34 If not, do not despair
The drama "Plain Clothes Don't Sigh in the Wind and Dust" made the leading actors such as Song Qianqian and Han Ziyuan soar in value. Not only did the actors become popular, but the investors also made a lot of money.
And Yun Shan didn't seem to have any change except for her familiar face, she was studying at Y University as usual, and she didn't receive any audition calls.
She suddenly remembered that Director Zhou gave her two audition opportunities on her birthday, and Yun Shan went. The auditions are the third female and the ordinary female supporting role.
While waiting for the fruits, autumn has quietly arrived, and the ginkgo trees on campus are slowly dyed golden yellow.
Yun Shan was preparing for the midterm exam, and she survived the initial anticipation and nervousness about the release of the TV series, but now she doesn't pay much attention to it, but her Weibo fans have unknowingly risen to more than two million.
Yun Shan faced the exam calmly and made up for all the homework she had missed before. On the day of the exam, she still hadn't received two auditions, and she knew she hadn't been selected.
It's still a little sad to say that it's a little sad, after all, this shows that she is not capable enough, and she began to spend more time honing her acting skills. Tang Shishi saw it in her eyes, and she was unwilling for her, Shanshan was so good and worked so hard, how could this be?
Song Qianqian called Yun Shan once, and Queen Song comforted her, telling Yun Shan that she was still young, and it would be good to take her time, and it was not a good thing to be praised too high when she debuted. Yun Shan listened quietly and thanked Song Qianqian for her concern.
Although neither of them mentioned the strangeness, Yun Shan was not stupid. She is simple and indisputable, but she is not a fool without a long brain. She knew she might have been banned, and he had done it.
After this incident, Yun Shan's memory of her previous life became clearer and clearer, after all, he was the same person, and his thoughts and style of doing things in his bones were naturally the same.
In her previous life, she had only been with Mo Zhuoyi for a long time, and she was very unhappy. Mo Zhuoyi is energetic and especially likes to toss her.
Yun Shan couldn't stand the man's ruthlessness, she had no emotional foundation with him, and she couldn't accept this inexplicable relationship from the bottom of her heart.
Yun Shan cried and scratched, Mo Zhuo teased a cat, and became more and more excited, "Well, Shanshan is also very hardworking." ”
Yun Shan was ashamed and tired, and fainted directly. Mo Zhuoyi only thought that she was a little angry, and she felt more interesting, but she was really angry.
She was also soft when she got angry, she couldn't beat him, and she couldn't scold, so her anger turned into cold violence - not talking to him. The things she made up her mind would not change easily, and Mo Zhuoyi was not happy after a long time, she ignored him, did not cry or laugh, like a lifeless porcelain doll.
Mo Zhuo's wheezing intertwined when he was emotional, and Yun Shan's eyes were full of tears, but he still didn't say a word.
Mo Zhuoyi wiped away her tears and made a compromise for the first time, "Okay, it's me bastard, don't cry." He thought for a while and said, "Is it okay to let you go filming?" ”
Yun Shan stared at him with a pair of watery eyes, and finally had a little light.
Mo Zhuoyi bent the corners of his mouth, "Don't lie to you, it's a costume drama, Zhou Muye and they have only been filming for a long time, are they going?" ”
Yun Shan wavered a little, but still refused to speak.
Mo Zhuoyi threatened: "Lao Tzu gives you one last chance, do you want to go?" If you don't go, it's better to continue. ”
Yun Shan finally spoke, with a sobbing voice, pitiful, "Go." ”
Mo Zhuoyi smiled. He knew that he couldn't lie to her about acting, although she was a bully, but she was like a mirror in her heart, whoever was good to her, she would double her reward, and whoever was bad to her, she would stay away silently. It's like having a little bookkeeping book in your heart.
He was the only exception, she didn't want to see him, but she couldn't stay away.
At that time, Mo Zhuoyi didn't really want her to act. Yun Shan is his own, from the hair to the toes, he absolutely can't share it with anyone. The reason why he agreed to her to act was just to use the same way of dealing with others on Yun Shan.
