"Well, it's me. It's a shame I didn't see my grandmother for the last time. ”

"Where are you?"

"You don't have to know I'm there, I just want to come back and see it now."

Jing Yu sat down again, "What do you want to see?" ”

"See how you're doing when your grandmother is gone?"

Jing Yu smiled disdainfully, "As you can see, it's not very good." ”

"Of course I can see it. But, Jingyu, don't talk to me in that tone. I was also very sad, after all, although my grandmother couldn't see me, she was a good person. ”

Jing Yu put away the plate and walked into the kitchen.

"I don't know why, but I'm not happy to hear that."

"It's fine. Because you're starting to hate me in your heart, aren't you? ”

Jing Yu took the dish soap and squeezed it on the rag, "I think so." ”

"Hahaha, you didn't hesitate."

"Do you need it?" Jing Yu smiled at the pool, "Actually, I hope you are doing well, even better than before." But you always do things that make me fall through my glasses. ”

"You mean the matter of the Yan Xi family?"

"That's right."

"Think about it, Ke Muyan still loves her very much, and he still cares so much about such a little thing. It's ridiculous to say that you still know about me when I'm not in front of you. ”

Jing Yu turned his head and faced the air: "It's not like this, if it's something bad, I'd rather I don't know anything about it." ”

"Do you really think so?"

"Not bad at all."

Amu coughed a few times: "Jingyu, I have something to tell you, I am about to go back to my own world." ”

Jing Yu thought she was just saying, "You are free." ”

"I'm here today to say goodbye to you." "Maybe I'll come back, maybe I'll never be able to come back." ”

The movement in Jing Yu's hand stopped, "What do you mean?" ”

That's what I just said. Jingyu, thank you for not hating me. ”

"Why should I hate you?"

"I've done too many bad things, and you deserve to hate me."

Jingyu dropped the rag, "Amu, listen, I don't hate you, and I don't intend to hate you." If you really want to go back, I wish you all the best. To be honest, a lot of good memories about you are covered by bad ones, and I feel very uncomfortable. ”

"Well, if you don't say it, I understand, I understand. Well, goodbye! ”

As everyone knows, it is a real magical lizard with the ability to capture dreams.

The lizard was fascinated by the sight, as if it were positive or negative, and it was curious about the human girl, and liked to see her smile at herself, even if she didn't know why. Because that's how many humans have ever hit it away or that thing.

After getting along for a while, Jingyu kept the lizard as his pet.

At first, her grandmother saw it, felt that it was not safe, and even feared that her granddaughter would be bitten, and told her several times to send the strange thing back to its original place.

Jingyu already liked the lizard, she was reluctant, so she begged her grandmother to agree to keep it at home, for this reason, she promised that she would listen carefully at school, never let the teacher visit her home again, and the final exam would be better than the previous exam.

Chen Meizhi saw that she was rarely happy, so she relieved herself and agreed. Later, she found that her initial worries were unnecessary, because Jingyu and the lizard got along very well, like glue and paint. Since then, she has hardly seen Jingyu alone on the balcony.

Jing Yu knew about the lizard's superpowers when she was twelve years old.

Before and after Qingming, she would always dream of her parents, and every dream was reminiscing about the past, and whenever she opened her eyes, she found the lizard lying on her pillow, as if she had something to say to herself.

If she hadn't heard the lizard speak one night, she would have always felt that it was just a normal lizard.

Later, Jingyu asked the lizard Amu the name she liked, and she replied: Yes.

Speaking of the grandmother in the family, Amu naturally mentioned Jingyu's parents, and she had seen those dreams with her own eyes.

Amu has become Jingyu's family, just as she said and did.

I didn't tell my grandmother about this secret situation, but because of an accident, Luo Xiao ran into it, so I confessed it to 1510. In addition, the people in the world who knew about Amu's existence at that time were Jing Yu and Luo Xiao.

Jingyu is grateful to Amu, because she did not fall into self-isolation by her company, and she would not know Luo Xiao and Xiao Bai later, nor would she smile like before.

She thanked her for bringing her many stories, true and false, each one especially precious.

She also thanked her for often relying on herself, giving herself a very important presence and being much stronger.

She thanked her, and on days of rain, snow or frost, she brought a special affection to the family, although sometimes her grandmother thought that there was a supernatural event.

There are too many things to thank, she has now written three full sheets of paper, and only one-fifth of the gel pen and ink in her hand is left, she is still recalling, desperately recalling, because she is worried that if she can't think about it all now, if Amu is really gone, she is worried that those memories will be messed up.

She continued to write with a pen in hand:

Dear Amu, you have always been my dear little lizard, a very sweet little girl.

I don't want to think about those bad things at all right now, and I want you to know, really, I don't want to.

None of us are perfect, I apologize to you now, I know that everything you do is justified, you have your unbearable, I have it, these are the secrets that belong between us, the secrets that are unique.

I'll only realize now what you mean by "leaving" to me, sorry, I'm so slow.

