Chapter Ninety-Four: I Raised the Flag and Surrendered
After listening to it, I was very puzzled, is there any relationship between these two sentences?
"Have you forgotten why you rejected me before?" Shen Yu opened his mouth a little distractedly.
Because of what?
Shen Yu asked me before I remembered, because the trajectory of many things was the same as in the previous life, because I thought that my partner was Jiang Lingyan, and because I had the impression that he liked that raindrop.
"You're so insecure, you retreat at the slightest hint of wind, and I'm restless from the moment you ask for leave." Shen Yu explained to me word by word.
There was a tingling in my heart, in fact, when Liang Yunzhan was very likely to not be able to save his grandmother, I thought about it, because Shen Yu was too impermanent.
"I'm sorry, I didn't give you safety blessings this time" I apologized to Shen Yu seriously.
Shen Yu looked at me and continued, "There's nothing I'm sorry for, it's my fault that you don't believe in the future. ”
He was always like that, never blamed me on anything, and always for good reason.
"So, you want to preemptively push me away before I offer to end the relationship?" I knew Shen Yu didn't mean that, but he still said it on purpose.
Shen Yu hurriedly retorted to me, "No, so I hypnotized myself, I didn't lie to you, I did have some emotional instability after hypnosis." ”
"You... Do you remember something again? I bit my lip and secretly clenched my fists to hide my nervousness.
This time, Shen Yu didn't refute me, but nodded, "After high school, we almost didn't contact each other, but I don't know why."
After college, I didn't contact me at all, and I finally met your Jiang Lingyan. ”
I breathed a sigh of relief, I thought he remembered the raindrops, but I didn't expect it to be Jiang Lingyan, is it because of the seven years that Jiang Lingyan and I have been in the past, did he care?
"He is so good, different from the one I saw, he is mature, steady, careful, and gives you all the care and gentleness, I feel that I am inferior, I can't compare to him."
Shen Yu's words really shocked me, I didn't expect it, I didn't expect him to have low self-esteem.
He continued, "I seem to have suddenly understood why you are willing to marry Jiang Lingyan three times, because he is impeccable in his beauty.
I feel that you are not because of the so-called fate, you really care about him and love him, then I don't seem to be able to beat the mandarin duck. ”
I looked at Shen Yu and didn't know how to speak.
Shen Yu ignored me and kept silent, as if he had let go, "So I deliberately snub you, if you acquiesce, it proves that you really don't mean anything to me, and I don't need to pester you."
It's a pity, it's a pity that I can't do it, so I held on for so long, and I raised the flag and surrendered. ”
I felt that my throat was a little unable to make a sound, and it took a long time before I spoke, "I'm so glad that you raised the flag and surrendered." ”
Shen Yu didn't react, and looked at me blankly, "What do you mean?" ”
"Do you know why we don't have more contact after high school?" I don't answer rhetorical questions.
He shook his head, "I didn't think about it. ”
"You are so popular and have a cold personality, I thought I was superfluous in your world, so I deliberately allowed myself to withdraw completely.
Now that I think about it, I should have taken a step back at that time, and you followed suit, and we completely broke off contact. I explained to him, and I guessed it.
Isn't that how Shen Yu is, I have low self-esteem, and he also has low self-esteem, so both of them retreated.
Shen Yu smiled, "It's possible for you, if you keep nothing to me from now to the end......
I'm going to leave me by default, I've been pestering you for the past five years, and I'm afraid this is the end. ”