"I didn't mean to release your pigeon, who knew I would answer your phone call while I was asleep." Shen Zilu was also aggrieved, "If I knew that you were coming to bring me a hamburger, I would definitely be waiting for you in the bedroom." ”

Guan Zhengxing lowered his eyes and looked at his watch.

"Haven't solved the hatred in your heart? I've been standing for half an hour. ”

Guan Zhengxing was speechless.

Shen Zilu turned his head to look at his left hand, swallowed and said, "The hamburger is going to be cold, and it won't taste good if you don't eat it." ”

'Heh......' Guan Zhengxing couldn't cry or laugh, took away the Coke in her right hand, Shen Zilu shook her hand and said, "Oops, hiss, my arms are sore." ”

The two walked to the bench, Shen Zilu opened the package of the hamburger, took a bite and said, "How did you get here?" ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "I came by bus." ”

"It's getting dark, what time is the last bus?"

Guan Zhengxing said: "Ten o'clock." ”

Shen Zilu looked at his wrist, "What time is it?" ”

Guan Zhengxing rolled up his cuffs, and Shen Zilu tilted his head and leaned towards him, "It's eight o'clock." ”

"Hmm."

Guan Zhengxing turned his head, and the two looked at each other.

“……”

“……”

Through the darkness, my heart was beating hard.

Bang bang, bang bang.

She was so panicked that she didn't dare to breathe, her mouth full of hamburgers propped her cheeks like hamsters, Guan Zhengxing was not much better, and she clenched the hand that was covering her lap for two seconds. It was so close that when his dark pupils crashed into her eyes without warning, there was still the coolness of early autumn, Shen Zilu could feel the body temperature through the thin coat, and he could smell the faint fragrance of her hair.

The sudden moment, the environment, the atmosphere, everything is just right, especially suitable for doing some ambiguity. Ambiguous things, such as holding hands, such as kissing.

"......" but she now has a mouth full of burgers.

Guan Zhengxing's throat rolled, his eyelashes trembled awkwardly, and he coughed lightly after instantly removing his face, saying, "Eat quickly, it's going to be cold." ”

Shen Zilu took another big bite of the hamburger in both hands, what is it when the hamburger is cold, her heart is cold.

I didn't grasp the opportunity that I finally got it.

Ahh——!h

The two walked side by side to the dormitory building, and there was always a villain in Shen Zilu's heart encouraging her, saying, say quickly, don't say when to wait! If you don't talk about people, you're gone!!

"Uh, off, off."

“……”

Guan Zhengxing knew what she was going to say.

Shen Zilu secretly looked at him, "Classmate Guan." ”

Guan Zhengxing suddenly stopped, "Shen Zilu." ”

"Hmm." She was startled.

Behind the two of them was a street lamp, and the shadows under their feet were stretched diagonally.

"I don't want to be distracted in college, so you'd better too, study hard, there will be a lot of time left for us in the future, you know."

"......" Shen Zilu blinked and nodded stunnedly, "Hmm." ”

Guan Zhengxing has been paying attention to the people in the afterglow, "I don't have anything now, I can't even take care of myself, let alone promise anything to another person, I can't give anything to that person now." ”

'Gollum ......' Shen Zilu swallowed.

Is Guan confessing?

"I, I," she rubbed her palms, too flustered to say anything, "'that person' actually has, yes, and maybe he doesn't want anything." Right. ”

Stammered! What a cowardice!

After saying that, he regretted it again, and smirked, "Actually, I don't know what 'that person' thinks, I just guessed casually, hehehehehe......"

Guan Zhengxing carried the snacks she bought tonight in his hand and looked down, "You asked me before, if there is a girl you like in Cangshan's high school." ”

'Snoring ......' Shen Zilu can't catch this stalk, is this to confess his love history?

He said, "I'm telling you now, no." ”

“……”

Shen Zilu glanced at him secretly and asked tentatively, "I also asked you...... Do you have a favorite in our school? ”

He replied, "I'll tell you now, too, yes." ”

"......" heart is getting more and more panicked.

Shen Zilu stabilized her emotions, "I also asked ......" Before she could finish speaking, Guan Zhengxing interrupted her:

"I like you."

“！”

With a bang, the volcano erupted.

Shen Zilu wanted to laugh but was embarrassed to laugh, covering her face with both hands, "Hey, hey, hey, hey......"

The words that were held in his heart were finally spoken, and Guan Zhengxing lowered his head and smiled.

Shen Zilu said awkwardly: "You suddenly said that, I wasn't prepared." ”

"Don't prepare," Guan Zhengxing was more open than her, "I've liked you for a long time." ”

Hearing this, Shen Zilu took his hand and stared at him with a red face, "Really? ”

Guan Zhengxing went out, and simply said it, there is nothing to hide.

"Hmm."

Shen Zilu bit her lip, "...... How long has it been? ”

The words fell, and the wind rose.

She watched him raise his hand, hook her wind-swept hair, and whisper in her ear with his shoulder, "Sooner than you liked me." ”

“……”

The warm breath sprayed thin on the neck socket, Shen Zilu's ears were hot, he lowered his head shyly, and the soft hair was gently grinding between his fingertips, and Shen Zilu didn't dare to move.

"Shen Zilu,"

“…… Well? ”

"I like you."

"You, you just said that."

