26. Fearless failure

Lu Xiang stopped Jiang Jiang in time, turned his head to look at her, and didn't know what kind of mood he should be in when facing her. Guilt, self-blame, sadness, sadness, these are all suppressed in his heart.

Although he was a head taller than himself, he still reached out and touched his hair; "Your hair is messed up and you're sweating so much, let's find a cool place to sit for a while."

The two of them walked to a park and sat on a bench, Jiang Jiang sat down, and Lu Xiang told him to sit here for a while and not move.

Lu Xiang just left, but happened to run into Jiang Elegy, Jiang Jiang didn't say a word, she sat next to Jiang Jiang, wanted to blend in with him, get close to him, get close to him, and want to bring him the memories of the past, in fact, Jiang Elegy is not wrong, her choice, 90% of people will be the same, of course, Jiang Jiang does not want to recall those days, stand up, think about coming in the opposite direction and leave, Jiang Elegy looked at his back as he drifted away, but he didn't know what to say, didn't do to stay, watched him slowly go away, maybe everyone will eventually experience choices and differences, It's just now, although it will be a little early, but it does make a choice, perhaps, there is still a chance, Jiang Elegy also left, and walked back.

Lu Xiang rushed back panting, the two glasses of juice with ice in her hand seemed a little redundant, there was no one in front of her, the boy on the bench who was like a dream was not there, maybe she thought about it too much, maybe she thought about his departure again, which made her heart beat faster, if it was right, from the first time she saw him again, she had an inexplicable sense of familiarity with him, and then later, she really liked this boy, yes, although he didn't like to laugh, he still smiled in front of relatives and friends, Giving people warmth, he has blood and tears, fighting the court, and blaming himself after losing, which makes Lu Xiang like this boy more firmly, but she can't understand from beginning to end, why Jiang Jiang left that day, the misunderstanding between them, no one to say, no one to ask, and of course no one to explain.

Jiang Jiang went to the dark on such a road, the road was full of traffic, passers-by passed by him, he was listless, Jiang Zhixia called him, let the mobile phone ringtone continue to vibrate, he didn't feel it at all, the experimental middle school got the match point, and he once swore that he said; "Carry Qingzhong into the finals." He didn't think that he would lose because of himself, but also because he had the opportunity to bury the good game of getting the match point with his own hands.

Lu Xiang returned the same way and ran into Lin Lang and Jiang Zhixia, and the two found that Lu Xiang's expression was not right, and Jiang Jiang was not with Lu Xiang, so he asked; "What about Jiang Jiang? What's wrong? ”

"What can he do? Left. Lu Xiang replied expressionlessly.

Jiang Zhixia continued to ask; "Left? What do you mean? And what do you mean by that? Did he lose his temper with you? ”

When Lin Lang heard Jiang Zhixia finish speaking, his anger instantly came up, and his combat power increased to full; "What the hell is going on? If Jiang Jiang really bullied you, you couldn't spare him. ”

Lu Xiang smiled politely and replied to Lin Lang; "I told him to sit on a park bench, and he was probably too uncomfortable, so he left on his own."

After Jiang Zhixia listened, he frowned and kept calling Jiang Jiang, but it was still useless, and he didn't answer at all.

Lu Xiang suddenly asked again; "Nothing will happen to him, will he?"

Jiang Zhixia replied with a smile, as if telling Lu Xiang not to worry; "It's okay, if he's usually in a very uncomfortable mood, he'll hide himself and cut off all contact, but he should go to the bar."

Lin Lang asked; "Do you want to go to him?"

"I don't know, let's go find it, I can't persuade it to come back, don't go, there will be a game tomorrow, which will make the coach and players very uncomfortable."

Lu Xiang looked up at the sky, she thought that there were stars in the sky, but Lin Lang said that there was no half star in the whole sky except for the moon where it was lonely.

Lin Lang said to Lu Xiang and Jiang Zhixia; "Go find him, according to Zhixia, you may go there, go find it all again."

The four of them walked around the street, Jiang Zhixia took the two of them to the bar that Jiang Jiang frequented the most, although he didn't drink often, but every time he was uncomfortable, he would definitely come here; "Insomnia."

"Alright, this is it, let's go inside!" Jiang Zhixia is like a big brother, with two girls next to him, and she is very beautiful.

The security guard standing at the door asked the three for their ID cards; "Hello, I need to show your ID."

Jiang Zhixia walked into the security guard's ear and whispered; "You know me, don't you? Jiang Jiang, don't you know yet? We come here a lot, you don't have to worry, we'll come out in five minutes and find someone. ”

This can make the security guard embarrassed, the two people are frequent visitors, and the two girls are minors, although they will be adults next year, but it is still difficult to choose, the security guard thought about it, because it was the reason for finding someone, and it was also for Jiang Zhixia's face, so the three of them went in.

The three of them acted separately, and in the end they didn't even notice the back similar to Jiang Jiang, and the security guard watched the three people walk out in less than five minutes, wanting to say something; "That, Jiang Zhixia, right?"

"What's wrong? It's me. Jiang Zhixia heard the call of the security guard and turned his head to say hello.

