Chapter 13: I Love You
It's good to be a beauty! Thousands of pampered in one.,No matter what, you'll be taken care of by all the boys around you, and the girls will be jealous.。
Gu Ran enjoyed this feeling a little. On the second day of the party, five or six male classmates in the high school group on QQ asked Gu Ran if he had a boyfriend, and one took the initiative to confess to Gu Ran. Gu Ran just ignored it, and secretly thought: In the past, you chased girls in the class every day, and you deceived me, and the sisters were so uncomfortable. She also listed me as one of the most unapproachable women in the class. It's good that I didn't provoke you, and you still want to come and lie to me? Are you like this for all men? When you see a girl who looks good, you have to grind it hard? Who cares about you? A group of toads who want to eat swan meat!
After a month's vacation passed quickly, all kinds of entertainment programs ended, and all kinds of boring and monotonous dinner parties ended, Gu Ran set off again, pulled his travel bag, waved goodbye to his parents who came to see him off at the station, and got on the train back to Beijing.
Gu Ran began to like silence more and more, she used to be a tough woman who was unforgiving in her mouth and unwilling to admit defeat in her heart, and now she has not changed. It's just that now she talks less. But often one sentence can be earth-shattering, and it may even have the consequence of making people angry directly out of diabetes.
A few days ago, a person inexplicably added his QQ and took the initiative to ask her out. After careful analysis, she determined that this person was a classmate in her high school class.
That person was unique and different from her several times to promote her sexual ability, Gu Ran only felt annoyed, and in the end, he only replied to him with a sentence that made him completely dumbfounded, Gu Ran said: "Hello, my wife went to the ...... bath"
But Gu Ran also felt that she was too impulsive a lot of the time, because since she said "My wife went to take a bath", almost all the male compatriots in her high school class have quietly disappeared and never harassed her again. This made her feel that she would have a lot less fun in her later life.
Sometimes Gu Ran feels that he is not the kind of person who is incorrigibly bad, and sometimes Gu Ran feels that he is simply the number one villain in the world.
In fact, she just can't see others better than herself, no matter which aspect.
From childhood to adulthood, once anyone says what shortcomings she has, she will work hard to improve herself until others can't find faults. Because she is conscientious and responsible, the teacher asked her to be the class leader when she was in junior high school.
But the squad leader has never been so easy to be, so all kinds of small reports to Gu Ran emerge one after another. At first, Gu Ran was troubled by these gossips, because no matter what she did, someone would say that she was wrong or not. is strict with her classmates, others say that she is pretending to be loose and loose, saying that she is irresponsible and managing too much, saying that she is partial to someone and managing less, and that she is timid and incompetent. She is a person who cares a lot about what others think of her, but she finally realizes that no matter what she does, there are still countless people who have countless opinions about herself.
But despite this, she has been working hard to change herself, hoping that she can become what everyone wants. This is what she has insisted on since she was a child, so she will desperately lose weight and beauty for Jin Shaoze's words.
In fact, she felt that although she was doing this for Jin Shaoze, the reason why she did it was not because she liked him. She felt that the reason she did that was simply because she couldn't get used to being sarcastic about herself with harsh words. What a big chubby, what a beauty. Are you insulting me? At that time, she always felt that she was not a beauty, so once anyone said that she was a beauty, she felt that it was an insult.
But now Gu Ran understands that if others say that she is a beauty now, nine times out of ten she will be sincere. Because my current self is really different from before.
Gu Ran couldn't tell how it was different. She felt that Gu Ran was still Gu Ran. It's still that person, it's still that long skin, it's still that long face. It's just that I lost weight, put on some makeup, changed my clothes, and changed my posture. How can it cause such a big change in other people's attitude towards themselves? Gu Ran felt that she couldn't figure out this question, but she still gave a perfect answer to this question: "There are diseases, they are all sick!" Yes, exactly. ”
Gu Ran returned to school and found that none of his three roommates had returned. The thought that I was going to spend a few days alone in this empty room made me feel a little depressed.
However, this may also just give Gu Ran some time to use to write some words.
Gu Ran had already thought about it on the train, and this time he wrote his name: "The girl who dreamed again." ”
She turned on the computer but didn't open QQ, she didn't want anything to disturb her thoughts.
"Dreaming is a kind of subconscious release. In a sense, it's just another way we perceive ourselves and understand ourselves. Not all people will really know themselves. So the girl who doesn't dream anymore may just be because she knows herself too well. When the girl dreams again, she begins to wonder about herself again......"
Gu Ran felt that this passage was too wordy, she casually deleted all the words, and casually typed a summary sentence: "Dare to dream, you can create miracles." ”
Gu Ran smiled at the screen, and then realized that he had sunk.
