Chapter 108: Where there is light, there is a shadow (2nd watch)

Walking into the female soldier dormitory building, there are six floors in total, and the fourth floor is full of dust, obviously no one lives, Qin Ran sighed, even if the times have progressed, some inherent thinking is difficult to break, there are too many people like Zhao Xiong, but they don't declare it.

In the army, there are relatively fewer opportunities for female soldiers than for male soldiers, and there are few female soldiers who can adapt to this kind of team that has a special intention at the beginning of its establishment.

This is the status quo, and it will slowly change in the future, but we are still working on it.

Walking to the rooftop of the building, there was no one left, and even Leng Xin had obviously calmed down, as if she was waiting for herself, Shi Jie's efficiency was okay.

"Leng Xin." Qin Ran put his hands in his pockets, walked to Leng Xin's side, facing the vast wilderness under the rooftop, the lights of thousands of homes in the distance were faintly bright, the cool wind blew over, and the hair was flying, because it was short hair, no matter how it was flying, it was close to the cheeks, slightly itchy.

Leng Xin suddenly woke up from her own world, looked at the source of the sound, and found that Qin Ran had already stood beside her at some point, not wearing a military uniform, dressed in civilian clothes, and her standing posture was relatively leisurely, looking like a young lady next door, her hair was flying, and her face looked very soft.

"Instructor Qin." Leng Xin called out.

Qin Ran let out a "hmm" and turned his face to Leng Xin, "Tell me, what's going on, I'll try my best to help you." ”

"Although, I'm not much older than you, and I don't think I know more than you, but there are some things on my mind that would be much better to say, wouldn't it?"

Qin Ran said very calmly, it was all a negotiated tone among friends, and he tried not to put pressure on Leng Xin as much as possible.

Leng Xin pursed her lips, she could see that it was very dry, probably because she had evaporated too much water from the training and didn't replenish it in time, and she shed too many tears.

"Instructor Qin, the story is a bit long, are you really willing to listen to it?" Biting her lip, Leng Xin still couldn't make up her mind.

Indeed, sometimes it takes too much courage to speak out.

"I'm trained as a sniper, and the last thing I need is patience." Qin Ran laughed, his smile was the same as his voice, it was very soft, so that Leng Xin didn't hesitate unconsciously, and slowly spoke.

Leng Xin is a little rich second generation, her parents seized the opportunity to go to the sea, although they did not make a lot of money, but the family is also rich, compared to many people around her, it is the life of a little princess.

Every little princess has a loyal little girlfriend by her side, a little prince who is a childhood sweetheart.

Leng Xin is no exception.

She has a best friend, named Lu Minrui, who has an average family background, likes to stick to Leng Xin since she was a child, has a very straightforward personality, and does not covet Leng Xin or anything, and the friendship between the two girls naturally comes naturally.

The childhood sweetheart is a boy named He Forging, with ordinary grades and ordinary appearance, but the love of the childhood sweetheart and the warm man design, the two naturally walked together, and they have always gotten along well.

The trio was formed, inseparable.

After graduating from high school, He Forging obeyed his family's arrangement and filled in the military academy on the volunteer form.

She had a big fight with He Forging on the side of the road.

A drunk driver rushed straight at the sidewalk, and it was close at hand.

He Forging pushed her away, and was knocked into a telephone pole in the blink of an eye, his face was full of blood, but his expression was clearly smiling at her, and the last laugh, his eyes were closed, forever.

She was stunned, her hands and feet cold and stiff.

The driver opened the car door and shouted bad luck while spitting, without the slightest guilt and panic.

Passers-by were around, pointing, clapping, and talking, but no one stepped forward to help, and no one called the emergency number.

In the end, he deliberately left space for the two of them to sit not far away, and found that the situation was not right, and Lu Minrui, who rushed over to check, called 120 and 110.

The ambulance arrived directly covered with a white cloth.

The police car escorted the driver, towed the car away, and cleaned up all the blood stains at the scene, as if nothing had happened, and even the smell of blood in the air was dispersed.

