She disappeared, she actually disappeared? How could it be, how dare she?

The first time I heard the news, I thought that my father was lying to me, how could she disappear as a good person?

I found her parents and pressed her to ask about her whereabouts, and I thought she was just trying to hide from me, so I made up an excuse.

But her parents' reaction made my heart half cold. Her parents didn't say anything, they just led me out into the wilderness.

Under a mulberry tree, there is a dry skeleton, which is my lifelong faith!

Looking at the lonely tombstone, there were only three simple words on it, Hu Fangsha.

I was out of control, I was angry, I was angry at my belief in her, I was even more angry at the decisions I had made before, and at this moment, I still couldn't bear to be angry with her.

I can only blame myself for everything, and I will do it myself!

Hu Fangyao, I haven't taken my surname and named you, why did you leave?

I shut everyone out of the door, leaving me alone with a picture of her in my arms, in a daze in the dark room.

In her mind, she smiled, her expression when she was happy, her expression when she was sad, and even when she was angry, she liked to rub her hands, and this small action became extraordinarily clear!

I thought of what his parents said, she didn't want to marry me, so she ran away, and on the way away, there was a car accident and she was unrecognizable.

The moment she was hit, she was unhappy! Although she always said that she hated her own appearance, only I knew how much she cared about her appearance, and how much she loved beauty.

She looks like that in another world, she will be very distressed! Although you can change your appearance, you can deceive others, but you can't deceive yourself!

During the week in the room, I thought a lot, and I wondered if I was wrong, if it wasn't for me, she would be doing well by now! Be with the people you like, live the days you like, and do the things you like.

Every time I think about this, I can't help but feel heartache, looking at the starlight shining through the curtains, I am confused.

Remorse and loneliness weave a big net that envelops me tightly, and I can't escape, and I don't want to escape!

I want my parents and brothers to live a good life, I don't have to have much money, I just want to buy what I want!" I think whatever I like will be fine! I remembered what she said to me at the time, since it is her wish, help her make it happen!

For her phrase 'I want my parents and brother to have a good life', I asked my men to give his parents everything they wanted! I voluntarily carry their lives on my shoulders!

For her sentence, 'I think what I like will be good!' I resisted my desire to go to another world to find her, I was what she liked, and I comforted myself like this!

There will be no miracles in life, this is what she taught me with her practical actions after I met Hu Fangyao!

She used her life to tell me something I always knew, but I didn't want to believe, she never loved me!

What you can't get is always the best, this sentence may be true! However, she was the best for me, even if she got it!

It took me a month to calm my mind, and since then, I've become unsympathetic, and I know what they say about me in private, cold-blooded, ruthless, and brutal!

It doesn't matter, the people you care about are gone, what is the meaning of these false names.

I ended the so-called driver with thunder, and I was extremely cruel!

I protect her parents, her brothers, and everything she wants to protect, I help her protect it.

When I missed her, insomnia became a problem for me.

After she died, I couldn't sleep all night, and I had to rely on sleeping pills every day to sleep for three hours.

I often dream of her, who was very happy, with a faceless man, and they lived in a small courtyard where there was an oleander, which was growing beautifully.

She had changed, she had become more gentle, more pretty, and it was evident that the man had been very kind to her.

I'm happy for her, and without me, she's really better off! When I woke up, tears wet my pillow, and at such a moment, I really wanted to die like this, just die!

In the short decades of my life, sitting in front of her grave every day has become a habit of my life!

It's been thirty years, and I know that my body won't last long, and I gave the power in my hands to Si Shao, a child I adopted, who is talented and intelligent, just like her.

I can finally go to her, I don't know if she is still waiting on the bridge, next to the Sansheng Stone?

*

Xu Yan passed away, he never married anyone in his life, I know that he still can't let go of the daughter of the Hu family, Hu Fangyan, a girl I have hated for ten years.

My son should have been a dragon and phoenix among people, but because he knew her and liked her, all the disasters began!

Xu Yan began to change from a good student praised by everyone to a bully that everyone feared and hated.

His mind is on the daughter of the Hu family every day, and he has no intention of studying.

Xu Yan is the only child of my childhood sweetheart and my wife, after my wife died, he was everything to me, I was angry to see him become so depraved, but more helpless!

