In the dark night, Luo Xinran felt a sense of loss of being left out.

But she felt that she shouldn't complain about Cheng Xiao.

When they get married, they agree that although they are husband and wife, they don't need to have a substantive relationship.

Even their son, Cheng Xiaoan, who shares the same blood, was pregnant through IVF.

These are obviously agreed, and she agreed to his request, and she said it was good before getting the certificate.

But why, now that they even have a son, Luo Xinran has a great sense of loss?

On the other side of the night, Cheng Xiao looked in the direction of Luo Xinran.

In the spring, Luo Xinran was only covered with a thin blanket.

After she gave birth, she did not lose weight.

On the contrary, I used to be as thin as firewood, and it looked like I only had bones and no flesh, and I became fuller and more fleshy, but I didn't get fat at all, which was just right.

That kind of figure, under a thin blanket, looks delicate and perfectly curved.

A certain factor in Cheng Xiao's blood burned rapidly.

That kind of feeling, he had only had Su Xiaomi before, but he had always been a gentleman and never did anything to cross the line.

Cheng Xiao is thirty-six years old this Chinese New Year's Eve.

Speaking of which, it is the golden age of men.

But at the age of thirty-six, he has never lived that kind of life...... Oh, don't you think it's incredible?

Even Cheng Xiao himself laughed self-deprecatingly in his heart.

It used to be Su Xiaomi, who had no love for him.

Now, his sequelae have not been cured, his whole body is black and rough, and he touched his arm, which is as thick as a branch.

How can he deserve to have such a beautiful Luo Xinran?

Touching his arm as thick as a branch, the spark in Cheng Xiao's heart was extinguished little by little, and his body was only getting warmer little by little, but it was still a little unbearable.

He got up.

After Luo Xinran watched him get up, he asked in a low voice, "Cheng Xiao, where are you going?" ”

"Bathroom." Cheng Xiao took advantage of the faint light in the night and looked over, "You haven't slept yet?" ”

"Oh." Luo Xinran said, "I can't sleep. ”

"I'll go to the bathroom." Cheng Xiao said, heard her hum, and then left.

After entering, he took a cold shower and kept taking a shower for more than ten minutes before going out.

Luo Xinran sat up from the bed, and by the faint light of the night, she could see her straight hair draped smoothly and softly over her shoulders, and her clear eyes looked at him quietly.

It's beautiful.

"Sick to your stomach?" She asked.

Otherwise, how to go to the bathroom, it will take ten minutes to go, unless it is a stomach trouble.

Cheng Xiao didn't want Luo Xinran to know that he had gone in to take a cold shower, so he hummed lightly.

Luo Xinran believed it and actually got up to find medicine for his stomach.

Finally found medicine, she took the water cup and pills, sat on the edge of his bed, and handed it over, "Take some medicine, your stomach will be more comfortable after eating." ”

"No, you don't." Cheng Xiao rarely lied, "It should be fine tomorrow." ”

Luo Xinran was afraid that he would have a stomach upset in the middle of the night, so he persuaded, "I'm a doctor, listen to me." This medicine is very effective when eaten, and it is also good for the stomach. ”

She took the water and handed it over.

When she lowered her head, her long soft hair gently brushed in front of Cheng Xiao, and fell softly and softly on his ears.

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It's like something's been ignited.

Cheng Xiao lifted the quilt, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”

This time he went to the bathroom, and he took a cold shower for more than ten minutes before going out.

Yu Luo happily thought that he was having trouble with his stomach again, so he had to hand over the medicine and water cup, and persuaded him bitterly, "Cheng Xiao, you can take some medicine." ”

Cheng Xiao was afraid that she would get too close, and he couldn't bear it, so he stretched out his hand and pushed it.

With this push, water spilled on his quilt.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Luo Xinran kindly gave him medicine, but he was refused, and he felt very uncomfortable, which made his bed wet, and he blamed himself very much.

She didn't mean it, she hurriedly wiped him, but not only the quilt was wet, but the sheets were also wet, "What should I do, it's all wet......"

Cheng Xiao lifted the quilt.

Luo Xinran bit her lip and thought about it, and finally mustered up the courage to suggest, "Otherwise, you can sleep in my bed first tonight." I'll give you another dry tomorrow. ”

She just touched his ear and he couldn't resist.

If he had slept in another bed, he wouldn't have to sleep again tonight.

So, Cheng Xiao simply decisively refused, "Go to sleep, my stomach is fine." I went to sleep in the study next door. ”

I don't know why, Luo Xinran really hopes that Cheng Xiao will stay tonight.

But she was embarrassed to speak directly, so she had to make an excuse, "But when my parents saw you sleeping in the study, I thought the two of us had quarreled." ”

"No, it won't." Cheng Xiao said, "I'll come back early tomorrow morning, and they won't notice anything abnormal." ”

"Oh." Luo Xinran was a little lost, but didn't say anything more, "Then you go over and sleep." ”

"You're almost asleep too. Good night. ”

Cheng Xiao turned around, and after walking out, he gently covered the door.

The moment the crack in the door was completely closed, Luo Xinran's heart seemed to sink to the bottom of the icy lake, so cold, so cold.

Does he love her or not?

So they've been sleeping in separate rooms.

The only time we shared a bed was after she was pregnant, and at that time she was going to file for divorce.

I don't know if he slept next to her that night, whether he wanted to appease her emotions and prevent her from divorcing.

It's so lost!

After Cheng Xiao arrived at the study, he lay on the bed.

There was the moon by the window, and it was very round and bright.

His hands were on the outside of the quilt, and in the moonlight, which was as clear as frost, his skin became darker and darker, and it was thick and rough, and in some places it was dry and cracked, like thick bark.

No matter what medicine is used, this skin just can't go back to what it used to be.

No matter how you treat it, it's all in vain.

In the past two years, Ling Yiyang and Su Xiaomi have been contacting doctors at home and abroad, trying to find various solutions, but they have not improved.

Cheng Xiao felt that he was about to be cured.

But when I thought of Xinran and the child, I had hope to continue to govern.

It's not that he doesn't want to live like a normal couple with Xinran.

It's just that now he ......

This night, Cheng Xiao was afraid that he would not be able to get up tomorrow morning and be found by his parents, so he did not take sleeping pills again.

It is also strange that the only time he slept with Luo Xinran, smelling the sweet smell of the girl on her body, he didn't take sleeping pills, and he slept until he woke up naturally.

That was the only time I didn't have to take sleeping pills.

Up to now, more than a year has passed, and Cheng Xiao has not forgotten the feeling of having Luo Xinran by his side, it was a beautiful, quiet and warm night.