Chapter 416: Good and Dark
Could it be that this is also predestined in the dark? Must let him die in front of me in this way?
In this array, I have gradually become numb, and I have begun to doubt that I am the person in this array, and I will never go out one day, so when I saw Yin Qi die in front of me, it was as if I had lost my last hope in this world, and this pain was even more sad than when I was locked in a picture frame.
I was tired of crying, my voice was hoarse, a ray of sunlight shone on my face, I slowly raised my head, and saw that the sun had all risen from the east, and then, Yin Qi's body changed in this sunlight, and a faint light appeared on its hair and cheeks.
I watched this scene in amazement, only to see his body slowly dissipate in this wonderful faint light, and finally all I held in my arms was the clothes he was wearing!
Dissipated...... It's gone......
This means, did he leave this world completely, I hugged the clothes tightly, trying to find an exit in despair---- so, this is not the end, it must not be, he just had a nightmare, my only sadness, tightly in this world, there is no more him, I just returned to the time when I was alone, I have to be strong, I have to leave this world, and then return to the original world, so that I can see him again!
Yes, that's what I need to do and have been doing, not useless sadness!
Taking a deep breath of cold air, the loss of this one turned into a new belief in me, supporting my whole body and mind!
I stood up from the fence, faced the morning sun, opened my arms, and realized why Yin Qi wanted to take me to see the sunrise before leaving.
He faded into the sun, and the essence became this sunshine, guiding me next...... I will never let him down, I whispered to him: "Yin Qi, wait for me, I will definitely walk out from here." ”
I got down from the roof and went back to my house, I was going to say goodbye to my dad and it was time to get on with my journey!
When I opened the door, my dad was sitting at the dining table with food in front of him, and Aunt Zhang was gone!
"Xiaoxian, come and eat while it's hot!" When he saw me get up, he opened the bowl and chopsticks, and didn't forget to look behind me. "Where's Shu'an?"
I put his coat on the couch in the hall, and my dad noticed that my eyes were red and swollen, and he seemed to know everything, and his eyes darkened.
When I sat down, he was silent for a while, and then asked me, "Xiaoxian, do you remember what your grandmother used to say?" ”
"What?" Grandma used to say so much, I really don't know which one!
Death, she said, is the beginning of a new ----"
Is death the beginning of a new beginning? My eyes slowly drooped, for a world with a causal cycle, death was indeed just beginning, but for this world without a soul, it was not inevitable.
I knew he was trying to comfort me, and he pursed his mouth and smiled at him.
"Eat it, it's time to go to class!" My dad put a fritter in my bowl.
I finished eating calmly, put down the dishes and chopsticks, stood up, and said, "Then Dad, I'll go first!" ”
When I go out from here, I don't know what I will encounter in my memory, but no matter what danger I encounter, as long as I use a brave heart, I will definitely be able to overcome everything and get out of this world of bondage.
"Okay, go ahead and get an extra coat!" I made a look and added an extra coat to my body.
When I walked to the door, I reluctantly glanced back.
My dad was cleaning up the table, and when he saw that I hadn't left, he looked up and asked me with concern, "Xiaoxian, did you forget to take something?" Don't forget! ”
I nodded: "Well, Dad, after I go out, I'll go to you, you and Aunt Zhang are waiting for me!" ”
"What nonsense is this stupid boy talking about, where are you going?"
He didn't pay much attention to it, and went to the kitchen with the empty plate!
I opened the door and walked out, and my dad suddenly chased after me again. "Little Fairy!"
"Huh?"
I hurriedly looked back at him, and I saw him coming over with two boiled eggs in his hand and stuffing them in my hand. "Eat when you're hungry!"
I didn't like to eat boiled eggs before. Every time my dad asked me to take me, he didn't want to, and now I put it in my coat pocket without saying a word.
"Okay, I'll definitely eat it!"
When I went down the stairs, I found that Aunt Zhang had been fighting with the aunts in the community to the end, and when I saw me coming down, the fat sister Wang was still saying: "Cuilan, your little fairy is really getting more and more smart, and it seems that you can say that you can be a good mother-in-law in the future!" ”
Aunt Zhang held a mahjong in her hand and put it on the table, and said triumphantly: "Water is water spirit, and it is not easy to make a brain and it is not easy to do---- 50,000!" ”
"Bump!"
"It's not kind!"
When I walked out of the entrance of the community, I saw a familiar picture in front of me.
The next stop of the original memory came to the university campus.
There are a lot of memories of me here, so when I saw the old and majestic signboard at the school gate, my eyes were a little sour.
I guess this place must be the same as my home, it's a good thought, right?
"Xiaoxian, you won't answer your call!" A sweet voice came from behind, and I didn't look back, I already knew that it was Fang Lingshan!
When I think of reality, the last time I saw her, I stabbed each other, and I saw her here again, especially when I saw her smile at me for a long time, it was really like a world away.
