No.268 The Chosen One
The Li family villa spent an extremely strange time after the dinner that day, this weirdness can no longer be described in words, first of all, Jin Zheng also entered a state of being alone like Yuan Wentian, although there was nothing left on the data record, but no one had ever seen this girl at all, and she was always able to perfectly avoid everyone's activity time.
The second words are Lu Chixuan and Jin Zhien, but this is also expected by everyone, although it is not a sharp decline in the relationship, but it can be regarded as the impact of Jinzheng's words, these two people are deliberately keeping a distance from each other, which is very important for both parties, they must calm down, only when they are calm can they make the right decision.
They are calm and calm, but the people around them can't calm down, Lu Chixuan is okay here, because he has been busy with Jin Ji-eun's birthday, except for the time to enter information in the villa, he is basically running around choosing gifts and purchasing equipment for the venue, of course, this can be regarded as a way for Lu Chixuan to let himself relax.
This is something that can't be helped, maybe only when recalling the bits and pieces of their previous things can Lu Chixuan be able to be a little calmer, unlike in the past, now he sees the person he wants to see, but that person can't enlighten him like before.
This is the so-called untying the bell and replacing the bell, but the relationship between Lu Chixuan and Jin Zhien, who is the ringer, is a dead knot, Lu Chixuan has no one to ask for help, and the only way he knows the answer is to end everything now and return to that place, he wants to gamble, but he doesn't dare to bet, he gambles on the future of himself and Kim Ji-eun, he can't do this kind of thing.
It is impossible for the Lu family to give him any more chances, he has been willful for ten years, if he really treats the Lu family as a good stubble, I am afraid that he will have no use value, right? Of course, in addition to being used as a bargaining chip for political friendship, the same as Kim Ji-eun, isn't there a silly girl waiting for him in the Jixia School Palace?
However, now that he has met Kim Ji-eun, it means that the fate between them has not ended here, and instead of thinking about it here, it is better to think carefully about how to deal with the obstacles in front of them is the right way.
"Why do you have a fist? Double gold rings with twisted arms. Why is Tao diligent? Approximately a pair of silver. Why is it so small? Two pearls in the ear. Why knock knock? The sachet is tied behind the elbow. Why is it so broad? Double jump around the wrist. How do you get in love? The beautiful jade is adorned. Why is it a knot? Plain wisps with double needles. Why is it so close? The gold thin painting scratches the head. How to comfort and part? Tortoiseshell hairpin behind the ear. Why answer the joy? Plain three skirts. Why is there sorrow? White silk double midcoat. ”
Jian Shen looked at the format in front of him for gifts between men and women, and couldn't help but read softly, this is a poem written by Fanqin in the Eastern Han Dynasty of China, and Mei Dan also used this as a lyric when he was on the mountain, Jian Shen listened to it a lot and wrote it down, and now when he sees that Lu Chixuan's feelings have reached the point where they are indistinguishable from Mei Dan, it is useless to say anything.
I have heard that the feelings in this world are mostly fateful, Jian Shen has not experienced it, but he still has a trace of respect, and the matter between Mei Dan and Lu Chixuan has completely died in the past ten days.
"You know this poem?" Lu Chixuan raised his head, his eyes had long lost the sparkle of the sunset, life these days was like a torturous hell, Lu Chixuan originally thought that he could judge and examine his feelings for Kim Ji-eun, but the more he thought about it, the more afraid he became, this fear was not because he was unknown, but because he had understood the world, so he had a sense of doubt about everything in front of him now.
Is this Kim Ji-eun her? If it weren't for her, then why would I feel that way about her? But if it weren't for her, how would I explain this feeling?
Lu Chixuan couldn't tolerate that he would be contradictory in his firm feelings, but he also had to admit that his current problem, the current Kim Ji-eun was not the girl in his memory, and he uncontrollably transferred his original feelings for Kim Ji-eun to the girl named Jinzheng.
Yes, it was only now that Lu Chixuan understood why he was so angry in the first place, he was not angry with Jinzheng, but angry with himself, he felt as if he had changed his mind, which is an unforgivable thing for Lu Chixuan who has been looking for ten years, and from a certain point of view, this can be regarded as a kind of spiritual cleanliness, right?
"I've heard Medan sing this before, so I'll remember it, seeing how many things you buy, it's like counting to see how many ...... there are," Jian Shen nodded and explained.
"Ridiculous, right? I bought so many things, but I couldn't do what I wanted to do in the poem, 'meet Chengqingchen', and finally end up with a 'tears like a thread'. Lu Chixuan's hand slowly swept through the gift, smiled bitterly, and pinched, as if pinching his own heart that trembled slightly because of pain.
Medically speaking, it's a muscle that doesn't feel, isn't it? But what is this feeling? Ten years ago, I still can't escape it.
