Chapter 125: Frustration

"I'm still me."

Sensing his doubts, Ah Zhi's hand was gently taken out of his hand, his eyelashes drooped, and he looked at the sunset not far in front of him in a daze.

The brilliance of the sunset fell on the feet, and the evening breeze blew on the cheeks and were very hot, like a scoop of boiling water poured down from the head.

Ah Zhi withdrew his gaze and looked at Cheng Mo, who was standing there, as if he wanted to reach out and hold hands, but he didn't dare to put it nowhere.

Cheng Mo was dumbfounded by this sentence, and laughed at Ah Zhi in the carrier who didn't trust her.

There are all kinds of situations in the world, and there are always people who will renew their relationship with you in other ways.

If you could do it all over again, what would you do?

Isn't this the way it is now?

Cheng Mo asked himself, and he also asked himself, isn't he like this, Ah Zhi has never disliked him.

But he was slow to say what he thought in his heart.

Cheng Mo pursed his lips lightly, and wanted to speak, but he saw Ah Zhi facing him, his eyes were full of smiles, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was sweet to his heart.

"What are you laughing at?" Cheng Mo asked with a deep smile, and went to hold her hand again, but was avoided.

The hand hung stiffly in the air, quite embarrassed.

Ah Zhi didn't cooperate with him, nor did he let his palm touch his palm, still smiling.

"I didn't laugh anything, I just sighed, except for three meals a day, I took care of Yuanyuan, and chatted with Lao He for a few words, so I had nothing to do and spent a day in the desert. I didn't know what I was going to do, and I didn't dare to go out and do something to make a living. With the guidance of my predecessors, I don't dare to be smart anymore, and I don't dare to think about it. I don't even have the courage to look at her now, I'm afraid that the next person will be me. ”

This was the first time she didn't cooperate with each other holding each other's hands, warm hands.

Ah Zhi would rather stay outside for a day than go home, is it really just to wait for Cheng Mo to come back?

This words were like a vicious thunder smashed on his head, smashing his head in a daze, Cheng Mo looked down at her, she was petite and exquisite, only to his heart, every time she looked at her, she had to bow her head.

And Ah Zhi has to look up every time he looks at him, and after reading it, he has to rub the back of his neck.

"I know your current situation, I have regained my freedom and can go out," Cheng Mo was worried about Ah Zhi's disbelief, and hurriedly took out the release decree he got when he entered the palace, "There is a holy decree, you can take a look." ”

Ah Zhi glanced at it, more worried than happy, his eyebrows twisted, he looked at the words on it incredulously, thinking it was a dream, and deliberately reached out to touch the gold-edged scroll, seeing that the words did not disperse, so is it true?

"Heh," Ah Zhi chuckled softly, with a slight sigh and dissatisfaction, "You are free, and those gossips have to fly all over the sky, even if there is a lot of discussion behind your back, it will not be good for you in the end." ”

Emperor Yu Xuan's abacus beads are fluent, and every bead falls and kicks out, which can disappoint the people who are "imprisoned" here, and danger is everywhere.

Cheng Mo was speechless for a moment, the strings in his heart were beating again, witnessing what happened to many people, and now he looked at the angry Ah Zhi, even if he looked calm, he couldn't forget her fingers holding the scroll tightly.

"I know," Cheng Mo agreed softly, the news guessed from the hearts of others was far more accurate than the rumors.

"What do you know?" Ah Zhi's tone was slightly angry, and the smile on his face was very piercing.

"What do you guess about the human heart, and what about knowing that you are free again?"

Ah Zhi asked him with a smile.

Cheng Mo's heart shook, a drop of sweat from the corner of his forehead slid across his cheeks, he raised his hand to wipe it, smiled dumbly, and said in a lazy tone:

"You're right, what can you do, since you came here, in addition to the Holy Decree, this thing is still somewhat useful."

Ah Zhi seemed to be smiling, wiped the beads of sweat by himself, and walked downhill against the hot wind.

did not answer Cheng Mo's words again.

Answered, what's the point?

The examples in front of me are one after another, and the people who have died one after another, and I have seen too much, and my heart is numb.

Cheng Mo put away the scroll and felt particularly hot when he held it in his hand.

Following her, silently following, knowing that she was angry.

I don't know why I'm angry.

