When Lu Chixuan woke up, it was in the middle of the night, and the surroundings were extremely quiet, because it was a cold winter wax moon, and he couldn't even hear one or two insect chirps, and Lu Chixuan who woke up at this time was not much stronger than when he woke up on the plane, and at this time, his mind and surroundings were in pain.

Lu Chixuan moved his body and wanted to get out of bed, but the damage to his body did not allow him to make such an action, so Lu Chixuan, who had not moved much distance at all, was now sweating profusely, he used to be a grandmaster, but now he is not, without the physique of the grandmaster and the aura of heaven and earth to maintain him, he is even more fragile than ordinary people at this time.

"Where do you want to go?" Just when Lu Chixuan got up, a hand as thin as a withered branch pressed his shoulder, the owner of this hand did not have much strength, but Lu Chixuan was too weak at this time, so there was no suspense at all, and Lu Chixuan was directly pressed back.

Lu Chixuan did not resist, he knew his current physical condition very well, if it was ten years ago, he would have been sure to fight here, but at this time, forget it, it is not a matter of guts, but a question of whether he has self-knowledge.

Lu Chixuan didn't speak, so the old man dragged a chair from the side, and when he sat down, he waved his hand casually, and the lights in the room became much brighter.

As expected, there is definitely not only the old man waiting for him to wake up here, this is the Huaxia Lu family, at the foot of the imperial city, it is not a hundred years ago in the era of national martyrdom, the development of Huaxia Kyoto is already at the forefront of the world, even the capital of Saikerui Tur can be as late as day at night, how can this city sleep quietly?

"You are still the same temperament as before, since you left home, it has been ten years now, are you still playing like that?" The old man sat on the chair, looking at Lu Chixuan's eyes without a trace of superfluous emotion, he could not be called old and kind, nor majestic and rigid.

"It's not so much that I'm not changing, but that in your eyes, can we not be children?" Lu Chixuan couldn't move, but the battle on the lips didn't take much effort, everyone knew each other, and there was no need to hide it in communication, and this feeling was a little forgotten.

"Children are children because they have seen too little, and you have seen enough, but you are still a child, and if you don't want to be called a child by me, you should have sat in that position ten years ago, and you would not have been a child at that time." The old man replied with his eyes closed, he didn't care too much about what the child lying on the bed in front of him thought, since he was lying here, there would be nothing worse than death.

"Sitting in that position is not a child? So your positioning of children is really great, people who are obviously children are not called children, and people who are not children are children all their lives. Lu Chixuan lay flat and looked at the ceiling, he didn't care what the other party thought when he heard these words, just as the other party didn't care about his thoughts at all.

My current state can only be said to be a little better than death.

"You have a lot of grievances." The old man commented.

"Isn't it possible?" Lu Chixuan answered.

"Nope." The old man seemed to be on the same page as Lu Chixuan, "It's not that we haven't given you a chance, it's just that you haven't caught it, just like ten years ago, you didn't catch it and separated from him for ten years, this is the price you paid, and now, the result of your failure to seize it is that the family will never give you such a child a chance again." ”

The old man was ruthless, and it was over by sprinkling salt on Lu Chixuan's wounds, to be honest, if this conversation between them was placed outside, it would be hard to believe that the old lady of the Lu family would talk to people like this, even if it was Lu Chixuan, he was now in the case of being abolished.

"There's no reason for me to ask others to bear my grievances, isn't that the reason?" The old lady continued, "Do you think everyone has a choice? Can I choose whether I want to be a parent or not? No, only you have this opportunity, but you yourself gave up, for a girl you can't get even if you give up everything. ”

"Do I have to be grateful to you for giving me a choice?" There was anger in Lu Chixuan's tone that couldn't be hidden, "Don't think I don't know anything. ”

"What do you know, you can talk about it, you used to have no worries, but now you have nothing, what are you afraid of?" The old lady opened his eyes and looked at Lu Chixuan, who was lying motionless on the bed, "You don't have any worries, I don't have any worries, whether you want to ask or not, as a child, stay at home well, you have walked enough places in the past ten years, and I still haven't seen you grow up." ”

"If your so-called growing up is the kind of life that is bound by people for the rest of your life, I would rather be a child forever." Lu Chixuan still refused to let go, if he did, he wouldn't be Lu Chixuan.

"That's your choice, if you can choose." The old lady didn't mind Lu Chixuan's attitude, not so much that he didn't mind, but even that he was used to it, this kind of Lu Chixuan gave him a familiar feeling, and he had no chance to return to his previous realm.

Lu Chixuan didn't speak, he once had the opportunity to choose because he had the strength to escape from the Lu family, in the past ten years, he has always been very clear that he will never be able to return to this place, because he will have no choice when he comes back.

But in the end, I still lie on the bed here, so embarrassed.

"If you don't speak, are you hungry? Also, you didn't know how many days you slept in Saikerui, and you slept for so long after returning home, and it was a miracle that you were alive as an ordinary person. The old lady seemed to wake up after taking a nap just now, looking at Lu Chixuan who didn't speak, the old lady rarely talked to Lu Chixuan like a kind elder, but Lu Chixuan didn't plan to answer.