She made a note almost mechanically, watching He Duan's parents take away the corpse with blank eyes, without looking at her.

After that, she lived like the walking dead.

came to her senses because Lu Minrui committed suicide and ended her life with the tragic jumping off the building.

She couldn't believe that the girl who was always strong, optimistic and cheerful would choose to commit suicide to end her life.

She couldn't figure out what kind of difficulties could push her to this point.

At that time, Lu Minrui was eighteen years old, admitted to the university of her choice, full of longing for the future, although her parents were ordinary workers, but they devoted their efforts to her, she has always been very grateful, that year, her younger brother was born, she never left her mouth every day.

Why did such a girl who lives hard, loves life, and is so sunny that she is envious that she chooses the most tragic way, what is it to express? She was puzzled.

She inquired about Lu Minrui's recent life like crazy, and her emotions completely collapsed.

It turned out that the video of He Tuo's car accident that day was put on the Internet, including the quarrel between her and He Tuo, and the picture of Lu Minrui comforting herself, but she ignored it or even pushed her away, as well as her soulless life during that time.

The army of netizens made up a bloody episode, He Forging is a scumbag, and Lu Minrui is a third party, and the two of them will be attacked with human flesh.

He Luan's parents returned to their hometown with his ashes, and their hair turned white overnight.

Lu Minrui lost her normal life, looked at her strangely wherever she went, and even insulted and threw cakes and other radical actions, including her family.

And these, as long as Leng Xin can stand up and clarify, can be avoided, but her avoidance became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Lu Minrui chose to end her life, save her family, protect her friends, that is, she Leng Xin, and use the fiercest blood to accuse this cold world.

In the Internet era, those keyboard warriors hidden behind the screen, for various purposes, chase after the wind, make up nonsense, stir up topics, and catch the heat.

He thinks he is a teacher of justice, makes irresponsible remarks, believes in the law and does not hold the public accountable, tramples on the dignity of life, and tramples on his own conscience.

She really couldn't figure it out, and went to the place He Jie resolutely wanted to go, the Central Military Academy, with doubts.

She longs to see a different world and to get answers from it to move on with her life.

However, to date, there are none.

After saying that, Leng Xin's whole body was trembling, her voice was hoarse, and her eyes were bloodshot.

Since the beginning of the recruit training, her mentality has collapsed a little, but she has been trying to control it, and today because she saw a similar news report, she couldn't hold back, so she accidentally injured Huang Ya.

chatted with the instructor and the battalion commander respectively, but he couldn't speak, so he naturally couldn't get substantive relief, so he used crying to stabilize his mood.

After listening to this, Qin Ran nodded, looked up at the sky, and the stars and moon were lonely.

"I'll give you a word! How many people like you, at the same time, how many people may hate you, not everything in the world can be fulfilled as you wish, you can't control other people's thoughts, so try to live your own life, as little as possible not to be affected too much. ”

"Regarding online violence and public opinion killing, the state has been rectifying and controlling it, but freezing three feet is not a day's cold, this is a huge project."

"What will happen in life, we can't choose, where there is light, there must be shadows, no one can change, but at least, we can choose how to face it, even if life is not satisfactory, we must learn to warm and comfort ourselves."

"What I can't forget is the memory, what continues is life, the memorial is better than moving forward, in the end, there is a fate to meet or not to meet, the ends of the world, I hope to remember. I am fortunate to know each other but not fortunate to stay together, the sea and the moon, but I hope that the sky will last forever. ”

"Of course, some problems can't be figured out and solved at one time, I will often come to you to talk to you about something, don't think I'm annoying, I think I'm still a more competent person, psychiatrist, I didn't come to you, and you are welcome to take the initiative to come to me."

"It's not a task, it's your willingness, life is actually much better than you think."

After speaking, Qin Ran turned around, pulled Leng Xin and the two sat down against the wall, and the night sky passed faintly.

(To be continued)

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