Su Xiaomi recognized it almost at a glance, it was Cheng Xiao.

Cheng Xiao, you big liar.

Doesn't it mean that in order to make it less painful, you have to completely draw a line with me, and never have contact with me again.

Why did she come to City B to participate in the fight against the epidemic as soon as she came to participate in the fight against the epidemic?

Big liar!!

But why, Cheng Xiao deceived her, but she was moved to tears?

Cheng Xiao saw Su Xiaomi, who was slowing down, turned his back, and didn't seem to intend to recognize her.

If he hadn't turned his back, Su Xiaomi would have almost forgotten, he didn't know yet, she knew that he wasn't dead.

It was also Cheng Xiao's action of turning around and escaping that reminded Su Xiaomi that he didn't want her to know that he was alive.

Therefore, Su Xiaomi did not recognize Cheng Xiao on the spot.

She just felt that she had more motivation again.

It turned out that behind her, there was always a light, a powerful force, silently shining on her and supporting her, and that person was Cheng Xiao.