Although he woke up, he was still very confused, not because of the anesthetic, even the high dose of anesthetic in the Lu family these days was enough to clean up.

What made him unacceptable was this ending.

Lu Chixuan still can't forget the face of Kim Ji-eun that he saw that night distorted because of pain, even in the dark night, Lu Chixuan can't forget the painful and angry face that was pointed at him with a gun under the moonlight.

How many times did he make her cry?

Lu Chixuan didn't know, the things in his memory were a little blurry, but he remembered it desperately, he swore that when he met this girl again in the future, he would never make a similar mistake again, every time, he remembered it very clearly, and the memory of the management was obviously blurred.

However, this time he remembered it so clearly, but Lu Chixuan hoped that he could completely forget it in the anesthetic, whether it was the result of that night, or what Kim Ji-eun did to what he said, or the tears that flashed on her painful expression, Lu Chixuan just wanted to forget it completely.

But he couldn't.

Lu Chixuan was not heartbroken at this time, because his beating heart was like a dead thing, unless he pressed his palm on it for a long time to observe the faint beating, Lu Chixuan even wondered if Kim Ji-eun's shot hit his heart at the beginning, and the reason why he is alive now is because he changed a heart that was already dead.

In this way, it also explains why I don't feel anything, how can a dead heart feel, how can I feel?

"You killed...... Uncle Anlu! ”

Lu Chixuan had been having nightmares when he was forcibly hypnotized by anesthetics, and the nightmare he had the most was no longer the scene when he forcibly entered the realm of the grandmaster, but it was still a scene when he was one step too late and failed to retain Kim Ji-eun.

Rather, he saw Kim Ji-eun, trembling with a gun pointed at him, with tears in his eyes, the hysteria when pain and anger were intertwined.

He killed the man named An Lu, who was very important to Kim Ji Eun, like a father, and he ...... No, that's not right......

Lu Chixuan sat up suddenly, obviously it was still so difficult for him to get up before, but at this time, he sat up violently when his whole body was like thunder and fire, and he was shocked by the sweat.

Wrong...... Wrong...... None of this is right, I didn't kill the man named An Lu at the beginning, I did take a pistol from him, but ...... He was killed by himself!

There's something wrong with that gun! It was a model he hadn't seen before, but he seemed to shoot bullets at the shooter from behind!

"Do you have any taboos or special food you want to eat, among the dishes I just mentioned." The old lady looked at Lu Chixuan, who suddenly sat up, and said lightly, "I'm old, I can't remember too many things." ”

Lu Chixuan turned his head to look at the old lady, indeed, I haven't seen him for ten years, although the old lady is more majestic, but this old state is also visible to the naked eye, this sentence, when he turned his head, there was a faint sense of sadness.

The things of the world, sighing red face, white hair, red lips, and long-sad heroes are not chilling.

"There's nothing taboo, after staying outside for a long time, I realized how good the food used to be, and I can eat three bowls of rice on this side, let alone be picky." Lu Chixuan moved his body and leaned on the bed, turned his head in another direction to look at the moon and snow outside the window, and even so, he still answered the old lady's question.

"I thought you had walked in vain in the past ten years, but now it seems that you have grown somewhat." The old lady nodded, but this sentence was not a compliment, the old lady was an old man who had come over from the national mourning, and he had seen much more of the world than Lu Chixuan, he just simply recognized Lu Chixuan's consciousness in this life.

"Don't ...... Strawberries, whether they are side dishes or staple food, don't stick to that taste......" Before the old lady's words were finished, Lu Chixuan's request was put forward, as if he was deliberately against the old lady.

"Yes."

About half an hour later, the dishes ordered by the old lady were served by the young girl who was responsible for taking care of the diet at home, and the last dish was brought up by Mo Jiu, the girl in a suit who was taking care of Lu Chixuan on the plane, but Mo Jiubin was not wearing a suit at this time, but a thickened cheongsam with the style of the Republic of China, dignified and elegant, adding a different style to this cold girl.

"I've seen the old lady." Mo Jiu bowed to the old lady, and then placed the pot of chicken soup in his hand on the prepared table.

"Mo Jiu, long time no see." Lu Chixuan smiled, Mo Jiu also nodded, and after she put down the jar, she filled Lu Chixuan with a bowl.

"It's good that I'll come by myself, and I still have the strength to eat." Lu Chixuan took the chicken soup from Mo Jiu's hand and said with a smile, "I haven't seen you for many years, it's good-looking, and some of it can't be recognized." ”

"If you look good, take a look, anyway, you have time, and the people who have changed are not only Mo Jiu under the mountain, there are still people waiting for you on the mountain, so after resting, take Mo Jiu up the mountain to have a look." The old lady stood up, and after refusing Mo Jiu's support, he glanced at Lu Chixuan again before leaving.

"Whatever you thought of before, I can tell you clearly, impossible, you now, there is no possibility, neither that girl nor the poison in your body will give you any chance."

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