She was so caught up in some kind of desire that she couldn't extricate herself. She longs for an unforgettable love, but she is afraid that the love will come too heavy and too sudden, and she is afraid that she will not be able to bear it and will not be able to resist. She longs for someone who truly loves her to appear, but she is afraid that that person will deceive her, afraid that she will see through it at a glance and collapse. She is a very perceptive girl herself, and few people can hide their true thoughts in front of her.
No, it's not right, Jin Shaoze is an exception. Isn't it?
She thought of Jin Shaoze again, the tall and thin boy.
It's just a fleeting thought...... Gu Ran felt that he had so many thoughts that he was about to explode himself. So she decisively decided to give up this good opportunity to be an otaku. Go downstairs for a walk. As soon as she went downstairs, she felt that she had the right idea!
But on campus before this holiday ends, it's so difficult to see a person. She walked through dozens of buildings in a row and turned more than a dozen roads. I saw no more than ten people.
Forget it, let's go to the Internet café and have fun.
Gu Ran had never felt that he had ever been so bored, so he sent a thought to Gu Ran to a nearby Internet café. If she had known in advance what kind of person she was going to meet in this Internet café, maybe she wouldn't have gone to that Internet café if she was killed.
The Internet café is very deserted during the holidays, and there are 200 computers on the entire floor, and there are no more than 30 people on the computer.
Gu Ran opened a card, found a computer casually and sat down.
She had just turned on the phone, and before she could enter the card number, she heard a burst of men's cheers and exclamations in the distance. The voices came and went, one after another.
Gu Ran was curious, stood up and looked in the direction of the voice. I saw four people gathered behind the two players. The two players didn't know what game they were playing. The crowd continued to marvel and cheer.
When Gu Ran walked over to look, he saw that the two people were playing the same game, and the screen also showed almost the same content. The estimated situation is that two people are playing online.
Gu Ran got closer and saw clearly that they were playing a game called Bubble Hall. It's a bomb superman.,A game full of bombs to blow people up.,It's just a very small casual game.,
But judging from the expressions of this group of people, the atmosphere seemed extremely tense.
Gu Ran had played this game before, but he hadn't gone into it much. She was amazed at how engaged these people were. I saw that the two players were flying with their fingers, and the keyboard was pressed by them, and both of them were very engaged. One of them was sweating profusely and his expression was flustered, while the other was calm and calm. Gu Ran wasn't interested in seeing what they were playing, only to hear an onlooker say, "The little prince must have won!" Malone can't turn the table! There is too much difference in strength. ”
Another asked, "Oh? How much are they gambling on this time? ”
"1000 pieces of ......"
"Dalong lost so badly......"
"It's the little prince who is too strong."
Gu Ran used to think it was only absurd and boring. At this time, seeing a burst of cheers from everyone, the sweaty player wiped the sweat from his forehead and sat up from his position. Say to the player next to you, "That's it! Let's play again next time! As he spoke, he took out ten pink bills from his wallet and handed them to the other party, turned around and left.
Gu Ran had already seen that they were gambling at this moment, and the person who was sweating profusely should be what they said Ma Long, and the person who won should be the so-called little prince...... The little prince? The little prince should be very handsome, right? But the big dragon just now really didn't look very good, short, fat and obscene......
At this time, the little prince had already collected the money and continued to play the game with great interest. Seeing that there was nothing to watch, the four spectators returned to their seats and played games.
Gu Ran was surprised to see that the five of them were playing the same game-Bubble Hall.
Looking at the sluggish characters on the screen, Gu Ran wanted to laugh, what are you doing. Several big men formed a group to play this mentally retarded game, and they also used it to gamble money. What a promising!
Gu Ran turned around and left, and suddenly heard a familiar voice shouting behind him: "Gu Ran! ”
It's Jin Shaoze! When Gu Ran turned his head to look, he saw Jin Shaoze walking towards him.
Gu Ran knew his clothes...... It turned out that he was the little prince just now.
Gu Ran said coldly: "Oops! Prince Jin Shaoze, you can make a fortune today, how are you going to spend ten big red tickets? Gu Ran suddenly felt that he hated this Jin Shaoze more and more, and his tone of voice was also merciless and sarcastic.
Jin Shaoze said unhurriedly: "It seems that you have misunderstood me a little......
"Oh? Misunderstand? What misunderstanding? ”
"You must think I'm gambling and addicted to games, and I'm a bad guy who doesn't know how to learn, right?"
Gu Ran made no secret of his disappointment: "So what? ”
Jin Shaoze said: "You are wrong!" There are also people who can play miracles when playing games. ”
Gu Ran looked disdainful: "Don't tell me, you are the one who played miracles." ”
Jin Shaoze said: "Of course! I'll tell you, I'm a master in this game, not just a master, but I'm a national champion. took a bonus of 30,000 yuan. ”