'Heh......,' he laughed, "but I'm not going to give you anything now, no promises, no agreements, and I'm not going to be with you." ”

Shen Zilu asked, "Is it because of my mother?" ”

Guan Zhengxing shook his head with a smile, "What do you think, no, it has nothing to do with Auntie, it's completely my problem." He walked behind Shen Zilu, held her shoulders and turned the person in the direction of the school gate, "Four years, there are too many uncertainties, you will meet many people, many opportunities, I hope you become the best version of yourself, not to be dragged down, you don't have to weigh up, I also need four years of growth experience, to become a person who can rely on you." ”

"Together, we can grow together." Shen Zilu muttered quietly.

Guan Zhengxing smiled calmly, "No." ”

"Hmph......" Shen Zilu cried and chirped, "If you like it, you'll be together, what's the conflict?" ”

"In the past four years, you need me, I will appear, you are sad, I will comfort, you are happy, I am happier than you, but remember one thing, you have to do your best to become the best version of yourself, so that you will not disappoint the expectations of the people in your family."

"Alas...... Why is my life so miserable? The people I like also like me, but I can't be together. ”

Guan Zhengxing tapped her head with his fingers, "Go back to the dormitory, I'm going back too." ”

"Oh." Shen Zilu reluctantly continued to walk.

Guan Zhengxing carried a small snack and advised, "Eat less snacks in the future, it's not like at home at school, no one cares about you when you have a stomach." ”

"Who says no one cares." Shen Zilu relied on his liking and scolded back unscrupulously, "Just now someone said that he needed him, and he would appear, and before the five minutes passed, it didn't count." ”

"What about in the middle of the night? What about the wee hours of the morning? You're not feeling well, am I too late? ”

Also, it takes two hours to get here by bus from his school, and the last bus stops at 10 p.m.

"I'll just say it."

But he said, "I didn't listen to it casually, I listened carefully to everything you said." ”

"I'm not going to talk nonsense anymore."

Guan Zhengxing curled his lips.

After walking for a while, Shen Zilu asked, "Then what is the relationship between the two of us now?" ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "It is better than buddy relationship, and more relaxed than couple space." ”

Isn't "......" Jienyima just naked and ambiguous? Don't do it!

"Nope." Shen Zilu firmly disagreed.

"What do you want?"

"It's either together or apart."

"Are you serious?"

When he asked, Shen Zilu remembered what he said just now.

'I listen carefully to every word you say'.

She immediately wilted, and she had no confidence to speak, "Although the two of us are not lovers, we like each other, I think people who like each other must have the most basic loyalty." ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "Yes." ”

"We must also be considerate of each other and tolerate each other."

"Of course."

"If you really meet someone you like, you must tell the other party, and you can't let the other party be in the dark and be a fool."

"No problem." He asked, "What more could you ask for?" ”

Shen Zilu thought for a while, "It's almost gone, but if I think of anything in the future, I have to add it." ”

"Okay."

While talking, the two came to the front of the girl's dormitory, and Guan Zhengxing handed her the shopping bag in his hand, "Go up." ”

Shen Zilu took it, but stood still.

"Let's go, I've got to catch the last bus."

Shen Zilu nodded, waving his hand reluctantly, "Bye-bye." ”

Guan Zhengxing lowered his chin a little, "You go in, I'll leave." ”

Shen Zilu turned around and walked into the dormitory, turning around in three steps, seeing Guan Zhengxing with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

It wasn't until her back disappeared around the corner of the stairs that Guan Zhengxing left.

As soon as Shen Zilu walked up to the jogging platform on the first floor, there was a strange emotion surging in her heart, and she took out her mobile phone to send a text message to Guan Zhengxing.

【I miss you】

On the campus path under the quiet night, the mobile phone beeped twice, Guan Zhengxing took it out to look at it, and looked back at the dormitory building.

【3rd Floor Corridor Balcony】

Shen Zilu didn't know why, but she still hurried upstairs as he said, and came to the balcony at the end of the third floor, where she looked down at the windowsill.

Under the street lamp, the person who left went and returned, he looked at her with one hand, and then, Shen Zilu couldn't forget what happened next in her life, Guan Xueba, who was cold in her mind, actually put her hands together and gave her a heart.

'Poof-' Shen Zilu laughed.

Guan Zhengxing took out his mobile phone again, lit up the screen, waved at her, and then recited aloud:

"You are dust and light, in every girl's youth and ignorant season, there is a person who is out of reach, they can be Jay Chou and Fang Wenshan, or Van Gogh and Theo, or you and me in the vast sea of people."

...... "Oh my God, this is the essay she wrote for the monthly exam."

"He doesn't like to talk, but he is proud, in the face of life changes, bravely fight against fate, he has excellent grades, is what everyone desires and can't reach, he is the brightest light in my heart."

"......" Shen Zilu looked at him with a hot face.

"He also has secrets that he doesn't want to tell, and he also has unknown pains, and he walked through the embarrassing night, and I suddenly found that in fact, he is as ordinary as a speck of dust in the universe."

Shen Zilu put her hands on her cheeks and looked at the people downstairs with a look.

"Heaven and earth are here, the sun and the moon are there, the mountains and rivers are there, we are still here, I wish you to become a light as you wish, and shine on my little dust."

Guan Zhengxing motioned for her to look at her phone, Shen Zilu took it out, and there was a line of words on the screen-

Like you are real.

Serious and cowardly, from the beginning to the end.

Shen Zilu input——

Like you are real.

It's true that there's no going back.