With the heat wave rolling back home, Ah Zhi felt inexplicably irritable in his heart, looking back behind him, he was still following, frowning, why doesn't this guy understand?

Ah Zhi stood outside the door, stretched out his hand to stop him, and smiled politely: "You should go back!" ”

This...... As soon as Cheng Mo's feet fell, he heard this sentence, and he was still a little slow to react, Mu Na looked at her: "What's wrong?" ”

Ah Zhi gritted his teeth and tried to squeeze out a smile, "No, you go back to rest, you've been tired for so many days." ”

This sudden concern, this concern came unexpectedly, Cheng Mo was a little stunned, pursed his lips lightly, and wanted to say something, but his throat was uncomfortably blocked.

The simple wooden shed is shrouded in the afterglow brought by the sunset, and the hot wind of the heat wave, and from time to time there is a gust of southeast wind, which makes it feel exceptionally cool, but in Cheng Mo's place, it is like a three-foot ice cellar.

"Ah Zhi," Cheng Mo called her softly, "I know." ”

Cheng Mo didn't take the scroll in his hand, he didn't throw it, he cried and laughed, and glanced at Ah Zhi, who was already angry but held back his anger, and then turned around and left.

He knew, and knew why Ah Zhi was angry.

The lonely back corresponded with the afterglow that was gradually sinking westward, and the traces of the figure were getting longer and longer, until when Cheng Mo left, Ah Zhi, who saw him leave, covered his mouth and choked softly when he saw him walking away.

"Why bother?"

There was a crisp sound behind me.

Ah Zhi turned to look, and inevitably a pair of red eyes wanted to look directly at He Xinyi.

Even if it was night, the early moon rose high in the sky, coupled with the paper lantern He Xinyi was holding in his hand, the red light illuminated the dark night, and by the way, Ah Zhi's embarrassment entered He Xinyi's eyes one by one.

"Why bother?" He Xinyi asked again.

It seems that at this time, the person who understands is this mother.

Ah Zhi should have been childish, and he was coquettish and cute in He Xinyi's arms with tears, and then told his grievances.

But she didn't do this, wiped away her tears, rubbed her cheeks, her flushed face had a complexion, and she also had a little forced smile, she asked He Xinyi: "Mother, what do you say?" ”

No matter how hard she is and how tired she is, she will never tell He Xinyi the slightest, but those words some time ago have become an exception in their history.

He Xinyi felt a sigh in his heart, the hand holding the lantern trembled, looked at Ah Zhi in front of him, shook his head, and smiled: "I left you a meal, I have to move tomorrow, and they all rest early." ”

Hearing this, as if he was involved in the long-pent-up feelings in his heart, Ah Zhi looked at He Xinyi with both eyes, and asked in an extremely unbelieving tone: "Moving?" ”

"Yes, move, move to the small courtyard house across the river, I have already agreed with Cheng Mo about the money, and pay him in installments." He Xinyi smiled reluctantly, because Ah Zhi's reaction really startled her.

Are you going to move to that small courtyard house opposite? At night, it was pitch black, and the workers were out of work for a day. Ah Zhi then remembered that he was going to move on the fifth day of the seventh month.

Forget it, after thinking about it, Ah Zhi's heart hurt, so he wiped He Xinyi's shoulder and entered the house.

Sure enough, catkins mother and son were attached to each other, hugging each other and sleeping, accompanied by a light snoring sound.

Even with Ah Qi hugged Yuanyuan to sleep, and the one who slept was called a sweet.

The round saliva soaked the quilt tucked in the chin, and the chubby feet kicked back and forth.

Ah Qi reached out in his sleep, dragged his round feet back into the quilt, and continued to sleep.

Ah Zhi watched from the sidelines, especially when he saw the chubby and cute round, his heart was inexplicably sad, and he felt a pain.

After Ah Zhi washed, he dried the wet method and got into the quilt, but he didn't feel sleepy.

I kept thinking about what I said to him in the evening.

Wouldn't it be too serious?

Will it break his heart?

I love him, why do I get more and more angry when I see that I have suffered so much.

The more Ah Zhi thought about it, the more angry he became, he turned over, but when he saw He Xinyi who was picking up the lamp and mending his clothes, he chuckled in his heart, and couldn't help but sigh again in his heart.