Chapter 112: Intentional
It was greedily enjoying his embrace, Nam Rongjin forgot about the struggle, and his mind went blank.
After withdrawing from his arms, the chatter could not be spoken, his face was ruddy, his ears were hot, his heart was beating faster, Nam Rongjin tugged at his sleeves, covered the corners of his mouth, and looked directly at him with watery eyes.
After looking at each other for a long time, Nan Rongjin said lightly, "My ...... Beginning...... Kiss! You ......"
Nan Rongjin stomped his foot angrily and couldn't help kicking his calf, "You bastard." ”
I was going to leave, but I couldn't move as if I was being dragged by something.
Just standing there dumbfounded, didn't you want to go to Cheng Mo to ask for an explanation?
"If you're angry in the future, hit me to relieve your anger," Zhou Siyuan said.
With that little bit of strength, where would Zhou Siyuan feel pain, the joy on his face gradually soared.
The woman he loves, although she has changed her face, her every move is deeply imprinted in her heart.
As long as she is still alive and he is still alive, what will happen if he changes his face, isn't it a great fortune in life to be alive?
Nan Rongjin was still red-faced, her heart was beating faster, and she didn't dare to speak.
The breeze blew gently, and the heat of Nan Rongjian gradually dissipated, and the throbbing in her heart became more and more profound.
Even if there is no clarity in my heart, I am not interested.
Glancing at Zhou Siyuan, Nan Rongjin choked speechlessly, stomped his feet, shook his sleeves, and left angrily.
Zhou Siyuan saw what she used to be on her face, and saw how gentle and lovely she used to be, methodical and thorough.
Today's irritability is only possible after experiencing life and death parting, and being cautious everywhere.
Nan Rongjin turned back and returned home, only a letter was found at home.
After reading the letter, Nan Rongjin finally laughed, these two elders, without the previous Wanguan family wealth, although they are not rich now, but their lives are more than enough.
I still go for a walk to relieve my boredom, July is coming, and I want to see the hibiscus flowers in the mountains.
In the lower left corner of the letter is a passage: Live in the moment.
The second elder knew that after she came back from Qingzhuao, she was depressed and infected with the root of the disease, and saw that she was often depressed and unhappy, and persuaded her many times to no avail, so he comforted her by letter.
Nan Rongjin supported her elbows and cheeks, closed her eyes and recuperated, and her thoughts were a lot more, but tears fell down her eyelids again, and she couldn't stop it.
Nam took a deep breath, tilted her head, and tried to pour back the tears, but the tears fell into her hair.
I took a handkerchief and wiped my tears, got up and went to get a basin of cold water, picked it up and washed away the tears on my face.
The two elders all saw it, this matter came suddenly, what if there is no Wanguan family wealth, what if it is separated from a wealthy family, put aside these so-called rights, it is not to live.
Ants are still stealing their lives, and they are still begging when they are in trouble.
Nan Rongjin tried to hook the corners of his mouth into a smile, and said in his heart, if you want to laugh, you must live with a smile, and Ah Qi.
In the afternoon, the sun shadow was long and narrow, and the two elders did not come back, Nan Rongjin washed the rice and steamed it in the pot, only to find that there were no melons, fruits and vegetables at home.
Melons, fruits and vegetables are all distributed by Cheng Mo, and vegetables and fruits are distributed according to the population, rice, flour, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, wood, fire, charcoal.
Thinking of this, Nan Rongjin blamed herself again, Fang Cai's words were really too hurtful to others and herself.
After the rice was cooked, Nan Rongjin closed the door, picked up the vegetable basket and went to the small wooden shed to distribute food and clothing, saw Cheng Mo in the crowd, and told the secret guards to distribute it equally.
Nan Rongjin's face suddenly became hot, and his heart also pinched, pacing in place, do you want to go over and apologize?
It's really like Zhou Siyuan said, the people who are "imprisoned" here can't live without Cheng Mo.
Nan Rongjin walked over hard, saw Ah Qi who was hugging Yuanyuan and playing on the side, and squeezed out a smile in embarrassment.
"Sister Nanrong," Ah Qi saw her, a little in awe, looked at her with joy, and saw her clutching the basket again, "You wait a while, I'll ask my sister to get it for you." ”
"Hey, don't ......" Nan Rongjin's words were still in his mouth, and Ah Qi had already entered the wooden shed to find Ah Zhi with a round wind.
Ah Qi found Ah Zhi and said happily, "Sister, Sister Nanrong is here." ”
Ah Zhi was counting the materials that had been brought in, and he took a brush to sketch out the ingredients that were distributed, and there were no leftovers.
Hearing this, Ah Zhi looked up at the outside and said with a smile, "Okay, I know." ”
Ah Zhi personally brought a small basket full of ingredients and personally carried it to Nan Rongjin.
Ah Qi followed closely and said happily, "Sister, Sister Nanrong is finally willing to come out, I was bored in the house a few days ago, and I couldn't see her." ”
"Yes, it's a good thing that she's willing to come out," Ah Zhi inadvertently saw Cheng Jue carrying rice bags, and suddenly smiled.
As for what to laugh at, it is unknown.
Ah Zhi handed all the ingredients in the small basket to Nan Rongjin, "Are you feeling better?" ”
"It's better," Nan Rongjin replied very lowly, forgetting the ingredients in the small basket and putting them in the basket, and timidly looking at Ah Zhi, she was refreshed, not preoccupied, and looked relaxed.