I'm having a hard time right now, I don't know why......

The nib of the pen rests on the journal paper, one second, ten seconds, twenty seconds:

My mind is a little messy now, but I can't stop, I subconsciously tell myself that I have to write down how I feel now, whatever it is, and it's better than having a blank mind after that.

Amu, your selfishness is also my fault, if you can change, I will be very happy, I have never been happier. On the other hand, I will also change what you say "self-righteousness" I have never been superhuman, I also need a dependence, to tell you the truth, I want to rely on someone more than you, but I deceived myself, saying that I am not afraid of heaven and earth, and one person can survive, in fact, this is not the case, without you and friends, I can't do it at all.

And my temper comes quickly, my thoughts are very childish a lot of the time, and I behave like a boy at all, and you are right, and I will not contradict it.

You are different, you are virtuous, gentle, and your voice makes your whole person lovely.

But I didn't know how dare you be jealous of me like that.

Amu, don't be jealous of me, you are much better than me, you have your shining point, so please be sure to be your true self.

Before Luo Xiao unconsciously said that you are jealous of her and my good relationship, what I want to say is that you are all my friends and family, but you can't compare with each other, just like you asked me, if you have to cut off a hand now, do you choose the left hand or the right hand, I refuse to answer this question.

If you must know, then I would say, please take both of my hands.

I thought about it and knew that in your heart my weight is much heavier than I imagined, thank you, Amu, thank you for having me in your heart.

At this point, my heart is not blocked.

I'm sitting at my computer desk with a gold-rimmed handkerchief on the chair that you often use as a quilt.

If I told you that I wanted you to stay, what would you answer me?

I don't know if you can see this question.

……

Closing the diary, Jing Yu leaned back in the chair, and looked up to see the night outside the window, the moonlight was like water, the breeze was slow, and everything was quiet.

"Amu, it's time for me to change myself, lady, restrain my temper and emotions, it's not good to be too childish......" Jing Yu snapped his fingers and smiled, "It turns out that I have so many shortcomings." ”

Jingyu's heart finally calmed down at this moment.

The diary was written, but in fact, there were not many sheets left, and she wrote a text full of affection and desire between the lines.

Right now, what she did, she put her diary on the windowsill, hoping to open her eyes early tomorrow morning, and it was gone.

The next morning, Jing Yu slept late, did not wake up, the diary did not go as she wished, and still lay quietly on the windowsill.

At half past nine in the morning, Jingyu turned over, and she thought of something in her mind, and suddenly sat up.

"Sure enough, it was exactly what I thought." She seemed to be smiling, walked to the window barefoot, and looked outside, "Good morning, Amu, good morning, grandmother." I can't cower in this snail shell anymore. ”

Jingyu put on slippers and went to the bathroom to wash, and when it was over, he ran to the kitchen to open the refrigerator and saw the large and small fresh-keeping boxes with classified ingredients, each with a note:

Jingyu, this can be fried directly, with more oil, and the condiments are arbitrary.

Jingyu, if you have eggplant, you can cut it into pieces and steam it in an electric cooker, and then pour it with the adjusted sauce, ps: I taught you before, I hope you haven't forgotten it.

The scene of the note behind it can be seen at a glance that it comes from another person:

Scenery! The milk has already been changed for you, and next time you let me know that you are wasting fresh milk, don't blame Miss Ben for being unkind to you.

The rest of the dishes have been splashed by me, and how good are you in your scene, what age are you, and the rest of the things are still reluctant to be lost?

Jing Yu was anxious when she saw this, and rummaged through the refrigerator to find the chili sauce made by her grandmother, fortunately, they were all safe, otherwise, she would definitely rush to the school with a knife to pull Lin Dan out.

"Thank you."

Jingyu packed up all the notes, folded them, and carefully put them in his pocket. She told herself to laugh and went to the kitchen to prepare herself a decent breakfast.

"Jingyu, you have to cheer up, from today onwards you have to be really self-reliant, come on! Come on! Come on! ”

Jingyu went out full of vitality, and greeted familiar people with a smile, and the other party was surprised and delighted.

"Woohoo."

Seeing that the owner had recovered his vitality, Ah Gou was also very happy, and followed Jing Yu with a fart, smiling so much that his eyes narrowed into a crescent moon.

"Dog, let's live a good life in the future, you know?"

"Wang."

"You can't leave home at will, you know?"

"Wang."

"Please, you must stay with me for a few more years, you know?"

Ah Gou stood up and hooked Jingyu's clothes with his front paws, "Wang, Wang." ”

"Okay, I got it. Drop your claws. ”

Dog: "Wangwang, Wangwang." ”

The whole street is the loudest with the sound of a dog.

Jing was really anxious when he met Lin Dan, and he was busy and explained with a smile: "I just want to invite you to a meal, I'm normal, it's not what you think." Saying that, she gave her a popping chestnut in front of Lin Dan's boyfriend.