Chapter 70: Confession

Suzaku thinks that he is dead, but he feels that he is in a whirlpool, is it possible that people are still conscious when they die? Is there really a heaven or a hell? Or is this on the way to the underworld? Then you might see Meng Po, right? What does Meng Po look like? Is Meng Po soup good? ……

Not only did the consciousness slowly awaken, but the body seemed to be recovering slightly. While he was thinking about it, his ears seemed to hear a voice, wait, this voice is so familiar, it's him! He's dead too?

Suzaku struggled hard, trying to open his eyes to see if he was dead or alive, but his whole body was no longer dominant.

The voice in his ears became clearer and clearer, it was his voice that haunted his dreams, although he couldn't move his whole body, it was also a comfort and a happiness to be able to hear his voice.

"Suzaku, do you know, I'm willing to die, and I don't want you to come and give me another life. I'm so miserable when you're gone. ”

"Do you remember? In Zhujia Town, when you lured Zhu Ba away alone, I tried my best to protect you, and it was Mr. Gu who knocked me out in order to protect me. When I woke up, I searched the neighborhood and asked everyone, but no one saw you. At that time, I thought you were dead. ”

"Qin Jianguo and Mr. Gu were afraid that something would happen to me, so they took me back to Kyoto. You may not know yet, I am not Qin Hui'an, I am Xia Duanmo. ”

Suzaku was a little confused, and had a faint feeling earlier that Qin Hui'an, whom he knew, was actually called the master by Meng Liang and them, but the situation was urgent at that time and there was no time to ask, and now it was not much of a surprise to hear him admit it himself. It seems that from the very beginning, these two identities have some relationship. Soon, Qin Hui'an, no, it should be called Xia Duanmo at this time, and told the cause and effect.

"My identity is the second prince of Xia Kingdom, when I was born, someone wanted to kill our mother and son, but fortunately, Wang Botong rescued me and fled to Taoyuan. The thieves did not give up, and chased and killed all the way, so Qin Jianguo also moved his family to Zhujia Town to secretly protect outside Taoyuan. Moreover, just in case, I handed over Qin Hui'an, who was the same age as me, to Wang Daochang, and changed the identities of the two of us. ”

"Four years ago, the enemy entered Taoyuan, Wang Daochang was forced to commit suicide to save Taoyuan's people, Qin Huian was captured by thieves instead of me, and Qin Huining and I were taken back to Zhujia Town by Zhao Buzhuo and lived as Qin Hui'an."

"It wasn't until I returned to Kyoto, under the protection of Mr. Gu, that I regained my identity."

The voice stopped, as if stuck in a memory. Then, Suzaku felt a hand gently brushing his forehead, as if he was sorting out his hair, and then, gently brushing his cheeks. It's so warm, it's so warm, Suzaku is a little intoxicated. I've thought about this warm picture countless times, but I didn't expect it to be realized today, but it's a pity that I can't move, and I can't even move my eyelids, otherwise, how beautiful it would be.

A drop of liquid with temperature fell on his face, and he gently wiped it away. Was it his tears? He's sad. Don't be sad, okay? As long as you live, it's better than anything else.

The voice came again, faintly, with sweetness and sentimentality from the bottom of my heart.

"Suzaku, do you remember the first time we met? In Taoyuan, the way you first appeared was so pitiful. Looking at you with your skinny face and dark spots, I felt that my soul had something to rely on at that moment. At that moment, I knew that this life was destined to be with you. ”

"You must laugh at me, thinking that I am a little false, but who can tell the emotional thing? At that moment, I just felt close to you, like a long-lost relative. It was at that moment that I also made up my mind to protect you from being wronged again. ”

"Suzaku, do you know? The days in Zhujiazhen Private School were the happiest times in my life. I can see you every day, and I can stay with you every day. I can empathize with your joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and I am ecstatic about your efforts, progress, and growth. ……”

"Suzaku, you naughty ghost, you always scare me. The first time, Master went with you to find a descendant of the strange doctor, but in the end, he brought the news that you had fallen off a cliff. At that time, do you know how sad I was? I felt that my whole being was divided into two halves, half of which had gone with you, and the rest of me was living as a crippled body. ”

"Until I met you at the door of Qin's house, you stood there so alive, and the dark spots were gone. I know that's you, and though your appearance has changed, my soul won't lie to me. At that moment, I hated you. I hate that you didn't leave a letter when you left, and I hate that you see me like a stranger. But how can I hate it? Mr. Gu is waiting in Kyoto, he must go, I have been thinking about coming back all the time in those days, I want to ask you about your experience, I want to find you to get my other half of my body back. When I come back, I look at your happy appearance, everything is not important, I just hope to see each other day and night. ”

"The second time, it's because you have to be strong. Can't you just hide behind me? Zhu Ba, does he dare to touch me? After you left, you took my whole heart with you. Mr. Gu and Qin Jianguo brought me back to Kyoto, restored my identity, and I survived because I wanted revenge, and when everything was over, I would go with you. ”

"Several times, I went back to Linshan City to look for Zhu Ba, but in vain, he seemed to have disappeared completely. Until I saw you, that moment I came back to life. I can't show up, my identity is too sensitive at this time, and it will hurt you. I don't know how you escaped the poison, but it doesn't matter, as long as you live and get better. I won't allow others to bully you anymore, and even if I'm not available, I'll send someone to protect you. I didn't expect that Wei Guanzheng would put you in a situation of life and death, I regret it so much, so I arranged for Meng Liang to swear to the death. ”

"But this time, Suzaku, why are you so stupid? Why are you exchanging blood with me? Now that you're in front of me, you'll come back to life, right? Just like the previous times, you're not going to die, are you? Let's stop making trouble, will you wake up? You open your eyes and see where I brought you here, we are in the cave of the master in the back mountain of Taoyuan, just the two of us, I will never leave again, I will always accompany you, accompany you! ”

The voice grew weak until there was no sound.

One of them lay down next to him, his hand clasped in his hand. Slowly feeling the temperature of the body gradually decrease, Suzaku was anxious. Fool! What a fool! To exchange blood for you is to let you live well, who let you die with me! Besides, I'm not dead, get up! Get up! What's the use of that? Suzaku can't move.

"Alasβ€”β€”! What a sin. A voice popped up.