Chapter 5: The Crisis of Thinking

Being sick is actually a particularly troublesome thing, especially when it comes to hospitalization, and in order to reimburse medical insurance, you need to go through a lot of procedures. The social security card has been done, because he has lived in the township for a long time, he is too lazy to run to the county, and he is still in the Human Resources and Social Security Bureau.

Xi Niang and Xi Ting found a homestay to live in, and Yan Xi was asked by Xi Niang to get things done within three days. The cost of this treatment is nearly 50,000 yuan, half of which can be reimbursed through social security, and there is also serious illness insurance in towns and towns, which can reimburse 3,000 yuan.

It takes an hour and a half to take the bus from the central hospital to the county human resources and social security bureau, Yan Xi is bored and looks at the scenery flying outside the window, how long has he not sat quietly like this, breathing fresh air, feeling the roar and bumps of the bus.

He is a little jealous of having such a happy life, although the salary is not high, at least it is stable, he does not worry about eating and drinking, he has relatives to worry about, friends to play with, and a girl he likes. And he, who had been alone all the time, the feeling of loneliness swept through his body again. Many scattered painful memories surfaced in Yan Xi's mind.

He remembered Xi Ting, and finally knew why he had a familiar feeling for her. When he was in prison, a man would send him 300 yuan a month at a Tianjin health college for three years. After Yan Xi was released from prison, he went to the college to inquire about the person who sent the letter, because it took a lot of effort to find out, but he still found it, and the sender's name was Liu Ting, and after graduation, he went to a third-rate hospital for an internship.

Yan Xi took the address and went to the hospital where Liu Ting interned, and was received by a very old director, who first asked Yan Xi to sit down, poured him a cup of tea, and said: "Liu Ting is a good girl, she is beautiful, she is practical and willing to work, she learns things quickly, and she almost turned positive, it's a pity." ”

"Where is she now?"

"Committed suicide, it's been many years, it's been in the dorm building in the back, she lives on the 6th floor, and jumped straight out of the window. At that time, many people saw it, and the impact was very bad, and the dean was dismissed. Now she is buried in the southern suburbs cemetery, and if you want to go, I can send someone to take you there. ”

"Then it's troublesome."

The director sent an old man to drive him to the southern suburbs cemetery, the old man didn't like to talk much, Yan Xi tried to chat with the old man halfway, but he ignored it.

When he arrived at the cemetery in the southern suburbs, the old man asked Yan Xi to go in and find it by himself, and he lit a cigarette and smoked it by himself by the car.

Yan Xi walked into the door and looked around, there were many stone monuments erected, and under each stone monument was a lonely soul. Probably intuition, Yan Xi saw from a distance that at the edge, there was a low stone monument standing alone next to a pine tree.

He walked along the steps step by step, maybe the people buried here have no relatives, the elder is half a meter high weed in the crack of the stone, he suddenly wondered if there would be snakes here, Yan Xi was very afraid of snakes, and walked carefully.

Finally arrived in front of the stele, only one name was engraved on the stele, Liu Ting, and there was a faded and yellowed photo pasted on the top, and the appearance of the person was vaguely visible. Very beautiful girl with big eyes and two shallow dimples when she laughs.

Yan Xi simply cleaned up the weeds around her, leaned against the stone tablet and smoked a cigarette, and left the cemetery. The driver had long since left, and there were very few cars coming from this place, so he had to walk in the direction of the city.

After Yan Xi died, he deliberately looked for Liu Ting's thinking body, and to his surprise, Liu Ting turned out to be a ghost and wandered around the hospital where she died all day long. Ghosts can act directly on the material world, Yan Xi observed the ghost Liu Ting for a week, and found that she was not conscious, and the route she walked every day was also fixed, never taking the initiative to appear, only when the patient was dying, she stood in the corner and stared.

Yan Xi, who had just become a thinking body, didn't know why Liu Ting became a ghost, and later he followed the breeze to wander around the mirror world, and learned that ghosts were born because the thinking body was sick, and a primitive virus has always existed in the thinking universe, which can make the patient's thinking appear programmed, and finally lose his ontological consciousness and become a ghost.

As for the behavior of ghosts, it all depends on the mutation phenomenon that occurs when the virus adapts to the thinking body, some ghosts can only kill, some ghosts can only steal, and some ghosts can only drink.

There is a consensus in the thinking universe: generalization, solidification, and programming are the three major weapons of the material universe to disintegrate the thinking universe, which are collectively called the thinking crisis. Fortunately, only a few minds have encountered a crisis, and most of them are safe.

Yan Xi remembered the photo on the tombstone, if Xi Ting was thinner, she should be exactly the same as the person in the photo. He thought that his mother had remarried after his father's death, and she had changed her surname, but he didn't expect that his sister would still do her best to protect herself after she broke off her relationship with the family.

300 yuan per month for three years, Yan Xi guessed that her monthly living expenses might only be 500, and she lived on 200 yuan a month, no wonder she was so thin. He felt ashamed that one of his wrong decisions would affect so many people, all of whom were his relatives.