I know him, he is like a deceased wife, he has a stubborn personality, and he will not look back on what he recognizes, even if he hits the south wall and his head is bleeding, he will not look back.

I was anxious every day, I was really afraid that my own son would be ruined at the hands of a little girl.

However, I know that I can't interfere, at least on the surface, I can't interfere in this matter, otherwise maybe our father-son relationship will end here!

Every time I see my son following the little girl, I will frown tightly, but even so, I can't make a move, such a day is really difficult!

I pray in front of my wife's ranking every day, hoping that my wife can give my son a dream and make him repent, I don't know if my wife feels sorry for me, and finally let me wait for a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

I remember that that day was at night, and the Hu family and his wife came to me in a hurry, saying that my son had fallen off a cliff.

My first reaction was, no way, my son is so powerful, but looking at the way they say it, I am a little less convinced.

I called some villagers to follow the Hu family up the mountain, and along the path, in a pile of weeds under the cliff, I saw my dying son.

I could scarcely believe that this man covered in blood was the son of me who could attract a whole bunch of little girls with a single gesture.

I was angry, very angry, especially after knowing about my son who was being pushed by Hu Fang!

I resisted the idea of revenge and found a famous doctor to treat my son.

Three months later, Xu Yan finally woke up, but his next words made me feel like falling into an ice cave!

He said that he was going to go to the outside world for three years to work hard for the girl he liked, but did he think about me?

As a husband, I loved my deceased wife dearly, and as a father, I poured all my love into the son left behind by my deceased wife, and as a result, the result was ········

But I can't persuade it, I can't persuade it!

Xu Yan left, and when he left, he asked me to go to the Hu family to spread the word, I went, and after seeing the son of the Hu couple, I had an idea.

If I knew that this idea would cause my family to lose children and grandchildren, I would never implement it, but life is not a script, and mistakes can be repeated.

After I conveyed Xu Yan's words, I wanted to leave the Hu family directly, but after seeing Hu Fangyan's younger brother Hu Yuheng, I had a new idea.

I found Mr. and Mrs. Hu and gave them 30,000 yuan, which was all my savings at that time.

I told them to play a play with me, and I asked them to give half of the 30,000 to Hu Fangyan and persuade her to escape, and then I and the Hu family's parents played a scene where Hu Fangyan died in a car accident.

Of course, it didn't really kill her, it just made others think that the girl who died in a car accident was Hu Fangyan.

At that time, I was probably confused and forgot that our family was infatuated! Time will not wipe out our love for a person, just like I did to my deceased wife, Xu Yan to Hu Fangyan!

The daughter of the Hu family is also a stubborn person, no matter how the Hu family's parents persuaded her, she was unmoved at first, she was still waiting for my son to wake up and walk out of this small place with dignity.

But in three years, no matter how firm my belief is, it will collapse, and when my son's wedding date was approaching, the little girl of the Hu family finally couldn't hold on and fled.

Originally, I had already planned to accept her as the daughter-in-law of my Yuan family, but I didn't expect her to run away at such a time, and I can't tell you how I felt at the time.

There may be a blessing, but more than that, there is disappointment!

Today is the day Xu Yan came back, and the first thing he did when he got home was to ask me, how is the daughter of the Hu family, I didn't want to watch him continue to fall, so I lied.

Hearing the news of the death of the Hu family's daughter, Xu Yan fell into madness, and I felt very uncomfortable looking at him like this.

In the spirit of thinking that long-term pain is better than short-term pain, I finally continued to tell this lie.

I firmly believe that everything I did was right, I was for Xu Yan's good, but in the next ten years, watching Xu Yan live so tired, I was a little unfirm, was that decision really wrong?

Wrong, I really was wrong, time tells me that some feelings don't go away.

I began to silently look for the daughter of the Hu family in private, and I asked the Hu family and his wife countless times, but they insisted that in the past ten years, the daughter has not contacted them once.

I'm really tired, and I know that I'm so wrong, but Hu Fang's shaking of this girl is like evaporating from the world, I can't find it!

Sometimes, I think, the tombstone under the mulberry tree, the white bone buried, is it her? It's her! Otherwise, how can you not find it in this vast world?