He is an excellent businessman, cold-blooded and cunning in the face of interests, and can even be ruthless and unjust, and he is also the kind of pervert with a distorted sense of feelings.
Mo Zhuoyi doesn't need to do anything in person at all, give a few hints, and the crew will naturally embarrass her.
He knew that Yun Shan was still a student when he was with him, and he had never officially joined the crew to act, the little girl was simple and clean, and filming was not easy, he wanted to break her wings at one time, so that she would know that only his side was the most peaceful place.
However, Yun Shan was really stubborn that year, and finally had such an opportunity, she went forward, not afraid of hardship, and did not care about anything. She had a great time every day, and she was in good spirits.
This silly girl's back was straight, and her eyes seemed to be flowing with beautiful starlight, and the gaze that looked at Mo Zhuoyi made his heart flutter.
Mo Zhuoyi listened to her say in a soft voice, what interesting things happened to the crew today, it was so difficult to play the dark side of Chu Ge, she was afraid that she would not act well. He stroked Yun Shan's soft hair and didn't speak for a long time.
He was alone in the midst of a plot he had wove of his own, and her eyes sparkled with gratitude. It was as if his heart was being pinched, and he could barely breathe.
However, what he never expected was that the actress who originally played Chu Ge was stimulated by being replaced, and she had mental problems, and finally pushed Yun Shan, who was filming, off the cliff.
Yun Shan's leg was broken, her bones were so badly injured that she couldn't dance anymore, and she couldn't even walk. Those straight and well-proportioned legs, I have been learning dance for more than ten years, and I have since completely abolished.
When she opened her eyes again, she didn't leave a single tear, she didn't cry so painfully, she just asked him, "Can I still act?" ”
Mo Zhuoyi said goodbye, he had lived for twenty-nine years, and for the first time his heart hurt uncontrollably. He clenched his fists tightly, "Yes." ”
Yun Shan could naturally hear that he was lying, and she didn't know if Mo Zhuoyi was lying to her or to himself. She smiled one last and fell into a deep sleep.
Since then, she has not acted again, her legs hurt when she walks normally, and she has been recuperating in a wheelchair for more than half a year, so that she will not show anything unusual when she walks slowly.
She was very well-behaved and didn't bring it up again. The filming of "Plain Clothes Don't Sigh in the Wind and Dust" was stopped, and the script was pressed at the bottom of the box forever.
Mo Zhuoyi thought that Yun Shan didn't know, but she knew everything in her heart. In the crew's changing room, she overheard an actor talking about her. One said that she had a face that charmed a man, and she was such a big man as Mo Shao. The other sarcastically said, but unfortunately Mo Shao didn't plan to make her popular.
She listened quietly, she was only twenty years old at that time, and she was still so young, she was not sad. It's just that she thinks, if she works harder, if she works harder, Mo Zhuoyi will soften when she sees her seriousness? It's a pity that there was no later.
She had an accident, and no one thought of breaking her leg, but life is like this, and you never know what accident will happen in the next moment.
Yun Shan knew in his previous life that he didn't like her to act. This man morbidly wants to possess her completely, restraining herself in front of people, and trying to suppress that presumptuousness in the future. However, even if a person can control his actions and words, he cannot control his most primitive and intense desires and nature. No matter how well his fangs are retracted, the eyes will betray him.
So even if he is banned now, Yun Shan will not be surprised at all, the nature of the country is easy to change.
Yun Shan figured it out, and she was still quite angry. This man is arrogant, selfish, domineering and paranoid, whoever is favored by him is unlucky, and tragically, she is the unlucky one.
Yun Shan took a deep breath, she rarely had such intense emotions. She has always been soft and unscrupulous. However, no matter how good-tempered a person is, he will be so angry with that bastard that his temples hurt faintly.
Yun Shan comforted herself, don't be angry, don't punish yourself for other people's mistakes, besides, it's useless for her to be angry, he is rich, powerful and has a low bottom line, and he can't kill him if he can't beat him.
