Chapter 223: The Desire for Life

As expected, Shen Fengning received a lawyer's letter two days later. Yan Junhai identified her again, and this time the recognition was much more detailed than the previous one. She's really in trouble, and may soon meet him inside.

"No! No way! I can't let that happen. ”

Shen Fengning was already extremely anxious at this time, but after escaping death so many times, she still felt that there was still hope. The first hope she could think of was to go and talk to Yan Junhai. After all, this time it wasn't what she wanted, and he must be able to understand that. He must have lost his mind to do this, and it would be good to wait until he regained his senses.

Shen Fengning comforted herself in this way, but the moment she saw Yan Junhai, she understood how much hope she had.

Yan Junhai now looked like he wanted to eat her, his eyes were glowing blood-red, like a person who never slept. Shen Fengning was already panicking, but she still tried her best to stay calm. She had to talk to him, yes, she had to do that.

"Yan Junhai, can you listen to me explain to you?"

Shen Fengning asked tentatively. She is still speaking as politely as possible now, Yan Junhai looks like he is being stimulated a little, and he is about to explode.

"Well, you say."

Yan Junhai was surprisingly calm, he seemed to be waiting for Shen Fengning to say something. Shen Fengning only felt creepy, and his appearance was more terrifying than being angry.

Shen Fengning swallowed his saliva, sorted out his thoughts in his mind, and began to explain all this clearly.

"First of all, Yan Junhai, I can't be blamed for this incident, you have to know that I don't want such a thing to happen the most. You also proposed to send the old man back in the first place, and it was also to protect her safety, but you could have imagined that such a thing would happen. ”

Shen Feng Ningxiaozhi said such a call with emotion and reason, and she carefully observed Yan Junhai's reaction, for fear of missing the slightest. But what made her feel very helpless was that Yan Junhai didn't react to this at all, just sat there in a daze.

Shen Fengning guessed that maybe what she said wasn't enough, so she continued.

"Yan Junhai, your mother is gone. But if you think about it, what would your mother most like to see there? Would she want her only son to face the death penalty? Or does she want you to come out of it as soon as possible and live a happy life? ”

Shen Fengning seemed to be persuading, but in fact, she was also threatening Yan Junhai, hoping that he could calmly distinguish the pros and cons and not be emotional. If he insists on going his own way, she will also reveal all the evidence in her hands. When the time comes, he will face the threat of the death penalty. Shen Fengning really hoped that he could think about it.

Yan Junhai finally reacted at this time, he looked at Shen Fengning with cold eyes, and then giggled.

"Shen Fengning, I thought you were going to tell me something? I didn't expect it to be now, and you'll only be like that! ”

After speaking, Yan Junhai laughed out loud again, this laugh was in Shen Fengning's ears, it was a mockery of her, which was very harsh.

"Yan Junhai, am I not right? Do you have to die with me like this? ”

Shen Fengning asked repeatedly. But she must stay calm, Yan Junhai has already lost her mind in the first place, she must keep her sanity before she can bring him back.

"Shen Fengning, then why don't you want to think about it? None of this would have happened without you. ”

Yan Junhai finally said such a sentence, and Shen Fengning understood that this was probably the truest thought in his heart.

"Yan Junhai, then why don't you think about yourself? If you didn't want to drag me into the water in the first place, why should I threaten you with your mother? ”

Shen Fengning was also not to be outdone, this incident was clearly caused by them, and no one could blame anyone. She hoped that Yan Junhai would recognize all this and accept it calmly.

But Yan Junhai's next move was even more bizarre, his hair had grown a lot now, and he could almost cover his entire face. He first lowered his head, so that people couldn't see his expression clearly, and then immediately raised his head, and his strange expression directly startled Shen Fengning.

"Shen Fengning, what are you thinking? I mean...... If you hadn't approached me in the first place, how would I have gotten to where I am today? ”

Yan Junhai had already traced it back to the source of all this, and he had long felt that it was strange. That's right, Shen Fengning approached him with a purpose from the beginning, and she couldn't deny this.

Shen Fengning also felt that she had nothing to say at this time, that's right, she just used him. But what's the point of discussing who's right and who's wrong here? What about moral condemnation? All they should care about is the real relationship of interest.

"Enough! Yan Junhai: I don't want to argue with you here about who is right and who is wrong. You can think clearly, you may not succeed in identifying me, and you will definitely face the death penalty. Even if I succeeded, I would just go to jail. So whether it's worth it or not, you can weigh it yourself, and you'd better think it through before giving me an answer. ”

There was only so much Shen Fengning could say, she only hoped that these last words would make him wake up. She doesn't know what to do now, but she can't lose at all. Once she loses in momentum, then she has nothing left at all.

Yan Junhai was silent for a while, and then sneered again.

"Shen Fengning, you are wrong after all. Do you think I still care about this life? I deserve at least 10 years in prison, what do you think I'll have left after 10 years? There's nothing left! Do you understand? What does it mean to have nothing? I'm back to square one, so what do I want to do with it? It's better to have the results in it. ”

This is indeed something that Shen Fengning did not expect, what she thought was that everyone should be afraid of death, and they would seize a glimmer of life to survive. But now Yan Junhai and Shen Fengning also believe it. He may not even have the last bit of desire to survive, which is why he wants to die with her.

"Yan Junhai, don't make a conclusion like this first. If you can figure it out, I'll arrange everything for you when you come out. ”

Shen Fengning found the right direction again, she had to arouse her desire to survive. Or you can give him some more time, and when she really calms down, she will understand the preciousness of life again.

When Shen Fengning came out of it, she felt like she was in a different world. Everyone was getting too fast, including herself, and she had to do her best to get used to it.