I swore that no matter what, I would save her and never let her stay in this painting forever.

I began to look for a way, looking through every ancient book I could find to save her, as long as I could get her out of the sea of suffering, what was it to go up the sword mountain and down the sea of fire? However, reality ruthlessly shattered my hopes again and again!

Since I was a child, I was held up to the sky by those spirit people, and I completely fell to the bottom.

Even Youyou told me more than once: "Shu An, she has been burned by evil fire, and she has no body, so she can't come back!" ”

I know, I can't come back, but at least let me find a way to help her get over, right?

I could feel the pain of her being burned by the fire at every moment, and although I couldn't see her, I could hear her crying in the painting.

He hadn't been back for three months, and if it weren't for the fact that I had been lost several times, he wouldn't have come back, but as soon as he came back, he and his father quarreled in the study, and I knew that they were about the Soul Destroyer.

After finding some clues about the Soul Destroyer, he hoped that his father could help, but his father refused and told him not to intervene.

In the end, he said that he didn't want to stay at home, and he felt that his father was hiding something from everyone.

Because he is the eldest son, his father has been more inclined since he was a child, but in the past six months or so, my father and Tilt have met because of these things in dispute, and I know the content of their dispute, but I don't have the heart to care.

Father has always been the core of the family, from childhood to adulthood we all regard him as our hero and benchmark, rarely refute him, he doesn't like others to disobey his will, so a lot of Tilt's behavior, so my father is a headache, he has expressed many times, the attitude of disappointment to Tilt, or because Wan Ning died, my father has been more concerned about me recently, and intends to let me contact the business outside the family, I didn't answer, Tilt is the eldest son of the family, I am a brother with him, I have no intention of competing with him for the status of the family.

So in order to dispel my father's thoughts, I left Fushima Island with Tilt and went to S City.

On the other hand, I took Wanning with me and continued to look for ways to help her get out.

And the dream that disturbed me still appears, and it has long been a part of my life.

The last time I saw him, he said that he was going to a small town to find a wizard, I only heard that the wizard's surname was official, and later, he suddenly called me and told me that he knew something related to my dream, this matter is very important, in order to listen to him face to face, I rushed to City C overnight, but I couldn't see him alive!

I will always remember the scene I saw when I arrived at the place where I had made an appointment with him, ---- Tilt was being devoured, he was nailed to the ceiling, and the person who fled in a panic was our father!

I wanted to save Dump back, but his soul was scattered, and finally the dead grandfather appeared, used his ability to collect the scattered soul, and put it in my body, waiting to be condensed.

Grandpa passed away many years ago, but after he died, he never left, staying by my side and tilting to protect us, but I can't see him, I just know that he has always been by our side.

After this night, I lost my tilt and I lost our father.

That man is the murderer of Tilt to me, and I don't know how to face him anymore!

But if I am his son, how can I be his son?

I didn't want to accept this fact, and for a time I was depressed in a dark room, and I didn't even attend the funeral.

Why should I go to the murderer's funeral?

Drinking, lethargy, drinking, lethargy...... It's basically all the things I do every day, and I know I can't continue to be decadent like this.

Growing up, I have experienced too many deaths, and I have long understood that the living have an obligation to do something for the dead.

I began to investigate the reason for the murder of Dump, and in the end, I was right, my father really had something to do with the Soul Destroying Gate!

He told me not to believe him!

But even Tan himself didn't expect that his father would kill him, and he did it in the way of soul devouring.

Soul Eater is to make a person disappear forever!

Because I didn't go back to Fushima, my father began to send people to call me back, and I thought I should go back again, but I never imagined that the father who killed his own son would take the initiative to admit his crime, but the angry thing is that he didn't feel any guilt.

He even told me in a high-sounding manner that he had to do all this because he had to suffer!

Later I learned that his so-called distress was because of my dream, the dream about the altar.

He thought that the dream belonged to the bundle, and decided that the person who possessed the dream was a hopeless reincarnation of a demigod, and as long as he obtained the soul of that clone, he could strengthen himself!

It turned out that my father was a complete madman!

And Shu Tilt died for me!

I rushed out of the house angrily, looked at my mother sadly, and asked her, "How have you come here all these years?" ”

"Xiao An, he is still your father after all, and he gave you life!"