"Yanxi, you're a brute! You don't deserve such a family at all, you're a thief! Yan Xi gritted her teeth and whispered this sentence, but fortunately, there were not many people in the car and no one heard it.

The driver looked up at the rearview mirror and saw Yan Xi with her head down as if she was asleep, and shouted: "The Human Resources and Social Security Bureau is coming soon, be careful not to sit too far over." ”

Yan Xi stood up and stood at the door. The bus stopped slowly, he stepped off, looking at the bright sunshine, the surrounding tall buildings, the trees and grass on the side of the road, he secretly swore in his heart: "In the past three years, all the people who love me, the people I love, anyone who dares to bully them, will not die!" ”

In recent years, the efficiency of government services is very good, a new social security card, only half an hour to get the card, Yan Xi put his social security card in his pocket, stood in the shade to call Qiao Yue, the head of the medical insurance station of the unit, and consulted him about serious illness reimbursement.

Qiao Yue gave a positive reply, you can be reimbursed, you need to prepare some information, fill out a few forms, but others are working in the city, and they will not be able to come to the unit until tomorrow, so let Yan Xi contact him tomorrow, and the specific content will be discussed later.

Yan Xi hung up the phone and made a call to Xi Niang to report the situation. It's now more than 11 o'clock in the morning, and the unit eats at 1 o'clock at noon, so I can catch up. Yan Xi took out her mobile phone and reported in the WeChat meal group, clicked on the Gaode map to navigate to the bus station and waited for the bus.

From the county seat to the township to take the bus for 1 hour, fortunately, there are many shifts, wait for 10 minutes, and the No. 9 bus will come. Yan Xi got on the bus, but she didn't even have a seat, so she had to stand all the way back.

The bus stopped at the intersection of the township street, not far from the township of the work unit, Yan Xi walked into the door with an indifferent face and saw several colleagues, they all said with surprise on their faces: "Xi Xi is back, he is well." ”

Yan Xi just glanced at them, and went directly to the third floor, Cai Wenxi's office without replying. The person is not there, and he goes out to run errands. Yan Xi sat in her chair and waited for her to come back.

There is also a person named Liu Pandong in the office, who has a good personality and everyone in the unit, but in Yan Xi's eyes, they are just strangers who know their names.

Liu Pandong threw Yan Xi a cigarette, lit one himself, and said with a smile: "Xixi, you are really awesome, does Cai Wenxi have such a great charm when she cries?" Directly scare you into a vegetative state. You don't know, Wen Ji has been doing this month, she is restless every day, don't be moved, believe brother, you two have a play. If it's a man, you have to get hard! ”

Yan Xi lit a cigarette, took a puff, threw it on the ground and stepped on it, glanced at Liu Pandong, and said: "Smoke less in the future, it's too cold, next time I'll help you bring a piece of China, Wen Xi comes back, you tell her I'm waiting for her in the dormitory." ”

After Yan Xi finished speaking, he left the 300 office and returned to his dormitory. The weather was very hot in July, Yan Xi took off his shirt and looked at his thin body in the mirror, he tried to exert his abdomen, a large abdominal muscle, so that he did not hesitate to turn on the computer and format all the contents of the 1T hard disk.

Yan Xi looked at the computer desktop and sighed: "How empty does this guy's spirit have to be to download so many different types of games, it's boring." ”

When Yan Xi thought that three years later, when Xi Xi turned on the computer expectantly, intending to do an indescribable exercise, he found that the information he had worked hard to collect for several years was empty, and his mood changed from excitement to surprise to anger and hysteria, which must have been particularly funny.

At this time, the door was opened, and it was not Cai Wenxi who came in, but Guan Canghai of the 205 Organization Section, he was admitted to the civil service a year earlier than Xixi, and his figure was very thin, and when he and Zhou Miao were fine, they often went to Xixi's dormitory to play a few League of Legends.

Guan Canghai saw Yan Xi, walked over with a smile, put his hand on his shoulder, and said, "Xixi, your wave is really showy." Haven't you had a good break for a month? Let me tell you, don't look at my young age, I'm Cai Wenxi's uncle. If you two do, you'll have to invite me to dinner. ”

Yan Xi glanced at him, not hiding the displeasure in his heart at all, he said, "It's funny, now, you can go out." ”

Yan Xi's cold attitude made Guan Canghai feel very unaccustomed, and he asked, "What's wrong with you?" You okay? ”

Yan Xi smiled stiffly, half-squinted, and said, "It's okay, I made an appointment." ”

Guan Canghai smiled to alleviate his embarrassment, took the card from Yan Xi's shoulder, took out the box of Xuan Hemen, and handed Yan Xi one, "You said it earlier when you made an appointment, so as not to disturb the two-person world of the two of you." ”

Guan Canghai lit a cigarette with the lighter on the table, as if he knew some big secret, and left in style.

Until 1 o'clock, the meal group had been notified to start the meal, Cai Wenxi still didn't come, Yan Xi was in a very bad mood, and she wasn't even in the mood to eat.

Yan Xi got dressed, closed the door gently, and walked slowly towards the cafeteria.