It doesn't matter if you can't film, at least I already have an acting experience, which is much luckier than in my previous life, at least I can reminisce about it in the future. Anyway, she has hands and feet, and she can find other jobs, and her life will always get better.
After doing psychological construction for a long time, Yun Shan's emotions slowly calmed down.
For the first time in her life, she envied Zhao Rao and Xie Yuhan, why did Mo Zhuoyi let them go? Why is she so unlucky!
In the past, Yun Shan thought, what you can't get is the best, maybe they are too easy to get? However, Mo Zhuoyi just coldly hooked the corners of his mouth at that time and spit out a few words, "I haven't touched them." The tone was frighteningly cold.
Yun Shan was looking forward to Mo Zhuoyi one day being able to say, "Yun Shan? Forget, who is that? But she didn't wait until she died. It's still unfair to think about it, although she is young, she can't even live Mo Zhuoyi.
Yun Shan was discouraged for several days, but finally cheered up. After the exam results, Yun Shan was the first in the department this time. The classmates in the class are used to it, her efforts are obvious to all, and no one will say sour words.
Yun Shan was not signed, and her classmates, who had a strange relationship with her in the past, felt that it was not very balanced.
"What kind of vision do those people have!"
"Although it has nothing to do with me, our flowers are really good, why aren't they popular!"
"I want to buy an entertainment company to support our tie flowers."
Tang Shishi was also indignant, and Yun Shan's mood was very complicated, those who slandered her in her previous life were actually helping her speak in this life.
It is sometimes really difficult to determine whether it is good or bad, Yun Shan can't help but reflect that she didn't live well enough in her previous life, maybe not only because of the crowd and the accumulation of ruined bones, but also because she didn't handle many things well enough.
"It doesn't matter." Yun Shan said softly to Tang Shishi: "There is nothing in this world that should not be, no one deserves to be buried, and no one should come to support me, if there is one, it is lucky, if not, there is no need to be disappointed." ”
Seeing that she was smiling warmly and there was no trace of gloom on her face, Tang Shishi was also relieved, "Hmm! ”
The next day, Li Man patted Yun Shan on the shoulder and whispered, "Director Ji asked me to bring you a message and ask if you want to audition for his new movie?" ”
Yun Shan stared at her in surprise, and Li Man put the book upright, blocking his face so that Yun Shan would not notice her discomfort.
Ever since Li Man had a conflict with Yun Shan, he had cut off contact with the rich merchant. She is very smart, she knows how to leave a way out for herself, and she has accumulated a lot of interpersonal relationships when she is with that rich businessman, but Ji Kai is an honest director, and if she wants to go to his play, she still has to look at her strength.
Li Man tried her best to audition for a supporting role in the movie, she played averagely, and after the audition, she knew that she was out of action when she saw Ji Kai's face without changing her color.
She knew her strength, but she didn't care much about it, but when she thought of slandering Yun Shan before, Yun Shan was still protecting her reputation, and she didn't know where the impulse came from, so she asked a lot, "Director Ji, we are the Yun Shan, the one who played Mo Yuan in "Su Yi Mo Qi Dust", can you give her a chance to audition?" ”
Li Man originally asked casually, and he didn't have any expectations. Who knows that Ji Kai was stunned for a moment, as if he remembered something. He replied lightly, "Yes." So Li Man came with a message.
Tang Shishi and Yun Shan sat together, and when they heard it, they were immediately happy, "I said Li Man, you won't be bent by our Shanshan, right?" ”
Li Man immediately retorted, "Tang Shishi, you little slut, talk nonsense that the old lady tore your mouth, the old lady likes men." ”
Tang Shishi's shoulders trembled with laughter, "Okay, okay, I'll shut up." She can be considered to understand, Li Man has a poisonous mouth, lives a personality, is not very decent, and is not a bad person.
Yun Shan knew that they were joking, and she couldn't help but bend her eyebrows, the opportunity was rare, she sincerely thanked Li Man, "Thank you." ”
"Hmph." Li Man couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth.