In order to cheer Ye Qing up, she really walked into the hunting ground for the first time, and walked into that kind of harsh and old-fashioned life.

is different from the past, mixed in it, but there is no trace.

This time, for some reason, when she walked into the gate and picked up the grab, she suddenly felt the blood boiling in her body.

It was also the first time, and she suddenly decided that she wanted to do one thing she wanted to do, more than how to do it.

She has never been so clear, the battlefield is her world, her home.

It is undeniable that she yearns for that kind of life, monotonous, boring, and even tired, but she can boil her blood and give her a taste of real life.

Prove that she has been here, she has lived.

Speaking of which, in fact, it was not she who redeemed Ye Qing, but Ye Qing who redeemed her.

Let her life be bright from now on.

Everything seems to have just gone with the flow.

High school, college entrance examination, military school.

Her life seems to have really gone on in an orderly manner according to the plan.

There were accidents, but they never went off the rails, and they have been unfazed.

The only thing that is uncontrollable is the sudden appearance of the young man named Yan Fei.

Maybe there was a young mind at that time, but the reason of the two deeply suppressed this concern, and the relationship between the two was also circled into a fixed range.

She had always thought that her life would probably continue to be so dull until the end of her life.

The future, the future, are very shallow words.

But that's not the case.

The world never seems to want someone's life to be smooth sailing, and it has to create some waves and ups and downs.

And learning everything is easy, she can get everything at her fingertips, and she never knows what she can lose.

It wasn't until those two suicide notes were delivered to her that she understood what it felt like to be called the sky falling.

No one knows how her day passed.

No one knows how much she went through that day, twenty-four hours.

She had always belonged to the darkness, and the light was too hot for her to be at a loss and to hide.

Only the darkness could curl up in peace and let her lick her scarred.

She came from the bloody storm, and she will return to the bloody storm.

That was the first time she had come into contact with the dark world as Qin Ran.

So she couldn't accept that her own kind was the only person in the world who killed her two relatives who could be called relatives.

She couldn't accept that she would end up like that.

She was frightened, she was powerless.

In fear and powerlessness, she met Ji Ming, a very stupid and naïve rich young master, who had never seen the sinister world and couldn't distinguish between sincerity and hypocrisy.

So stupidly accompanied her to pour bottles of wine one after another, and stupidly watched her smoke all night.

From the first side, at first sight, she knew that Ji Ming and her were two worlds, two parallel lines that would never meet.

She never denied that she wasn't a good person.

After all, in this world, good people don't live long, and disasters last for thousands of years.

She wants to live, she has to live.

You have to make some concessions, some compromises, such as being the type of person you hate the most.

However, at the same time, she is also irrepressibly greedy for the warmth and relaxation that Ji Ming gave her.

Since she was a child, she has really never been cared for by anyone like that.

Although I told myself again and again that this was the last time, I couldn't stop looking forward to the next time.

Finally, when Ji Ming pierced that layer of window paper, she knew very clearly that she couldn't control her heart at all.

Ji Ming is different from Yan Fei, he is a person who looks very soft, but is actually resolute enough to become an enemy against the world.

Maybe it's the difference in this point that makes her completely moved, completely fallen into this strong gentleness, and there is no escape.

Although because of her identity, the two actually didn't spend much time together, but it has continued.

Every time after grabbing the forest bullet rain, she will be attached to that gentle shoulder.

until he couldn't bear it anymore.

She was guilty, but she was also overwhelmed.

That time was too inappropriate, Ji Ming probably couldn't imagine it, after she spit out the decisive sentence "Then it's over!" At that time, she silently thought in her heart, "I want to tell you how much, I am Qin Ran, and those obstacles that make you feel overwhelmed have never existed." ”

But she can't, she can't see tomorrow for the first time, and for the first time she wants to completely close her eyes and say goodbye to this cold and dirty world.

Going around and around, fate still pushed the two of them to this day.

With a grin, Qin Ran stopped reminiscing, and suddenly wanted to see Ji Ming, and wanted to give the two of them a complete five years.

However, it is not yet time.

Suddenly, he paused, and the mark of the flower on Qin Ran's forehead suddenly appeared, blooming incomparably.

Qin Ran pursed his lips tightly, using so much force that he turned a little white, and his fists were clenched to the point of trembling.

Soon, Qin Ran's forehead was densely covered with many large beads of sweat.

After a long time, the mark faded, and Qin Ran let out a sigh of relief, full of helplessness.

Now, just reminiscing about the past brings back memories that make people irritable and extremely unhappy?

Although she didn't want to admit it, she couldn't deny the huge impact those memories had on her.

Post-traumatic psychological disorder, more precisely, post-war psychological syndrome.

It's ridiculous, to her.

After all, the battlefields she has experienced, whether it is real or intrigued, are too numerous to mention, and those have never had much impact on her, and she will be restored after adjusting one or two.

But facts are facts, and they are irrefutable in their place.

makes her have to admit that she is now a bomb that will explode at any time, and she will not distinguish between the enemy and me.

Sighing, it won't work to resist all the time, and looked down at his watch, there were still twenty minutes.

It's enough to give up something that doesn't matter and only add to the icing on the cake, and set aside those twenty minutes to sort out that memory.

Thinking like this, Qin Ran sat down on the spot, looking at the flickering candle flame, his eyes gradually becoming foggy.

Then a snap of the finger hits.

Self-hypnosis.

It's dangerous, but there's no other option for a while, environmental limitations, equipment limitations.

In the end, it is not a fully equipped laboratory, and it can only be settled.

Before the age of six, she was not without memory or mentally incomplete.

It's just that he was born with memories that belong to Shaohuan, and he is depressed and worried, and he is too young to control himself, which damages his heart and hurts the foundation of his body.

It also confirms that the sentence is deep and long-lived, and wisdom is very easy to die.

Every day is immersed in the destruction of Evanses, and every eye is a bloody sun.

Do not forget the national shame and be glorious.

This is what the remnants of Ivans expected.

But how long can she live like this?

Therefore, when she was six years old, a kidnapping incident brought her to a complete life-and-death situation.

The previous high priest had no choice but to sacrifice his life and seal Shaohuan's memory.

(To be continued)

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