"Nope." Jian Shen shook his head, "Actually, I hope that Mei Dan can become what you are now, you have changed a little, but she has not changed at all, she is either singing or in a daze every day...... I haven't experienced anything from you, and I don't know anything about it, but it's better to have a change than not to have changed. ”
"But this change is not what I want." Lu Chixuan lowered his head and supported his head with the arms that supported his legs, "I am really disgusted with this look. ”
"What do you mean that makes you evil? What are you changing now? Is there anything wrong with you just dividing the amount of your feelings that have not changed to a girl you are not sure of your identity and a girl you have just met? Jian Shen asked, "Isn't this relationship between you liking them the same as the relationship you liked for that girl in the first place?" ”
"Do you think this relationship is dirty? Do you think your relationship when you were young was dirty? ”
"No, you're just too demanding of yourself, there are tens of billions of people in this world, not everyone is destined to be a match made in heaven, fate is a wonderful thing, there are many people who are destined for you, but you didn't give them that one, and now you are facing at least two or three girls who are about the same fate as you, and the gap between them is just the time gap with you."
"In this world, feelings do not come first, some are only the last...... What comes together is called successful love, and what doesn't come together is called a lost relationship, right? ”
"You have succumbed to talent in the school palace." Although Lu Chixuan was not inspired by Jian Shen's words, it was always good to be able to hear such words in this situation.
"I used to want to persuade Mei Dan, but I didn't have a chance, if I opened my mouth, I won't leave the door for me in the future, there are few things to play in the mountains, but it's fun to listen to the play." Jian Shen didn't think much about it, and simply said it and stopped.
She ...... I still don't ask, I will have a chance to go back and see it in the future, it will not be too far. Lu Chixuan smiled, the whole person seemed to be relaxed at this moment, he himself had long known that his time was running out, and it was Kim Ji-eun's birthday in a few days, and that was his last chance.
"With so much preparation, even steel will be melted by your love, right?" Jian Shen picked it up and put it down.
"Who knows? How much? Lu Chixuan looked at it and shook his head, "In the past, I used to have a lot of things that I thought could be given out and given away, maybe in your eyes it was very precious, but it was also a matter of words to me." Later, I walked around and looked around and knew that things were really not cheap, but now I take a good look and that's it. ”
"I don't understand." What Jian Shen held in his hand was a pair of hollow gold bracelets, which were already fine in terms of craftsmanship alone.
"Let's put it this way, if I like you, whatever you want her is precious to him, the value of this item doesn't matter to her or you, what is important, the value you pay for this thing." Lu Chixuan took the bracelet from Jian Shen's hand, "This kind of thing, it's a bit embarrassing to give it away, he doesn't lack it, and I have a lot of it at home, and there are countless better than this craftsmanship." ”
"But you gave up."
"Yes, I gave up the good ones and chose a not so good one for her, but this is more precious than the good one I chose, because this is already the best thing I can give, feelings are such things, if it is consensual, then it is called giving, if it is unrequited love......" Lu Chixuan did not continue.
"The man is called licking the dog, and the woman is faint." Jian Shen smiled slightly. "Good news for you."
"What?" Looking at Jian Shen who stood up, Lu Chixuan looked sideways at him.
"It's almost time for us to go back, things for the Li family are much smoother than expected, this game has been almost done, so there is nothing for us to do, haven't you always worried about us? Now we're going back. Jian Shen explained.
"Didn't the Li family have an engagement banquet? You don't participate? Lu Chixuan frowned, how could this so-called good news feel like a storm was coming if you tasted it carefully at this moment?
"That's Li Xiaoan and Song Lanxi's matter, it doesn't have much to do with us, our gift has already been given, and it's a variable for us to stay here, you know?" The long sword in Jian Shen's arms snapped lightly three or two times before it was completely quiet, like a lion tiger preparing to eat people.
"You ......" Lu Chixuan wanted to speak and stopped.
"It's still a bit of a privilege, isn't it?" Jian Shen smiled, unimpressed by what Lu Chixuan didn't say, "Wu Chen knows about you, it's okay over there, I've arranged it." ”
"Thank you." Lu Chixuan nodded.
"Don't thank you, if you really want to thank me, you might as well go back and take over the Lu family, to be honest, I don't like your brother, there is an indescribable taste in his bones." Jian Shen waved his hand, at this time, the people in the Jixia School Palace can basically take out the master fan that they have cultivated since childhood.
"Why is it so easy for you to think about everything?" Lu Chixuan rolled his eyes.
"Because you are the chosen one, there are not many people in this world who are qualified to sit in that position, but you are definitely one, I, no." Jian Shen put his arm into his sleeve, don't say it, it really has a bit of an immortal atmosphere.
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