"You're looking for Jiang Jiang, right?" The security guard asked.

"Yes, did you see him?" Jiang Zhixia was eager to know the answer.

"He just came here and stopped at the door for a while, and when I asked him if he wanted to go in, he just stood at the door and didn't speak, and that was the first time he didn't answer me, and I thought he might not be in a good mood, and then he didn't go in, so he went over there." The security guard pointed one and told the three.

Jiang Zhixia hurriedly thanked him, and the three of them ran in that direction, running in the direction of Jiang Jiang.

Maybe that's a friend, when you are the most sad, try your best to help you, when you are the saddest, try your best to comfort you, when you are in pain, they will always run to you, let you regain faith in the light, and run in the direction of Jiang Jiang.

Jiang Jiang walked through the streets like a walking corpse, drooping his head, lifeless, where is the expression of a nineteen-year-old high school student, nineteen-year-old should be more mature, but how can he really endure it.

The three of them ran all the way, and finally saw Jiang Jiang in front, Lin Lang chased over and grabbed Jiang Jiang's back, Jiang Zhixia put his hand on Jiang Jiang's shoulder, Lu Xiang just walked over slowly, he turned around, and let Lu Xiang fall again, how can this boy be so good-looking, obviously handsome face added a little sadness, and a world-weary face perfectly blended in his expression, which made people feel excited and misunderstood. Lu Xiang cried, she didn't know why she was crying, she just saw Jiang Jiang's uncomfortable appearance, she couldn't bear it, obviously Jiang Jiang's departure just now was already very uncomfortable for her, but now she saw him crying again.

Tonight's street lights are getting brighter and darker, Lin Lang ran to Lu Xiang again, gently wiped away her tears, and asked softly; "What's wrong? My Xiang, don't cry, what's wrong with you? ”

Lu Xiang forcibly squeezed out a smile from his crying expression; "I didn't cry, I was just a little happy to see Jiang Jiang."

Lin Lang was a little puzzled, but he still put his mind at ease; "He's right in front, do you want to walk over there?"

Lu Xiang didn't speak, shook his head, and stood in place.

Jiang Jiang saw Lu Xiang crying, his brain was empty, and he stopped in place, and the four of them stopped for a while, not knowing what to do, Jiang Jiang pursed his lips and walked towards Lu Xiang step by step, and then no one mentioned why Jiang Jiang left the park that day, because Lu Xiang never asked again, she only remembered that Jiang Jiang would still leave.

Jiang Jiang walked over, holding a tired voice; "What's wrong? Why are you still crying? You see I'm so uncomfortable, don't be sad too, what's going on to make you cry, tell me. ”

Lu Xiang just felt very tired and tired, no matter what happened, she turned her head away, walked in the direction of home, turned her head and said to him; "I'll be on time tomorrow."

After Jiang Jiang heard that sentence, his mood fluctuated greatly.

Jiang Zhixia and Lin Lang didn't comfort much, Lin Lang turned his head and went home with Lu Xiang, Jiang Zhixia and Jiang Jiang walked back together.

At eight o'clock in the morning, the sun was shining, it was a sunny day, no wind, very warm, making everything so comfortable.

Jiang Zhixia called Jiang Jiang early; "What are you doing? I still sleep at eight o'clock, go to training, and I'll be a caddy for you today, big brother. ”

Jiang Jiang was in a state like he had not slept all night, exercised lazily, had breakfast, and went to the court.

"Hello, hello?" Jiang Zhixia suddenly received a phone call.

"Hello, you should be able to hear my voice!"

"Well, you can hear it, is there a job?" Jiang Zhixia asked.

"By the way, when did you have time lately?"

Jiang Zhixia thought about it carefully; "Three days later."

"Okay, then we'll see you in three days."

"Okay." Jiang Zhixia hung up the phone.

Jiang Jiang's three-point shot entered the frame, and there was applause next to him, the coach and Chang Cheng walked over, and Chang Cheng smiled at him; "In the last game, you don't have to blame yourself, I lost two three-pointers, Ning Zixin made four mistakes, Yang Ge made three mistakes, Yang Qi only scored 9 points, you see, we all made mistakes, it's not because of you that we lost, yesterday, if you lose, you lost, there's nothing to argue about, your original words, don't feel guilty, get to the right place to redeem yourself."

The coach walked over and patted Jiang Jiang on the back; "You are the second such talented player after I have met Yang Qi, I don't treat you as a player, I treat you all as children, yesterday's game, there may be a lot of regrets, self-blame, sadness, but that is your life, your youth sweat, tears, are there, these are what you must experience in your life, so, even if we lose this afternoon, it doesn't matter, but fight again next year, and it's not that you will die if you lose, I don't want you to give up your spirit because of this broken game, Your hard work, and your unique self-confidence, this is you, Jiang Jiang, this is your life, prudent. ”

Jiang Jiang turned his head and smiled, looked at Jiang Zhixia standing on the edge of the court, lowered his head and smiled to himself, took a long breath, looked up, looked at the basket, and prepared to throw the ball and shoot.