When we say goodbye, we are no longer what we used to be. It's just time, please be kind to that woman, the woman I owe all my life.

One day, Sun Keyi called me and he said, "Gentleman, do I know who I met today?" ”

I said, "Who?" ”

Sun Keyi said, "Wu Qian. ”

My hand holding the phone tightened, and even my voice began to tremble, and I said, "What about Liuliu, how is she?" ”

There was a short silence on the other side of the phone, and Sun Keyi said, "I haven't seen her, but looking at Wu Qian's appearance, she should be doing well." ”

The girl who walked beside me, in the years she was away, I didn't dare to make friends with other girls, just waiting for her to come back and fill the void she left in my heart.

I said, "I think it's six-six." ”

Sun Keyi said: "There will be a chance to meet." ”

Over the phone, I nodded.

On weekends, I wander around the park with dried fish.

I sat on a chair and watched it roll on the lawn. I heard the dried fish "meow." Earth screamed.

A little boy of four or five years old carries the tail of a dried fish and hangs it in the air.

I was instantly angry, only I could do this to dried fish.

I walked over and bent over to look at the little boy, who was also looking at me with his round, dark eyes, and there was a spirit in his eyes that did not admit defeat.

I was amused by his serious look and I said, "Don't touch my cat." ”

He grabbed the belly of the dried fish with his little hands.

I jumped up in anger from him, but my hand was very gentle, and I reached out and pinched his pink little face. I said, "You can't just scratch someone's cat, you see, if I just bullied you, your mother will be angry." ”

Sure enough, I heard a distant shout, "Don't touch him." A panicked figure ran over and grabbed the boy. Carefully ask, "Is there anything wrong?" ”

I looked at the boy's mother, frozen in place.

She looked at me with red eyes, and her voice trembled, "Xu Qijun, don't you think I'm miserable enough?" ”

Li Qianqian, she is no longer the plain girl she was back then, and now she is a mother who is worried about her children.

I was speechless, watching Li Qianqian disappear from my sight step by step with the boy.

After paying the salary, Yu Ting dragged me to a five-star restaurant for a good meal.

ordered a table full of dishes, of course Yu Ting and I would not be merciful. Eating that is called a vigor.

The waiter pushed the door in, and my eyes were drawn to the figure passing by outside the door.

The five big and three thick, with tattoos on his arms, is not Wu Qian, and who is it.

I got up and walked out, trotting all the way to follow Wu Qian. He was followed by a woman with a graceful figure, almost pressing her chest against him.

Yu Ting also followed me out.

I rushed forward and slapped Wu Qian in the face.

Wu Qian covered his fat cheeks, in shock, and after seeing me clearly, he shouted, "Xu Qijun, you girl, you have a sick brain, damn." ”

Yu Ting also looked at me in surprise, and she said, "What are you doing?" You're a man. ”

I pointed at Wu Qian's nose and scolded, and I said, "Are you worthy of Liuliu?" ”

Wu Qian looked at the woman, then at me, and he said, "Don't tell Liuliu." ”

I snorted.

The woman standing beside Wu Qian said delicately: "Who is Liuliu." ”

I said, "Wu Qian, let me meet Liuliu." ”

Wu Qian said: "You promise not to tell her. ”

I nodded.

When I saw Liuliu again, I was in Wu Qian's small villa, and I saw Liuliu walking towards me with a 7 or 8-month-old belly.

I thought of the 15-year-old Liuliu, who cried and said to me that I had to find a way to live for myself, and then she followed Wu Qian.

When I thought of the woman who put her chest on Wu Qian's body, my eyes turned red, and I held back tears.

Liuliu was still smiling, and she said, "Gentleman, you are here." ”

You're here, what an ordinary greeting, so ordinary that it's like we've never been apart.

But when we sat down, we didn't have a common topic to talk about for a long time, so we just waited quietly and let the time pass.