"If you have time, you often come to us, let's go for a walk together," Ah Qi smiled happily on the side, and for some reason, when he saw Nan Rongjin, he was very kind.
"Okay," Nan Rongjin tried to see Ah Zhi, "Ah Zhi, then I'll go back." ”
Nan Rongjin didn't dare to go straight, after all, he had an entanglement with Cheng Mo in the morning, and then he came to get the ingredients with a shy face, and he really didn't want to go.
"Okay, see you later," Ah Zhi smiled, seeing that her complexion is much better now, and he is also happy for her.
Ah Qi smiled with a heart, "Sister, have you counted it?" ”
"Okay," Ah Zhi looked back at Cheng Mo, who was still busy there, her business was done, and she reached out to take the babbling Yuanyuan, "Let's go back first." ”
"Sister," Ah Qi rubbed his arm and moved his wrist, "What are we going to do next, every day I come here, my brother-in-law has said that you have been many times!" ”
Ah Zhi sighed softly and looked back, "We can't watch him bear such a big burden alone!" ”
"Hey, my brother-in-law won't let you come, so don't come, don't let him be distracted and worried!"
Ah Qi was worried, thinking of his daily worries and anxieties about the people here, and it was a good thing for his sister to help him share the burden, but he didn't want to see his sister's busy figure, let alone let his sister see his anxious and worried side.
"I," Ah Zhi thought for a moment, saw that the wall that had been built a foot high, and finally nodded, "Let's go and do something else." ”
"Mmmm," Ah Qi nodded sincerely, "the mountains over there are empty, let's go and buy some vegetables, it's too expensive." ”
"Okay, in the afternoon, we'll fill out the application to enter the nearby town and go," the thought of this hurts my brain, and now when I go to an ordinary town to buy something, what application do we have to fill out, it's really enough.
When he met Zhou Siyuan, Nan Rongjin slipped away except to dodge.
But Zhou Siyuan was willing to let her go, and followed her all the way home.
Nan Rongjin put down the vegetable basket, rolled up her sleeves, washed the vegetables, and did not look at Zhou Siyuan during the whole process.
Zhou Siyuan scooped water for her, carried a heavy basin, and said in a deep voice, "I'll help you!" ”
"No," Nan Rongjin pushed him away, picked it up himself, walked into the house, brought vegetables to clean, and picked people without raising his head, "You go." ”
Zhou Siyuan didn't leave, looked at the extremely quiet person, stopped talking, and finally smiled bitterly, "It's good to be alive, don't care about all those things, look away." ”
"I'm a person who can't tell the difference, I don't have the eyesight to see the child, and the person who is rampage will affect your brother's feelings, so you give me a letter of resignation, withdraw the love token, and inform the elders, and this marriage will be broken."
Nan Rongjin said that he was light and light, completely unconscious, and realized that his long-term gaffe was full of negative emotions, which would harm people, and it was best to be honest and lonely for the rest of his life.
"You just don't have hope now, and when you see what you're going through, you feel like you can't live, as long as you relax, everything will be fine."
Zhou Siyuan tried his best to persuade him, but his heart was inexplicably tight, and he was a little afraid.
Nan Rongjin's face was bloodless and expressionless, so he put the washed vegetables aside, and waited for the second elder to come back, and fried them on the table.
looked at Zhou Siyuan lightly, "I can't calmly face all this that happened, so many fresh lives are gone, you shouldn't be able to understand what it's like to pick up those fragments, they left because of me." ”
Zhou Siyuan was distressed and couldn't breathe, how did the once happy person become like this, hopeless about life, complaining about the sky, and taking into account the feelings of others after saying cruel words.
Nan Rongjin just wanted to defeat Zhou Siyuan with sharp words, he forced himself, just to fulfill his parents' orders.
It's a pity that the person he loves is now in the arms of others, just thinking about it is enough to be wronged.
Nan Rongjin has long stopped recalling those things in his heart, and he only wants to make him think that he is a complaining woman, and marrying a resentful woman will only disturb the peace of the house.
As long as he keeps a daily complaint, after a long time, he will give up.
"You really think so," for a long time, Zhou Siyuan said such a sentence weakly, his eyes full of disappointment.
"Yes, I really think so," Nam replied cheerfully.
"Okay," Zhou Siyuan turned his back to her, the disappointment in his eyes, "If you want, I'll give it to you, so that you can rest assured." ”
After Zhou Siyuan's words were finished, he couldn't breathe in pain, and he panicked.
At this time, Zhou Siyuan remembered Cheng Mo, he had a special ability, and he was willing to ask him to see what she thought now.
Nan Rongjin smiled faintly, "Thank you!" ”
Zhou Siyuan only smiled and shook his head gently, "You are really, the core has changed, and even the temperament has changed." ”
Nan Rongjin never reacted to this sentence, looked at him blankly, and asked blankly, "What did you say?" ”
"It's nothing, I hope you always remember, you still have Ah Qi, don't always be depressed and full of negative emotions, if she knows, she will definitely feel sorry for you."
After saying this, Zhou Siyuan left.
Only Nan Rongjin was left standing there alone, wanting to speak and stopping, what did he say, how could this be, didn't Ah Zhi tell him?
After thinking about it, I felt that it was wrong, what Ah Zhi said to him, ten fingers could be counted.
Who could it be? Nan Rongjin was depressed, but after thinking about it for a while, she didn't think much about it and began to prepare dinner.