Dai Yunyang wanted to comfort, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only sigh long, this is the impermanence of life. Reminds him of war.

The outbreak of this epidemic seems to be not much different from war, and the living soldiers on the battlefield have taken their lives with one shell and one bullet, turning into cold corpses, and even the flesh and blood are blurred, and the bones are gone. The fragility of life is on full display.

The fight against the epidemic is a silent war, and from the perspective of tragedy, it is no less than a bloody war.

Dai Yunyang changed into protective clothing and entered the isolation ward, just in time to see the head nurse Xiong Shengnan loudly reprimanding a nurse.

The nurse was stunned, completely losing her usual appearance, as if she hadn't even heard what Xiong Shengnan was saying.

Dai Yunyang felt that something was wrong, and stepped forward and said to Xiong Shengnan: "Head nurse, what's the matter?" ”

"She was like a fool, she slowly swallowed and didn't speak, she didn't hear her when she told her, and she took my words as a deaf ear, which really me off."

Dai Yuyang turned his head to look at the nurse with dull eyes, wearing thick protective clothing, protective glasses and thick masks, and she couldn't even see her eyes very clearly, but she could feel the dullness of her eyes.

Dai Yunyang didn't recognize it at once, and looked at her name written crookedly with a marker pen on her chest, but the writing was too sloppy to recognize. So I went around the back and looked at the handwriting, and the words on the back were still in block letters, only to find that it was Xiao Juan.

How did this naughty little nurse who is lively and likes to laugh and laugh become like this now?

He asked suspiciously, "Xiao Juan, what's wrong with you?" Isn't it uncomfortable? ”

Xiao Juan still looked ahead with a dull gaze.

Xiong Shengnan pointed at her and yelled, "Do you want to do it?" If you don't want to go home, don't get in the way! ”

Dai Yunyang immediately stopped her and said, "Let me talk to her, something seems wrong with her, you go and get busy first." By the way, what about my patients? ”

"His condition is basically stable and has not deteriorated further. Why don't you tell her again, I'm really. ”

With that, he turned around and walked away.

Dai Yunyang pointed to the medical office and said, "Sit in there for a while, take a rest, you should be too tired." ”

Xiao Juan was still stupid and didn't move.

Dai Yunyang suddenly remembered Wang Bingbing's crying just now, thought about it, and said: "Actually, I'm quite scared, I saw many patients dying, but I couldn't help it. These patients are so pitiful that they don't even see their families when they die. Alas, life is too fragile. ”

This sentence was like an electric current, which made Xiao Juan's body shake violently and wake up from the stalemate.

She turned around, and Dai Yunyang found that through the protective glasses, her eyes were already full of tears, and she knew that this girl was about to break down, and she needed relief. So he pointed to the medical office and said, "Go in and sit for a while, you should rest for a while, you're too tired." ”

This time, Xiao Juan seemed to understand, followed Dai Yunyang into the medical office, and sat down on a stool.

Dai Yunyang sat next to her, looked at her and said, "I know that what we are seeing and about to experience now is probably one of the most miserable scenes in the world, and we may need stronger nerves to survive." Don't talk about you, I couldn't sleep all night, yesterday I barely slept for a few hours after taking sleeping pills, and today my whole head is faint, and I look at people doublely. Seeing the crowd of people in the waiting hall below, I realized how terrible this epidemic is, and I don't know if we are fortunate or unfortunate to encounter such a terrible scene in our lifetime......

As soon as he said this, Xiao Juan suddenly collapsed and burst into tears.

According to the regulations, the hands of medical staff who have entered the intensive isolation area are not allowed to touch the West at will, except for medical needs. So she could only sit there like a puppet, crying with her hands raised, so loud that she could hear it clearly through the thick isolation suit.

Several medical staff ran to the door to look, and Dai Yuyang hurriedly waved at them, signaling that it didn't matter.

Xiong Shengnan also came to take a look, she was also stunned, looked at Xiao Juan, who was out of control, seemed to understand something, nodded silently, turned around and walked away.

Xiao Juan only cried a few times before stopping, desperately holding back and sobbing. She obviously thought that this was the ward, and there were still critically ill patients outside, although many of them had died, but their families could not be around, so there was no crying before.

And now there was a cry, but it came from the mouth of a nurse, just because the nurse was so suppressed that she almost collapsed, and the hysterical outburst erupted. But the patient does not know that this cry will only bring them panic and anxiety, even despair. Xiao Juan understood this, so she quickly controlled herself and suppressed it desperately.

Dai Yunyang gave a thumbs up, praised her for being able to control, and whispered: "We are white-clothed soldiers, this is the trust that patients have in us. We have to be like a warrior, we have to be strong, if we collapse, who will the sick rely on? ”

After Xiao Juan burst out of crying, the depression in her heart was released, although she couldn't cry happily, she already felt better. She restrained herself from crying, her shoulders swaying, and she nodded.

Dai Yunyang accompanied her silently, without persuading her too much, he knew that Xiao Juan had passed the most difficult moment, and she needed a little time.

After a long while, Xiao Juan turned her head to look at Dai Yunyang, and she said with tears in her eyes: "It's too miserable, I think we and the patients are too miserable...... When we put on the isolation gown, the familiar faces were hidden behind the masks and goggles, and the names of the other party could only be distinguished by the back of the chest. I felt like I had been thrown into another completely unfamiliar world, this world was like a desert, and I felt so depressed. The sound of various monitors ticking in the ward, the alarm sound that sounded from time to time, the patient violently bounced up and down during electric defibrillation, and the bones of the elderly in cardiopulmonary resuscitation were brittle, and the sound of broken bones could be heard, and the sound was like the sigh of life. ”

"I've never seen so many people die in one day, a whole seven! Seven sick people were transported away in body bags. Wang Bingbing, I, and Kang Zhuang put them in body bags, and their corpses were so heavy. Seven bodies were carried out one by one, and just a few hours ago, they were still breathing, writing, saying they wanted to go home. Now they are corpses waiting to be cremated to ashes. I don't know why, the whole person is blinded, the stupid body can't move, I can hear the head nurse talking to me, but I can't control my body, the whole person is stiff, I don't know what's wrong with me. ”

Dai Yunyang nodded and said, "Maybe this is an emergency obstacle in psychology, I don't know." Fortunately, you're awake now, how's that? Feeling better? ”

"It's better, I think my son ......, he's only two years old this year, he can call mom and dad grandpa, he can stagger around. Thinking of him, and of the number of patients who have died today, maybe one day, I may be one of them, and I will die well, and never see my son again. ”