When I left, Liuliu asked Wu Qian to send me.

I didn't refuse and got into Wu Qian's BMW.

Wu Qian is really developed, but once a man has a little money, he is easy to control himself.

The car stopped in front of my house, but I didn't mean to get out.

Wu Qian said: "I treat those women just on the spot. ”

I said, ", men who steal are not good men." ”

Wu Qian smiled bitterly, "Why am I not a good man?" Haven't I been good enough for Liuliu all these years? ”

I said, "Liuliu is pregnant, do you know how determined a woman is to have a baby for a man?" ”

Wu Qian didn't want to argue with me.

I didn't want to get into a standoff with him, so I opened the car door and walked down.

I hadn't dreamed for a long time, but that night, all I had in my dreams was the appearance of six six smiling.

Her 15-year-old immature face, walking and jumping on the road with me, so happy. She always laughed and said to me, gentleman, I don't want to marry anyone in my life.

Liuliu said she was afraid that one day she would become helpless like her mother. So she doesn't want to get married.

I laugh, silly girl.

Liuliu said that I am not like you, and I am accompanied by someone as good as Sun Keyi. She always felt that Sun Keyi and I were a couple.

In the second half of the dream, I saw Li Qianqian, who was always crying in my dreams. She said Xu Qijun, my life is over like this, it's over. I also cried, I said Li Qianqian, I'm sorry for you.

The little boy also pointed at me and scolded, and he said to give me the dried fish. I held the dried fish and handed it to him, and I said that if I give you the dried fish, you will forgive me.

After waking up, I always had a thought in my head, maybe I could pray for Li Qianqian's forgiveness.

I always deliberately walk dried fish in the park, hoping to meet Li Qianqian.

One day, I came across.

A harmonious picture, the little boy is holding Li Qianqian's hand on his left and Li Munan's hand on his right, bouncing all the way over.

As soon as the dried fish saw that it was a little boy, it was estimated that there was a shadow, so it turned around and ran.

I pulled the chain around its neck and pulled it back stiffly.

The little boy broke free from Li Munan and Li Qianqian's hands, ran over and hugged the dried fish.

The dried fish cried restlessly in his arms.

When Li Qianqian saw that it was me, she hurriedly walked over and protected the boy in her arms.

I looked at her appearance, there was no more simplicity back then, more of a mother's kindness. The lilac-like fragrance has long since dissipated.

My heart hurt for a moment, if it weren't for me, maybe she would still be the Li Qianqian of the year.

Such a good girl, a girl with a lilac fragrance.

The little boy saw Li Qianqian's tears, and he stretched out his little hand to wipe Li Qianqian's tears. He said, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

I walked up to Li Qianqian, and I said, "For so many years, I haven't said sorry to you." ”

Li Qianqian looked at me through the shiny liquid, and she said, "Xu Qijun, do you know? Every time I see Nan Nan, I will think of that day, he is the pain of my life. She pointed to the boy she was holding in her arms.

She loved him so much, but he kept reminding him of the painful past.

The little boy named Nan Nan was startled by Li Qianqian's reaction, and he also began to cry.

Years ago, I could never have imagined that one of my mistakes would bring such pain to a girl, or even her child.

I looked at Li Qianqian, who was slowly changing in time, and if I could go back to that autumn, I would definitely not make that bet with Sun Keyi.

What face do I have to stand before her and ask for her forgiveness?

It's just time, please be kind to this woman, this woman I owe all my life.

Li Qianqian said, "Xu Qijun, let's go, I don't want to see you again in my life, I accept my fate, this is my life." She couldn't stop crying.

On the way home, I hugged the dried fish, and I said, "Dried fish, dried fish, I'm sorry for her." ”

I said this over and over again, hoping to ease my guilt, but the more I said it, the more uncomfortable my heart became.

The dried fish stared at me and meowed a few times, as if to understand my pain.

The sky was graying gray, gray like my mood.