I sneered, although my mother was distressed by Shu Tian's death, she acquiesced to my father's approach.

This is the family I used to be proud of, this is the only family I have left in this world.

When I rushed out of the house, I met Yin Qi again.

He's like a plague god, and every time I don't want to see him!

"Now you are like me, but you have a home like an orphan!" As soon as he said this, I thought of Wan Ning's pain in the painting, and punched him in the face with a hard blow.

This time, he didn't fight back, but I didn't beat him again.

Many years later, when I thought back to Ah Qi at that time, I admitted that he came to beat me up in order to make me feel better!

He's a weirdo, always has been!

That time I left Fushima, I didn't go back for two whole years, and someone sent someone to call me back halfway, and I was annoyed, so I sent Yuyou back to deal with it.

I know that Wang Han has been tracking down the cause of his death, and with his ability, pursuing it will only make him more and more dangerous.

He was the only good guy who couldn't let go of Lean's death, we grew up together, and I was worried that he would also be poisoned, so I let him stay with me, and I had to pretend to be on good terms with my family in order not to let him find out that my relationship with Fushishima was tense.

This double life makes me feel so tired, every time I am tired, I speak alone to the portrait of Wan Ning, she has been my relative a long time ago, and the suffering and torture she has suffered for me is something I cannot repay. Pit history to the younger brother.

I could feel her pain in the last five years she had been in the frame, I could even hear her talking to me, I could feel her hovering around me.

But I could never have imagined that I would see her.

The moment I saw her appearance, I forced myself to act calm, she was in a good mood, she asked me: "Ann, you tell me, don't lie to me, what's wrong with my soul?" ”

She couldn't see her, but I couldn't tell her the truth, it would be cruel to her!

Looks are the things she cares about and are most proud of, and even if she is dead, I believe she cares.

"Good, a few scars, but not very noticeable......"

"You're lying!" She was happy to see her, but all of a sudden, she yelled at me angrily.

I looked at her with contradiction and self-reproach, I did lie, but the moment she exposed it, I knew that something was changing in her spirit.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to see her.

"Shu An, you're lying! Am I getting ugly? ”

"No, Wanning, none of that matters!"

"I ask you, have I become ugly?"

I looked at her sadly, still shaking my head.

No matter what she becomes, what I remember is the best of her.

"Your expression has betrayed you!" She turned her back and sobbed, "Don't look at my face again, don't look at my face again!" ”

"Wanning, I'm sorry, I made you like this!"

She didn't speak, and I told her, "Wanning, I'm sure I'll find a way to change this!" ”

At night, I always hear Wanning's crying, I want to go down to see her, but she has been hiding in the basement, she doesn't want me to see her face, in order to make her feel better, I talk to her all night long, but when I sleep during the day, I still have that dream.

Finally, one day, I didn't have that dream anymore, but I had a strange dream.

In my dream, there was an old lady who called my name affectionately. "Shu An? Shu An? ”

When I saw the old lady holding a witch wand in her hand, I knew that it was a sorcerer's dream, so I immediately asked, "Your surname is Guan?" Why do you dream of me? ”

She nodded and said, "The confusion in your heart, after you came to Baishan Town to find the wizard, you will naturally understand!" ”

When he first went to Baishan Town, he was killed, and he mentioned to me on the phone that this wizard with the surname Guan told him a very important matter, and it happened that I wanted to seek the help of this wizard, so I quickly summoned Youyou and the fat man to go with me.

Before this, I obviously knew that the fat man had come to Baishan Town with Shu Tian, but this guy was a natural actor, and he was talking nonsense all the way, completely looking like a newcomer, and he was suspicious of me!

After all these years, he should have doubted me too!

I don't have many friends, but the fat man is one, although he is very arrogant, but he has been righteous since he was a child, and he is a man.

We used to say whatever we wanted, but now we ...... Everyone's hearts are resting in their bellies, and no one dares to explain it to the other!

At this moment, seeing his fat head and big ears, I can only say silently in my heart: Brother, I'm sorry!

"Youyou, look, there's a person sleeping over there!" The fat man suddenly shouted in fuss.

I looked over and almost thought I was dreaming again!

The woman who wore a white filial piety dress and slept under the yellow horn tree, wasn't it in my dream?