"Why are you stunned, today's class is almost late, Professor Chen's most penothing student is late, hurry up!" I was still shaking my mind, and she grabbed me and ran forward.
We were speeding through the academy as we used to, and we accidentally bumped into a few students who were slowly walking around the campus, and we didn't stop, just raising our hands and shouting into the air in front of us, "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry! ”
Despite this, we were still late for this class, and Fang Lingshan and I entered the classroom in full view of everyone, and the professor who was lecturing above did not look very good at us.
Although this classroom is very large, the seats in front of it have long been snatched up, only the last row is left, and there are two seats, it's really strange, there are people standing next to them, and no one is going to sit, Fang Lingshan naturally sat down with a butt, and several female students standing next to him immediately glared at us with envy and hatred, what is the situation? My shady?
"Hey, Guan Xiaoxian!" A warm male voice came from the right, and I looked over in surprise, it was Zhuang Junfan!
So my current memory is the three years of college that I miss the most, but in those three years, why did Zhuang Junfan take the initiative to speak to me? Sure enough, it was just a memory that belonged to me, all of it was my subconscious world, and I blinked, and when I saw those sincere eyes, I didn't know how to say this first sentence.
Fang Lingshan next to me resisted me: "Why are you stunned, people call you!" ”
I replied lightly: "Well, hello Junfan!" ”
"I helped you reserve your spot, but luckily you arrived in time!" He laughed, and the corners of his eyes were downward, which was particularly good-looking.
"Thank you!"
"It's okay, Lingshan entrusted me!"
I turned my head to look at Lingshan, she smiled meaningfully, and then turned her head to listen to the lecture!
The class ended quickly, and the people around began to disperse one after another, even Zhuang Junfan left!
I looked at his back, and a lot of emotion came to my heart.
At that time, I was like this many times, sitting in my seat and watching him leave, right? Now that history is repeating itself, even in a time that doesn't belong to me, it makes me yearn for it.
After sitting on the seat for a while, Fang Lingshan made up her makeup, stood up and told me to go, and I followed her naturally.
But as soon as I came out, a lot of petals suddenly floated down from the sky.
I looked up to the sky and was fascinated by the beautiful picture!
Then, I saw a lot of familiar faces, squad leader, Feng Lun, Ma Lingli, Jiao Susu, and so on...... They were in a circle, humming a tune very rhythmically, and then behind them, there was a guitar sound, and a person slowly walked out from behind them, and he sang in his mouth: I can't forget the first time I saw you, a pair of charming eyes, in my mind, your figure, lingering......
It's Zhuang Junfan, he's singing "Love Has to Be Done" to me?
Only then did I realize that this was a confession to me---- and even Fang Lingshan joined them, although I knew that this was my subconscious memory, I still felt so happy.
The joy is not to see my first love confess to me, but to be able to return to the ordinary world I miss the most, and to the youth that I will regret later.
They were still the best they were when they were the same, and if I didn't have a strong concern for the real world, I would really think that this is reality, and I woke up and had a nightmare......
At this moment, Zhuang Junfan has come to my eyes, he finished singing, smiled and handed me a blue rose. "Guan Xiaoxian, I like you!"
I covered my mouth lightly, moved to a blur in front of me, and then replied sadly and regretfully: "Zhuang Junfan, I also like you......"
I held the rose in my hand, this is the first time in my life that I have received a flower, right?
It's so warm, but I know it very well in my heart, this is a gift from my memory, a gift to make up for regrets.
It was also at this moment that the mystery of this formation was revealed.
Why can't most people get out of this formation? Because in this, it is the goodness and darkness of man who divide the victory and defeat, when man meets darkness, man's goodness will come out to rescue him, and when the balance of goodness is insufficient, the darkness will win!
I have a good heart, so I should believe that I can get out of here!
Just in my reverie for a moment, suddenly a strong wind blew, blowing the branches around the trees and swaying, just now it was a harmonious blue sky, and it was instantly covered with dark clouds!
The smiling faces around were all shocked, constantly looking left and right, and someone cautiously asked, "Why did the sky suddenly change?" ”
My brows furrowed together, and what I heard in my ears was not only the sound of the wind, but also the sound of an old laugh.
My fists clenched slightly, it's her, she's coming!
She's definitely the biggest shadow in my heart, and since she's here, it means that this is the last battle I can get out of here, right?
It's just that this is my one-man campaign!
I looked at Zhuang Junfan and the other classmates and shouted at them, "Hurry up, go away, don't stay here!" ”
Although they are only my memories, they are real in this world, and I don't want to see them die because of me!
"What happened? Fairy? "Zhuang Junfan didn't know what to call me.
"Let's go, let's go, don't ask!" I pushed them along, but it seemed to be too late, and the sky darkened completely, accompanied by thunder, illuminating everyone's terrified faces.