Chapter 18: He's Not So Noble
How many long nights that are difficult to sleep, only this time is not so difficult, although it is still sleepless, but with the faint moonlight outside the window, guarding the person who snores in the window, Qin Yuhuai feels that the years are quiet for the first time, and even time has flowed much faster, and he can't stop it. In the blink of an eye, when the sun rises as usual, life seems to be much more comfortable than before, and finally, the person who can't take care of it is close after many years, no matter how it will eventually begin, no matter how the ending will be wasted, and miss her and everything about her.
"Young man! ...... the car stopped close to the school gate, and Qin Yuhuai thoughtfully got out of the car to help Zimo open the door. Looking at the campus that was a little deserted because it was still early, I was glad that I was quite competent on the first day of duty and did not miss my children's school time.
"After that, where are you going?" Before walking into the campus, Zimo suddenly stood still and looked up and asked.
"Go home!" Qin Yuhuai smiled and helped Zimo straighten the shoulder strap of his schoolbag.
"Shall you leave now?" In an instant, Zimo's little face changed color, and even the color of his eyes became more and more dim. It was reluctant to give up Qin Yuhuai, and she was also worried that Xia Lian would have no one to take care of, and when she left in the morning, she was still asleep like yesterday.
"Go back to your and mother's house......" Seeing through Zimo's thoughts, Qin Yuhuai hurriedly explained.
"Thank you......" Gratefully, Zimo bent down and bowed respectfully to Qin Yuhuai.
"I'll pick you up after school!" There was no extra politeness, Qin Yuhuai just stroked Fu Zimo's little flat head lovingly, and then pushed him into the school gate without saying anything, and he was willing to give up until he couldn't see it. Obviously, this child has become dependent on himself, and his heart is more sad than gratified.
"Dad Zimo, it's rare that you have time!" When Zimo walked away, the doorman on duty not far away deliberately moved over to talk, "If I'm not mistaken, this is the first time you've sent your child to school, right?" Zimo, who is excellent in character and learning, is particularly eye-catching in school.
"Yes!" Qin Yuhuai bowed slightly at the visitor.
"No matter how busy you are, don't forget to spend more time with your children!" The blame inside and outside the words could not be more obvious.
"In the future, I will come often!" Quite apologetically smiling, Qin Yuhuai said goodbye politely. It's just that after turning around and getting into the car, the gaze in his eyes gradually became gloomy:
"Why, why couldn't you show up sooner?" On the way to school after breakfast, Zimo, who was sitting in the back seat, suddenly asked the same question as yesterday, "If it could be earlier, I would rather not have my ......" At that moment, Qin Yuhuai's heart was pulled hard, coupled with the blame of the doorman now, his heart was already bleeding - he is not a person who will be avenged, but all the injuries that Yintian left to Xia Lian's mother and son, he will double it in the near future.
Outside the "......", the sound of knocking on the car window interrupted Qin Yuhuai's thoughts, and it was the doorman just now.
"Mr. Yin, you can't stop here for too long." When Qin Yuhuai rolled down the window, the doorman motioned for him to leave as soon as possible. As more and more children arrived at school, the two-lane road was already overwhelmed, and one car after another continued behind Qin Yuhuai's car, forming a long queue.
"Sorry......" Regarding the doorman's Zhang Guan Li Dai, Qin Yuhuai didn't want to explain more, but immediately drove away.
When I got to the intersection, the car drove in the opposite direction from Xia Lian's residence and went to a large supermarket. In addition to buying some fresh vegetables and fruits that Zimo likes to eat, Qin Yuhuai carefully picked a few green vegetables, plus a few native eggs, and wanted to cook some vegetable porridge for Xia Lian. Last night, when Nangong Xuan left, she told her that she had been feeling sick recently, and her diet should be lighter.
Thinking of the unkind girl, Qin Yuhuai's movements in his hand sped up a little. It was important to go back before she woke up, or it was unknown whether she would be able to set foot in her house again.
Fortunately, a hanging heart finally returned to its place the moment she gently pushed open the door of Xia Lian's room after turning back. Everything was as usual, and she was still sleeping soundly.
Moving lightly to the only window in the house, Qin Yuhuai wanted to open the curtains to let some sunlight in, after all, such a sunny day is always rare in the humid climate of the south.
Zimo ...... protested, she murmured, "Shut up!" The sudden sunlight pierced her eyes, and she couldn't help frowning, then she rolled over and turned her back to the past.
Quickly closed the curtain again, Qin Yuhuai stood in place and didn't dare to move, even breathing felt noisy - for ten years, in the reincarnation of the white cloud and the dog, all the things she wanted to give her were never what she wanted.
"Come here......" she gave the order with her eyes closed, her voice languid like a kitten, wild.
"......" dotingly looked at the slightly curled back in front of him, and the corners of Qin Yuhuai's mouth hooked up with shallow helplessness. The more I get along, the more I can't help it, and I want to be attached to it and hug it with my heart, but I don't know if if I really do it, will Xia Lian regret it after waking up, maybe, the two of them will never be there anymore, so he doesn't dare. Since the day I met her, I have no self, looking forward and backward, in a dilemma, all for her, for her well-being, for her vulnerability, and she is as docile, brutal, willful, compromised, and reckless as she did ten years ago.
"Mo Ji ......" Xu had waited for a long time, she began to complain, and beckoned in his direction.
"......" wanted to get closer, but he was afraid of disturbing her. If she wakes up and sees him, how will she face it, I don't know if she is ready.
"Hurry up......" she urged again. In this life, what I am most afraid of is waiting, at the snap of a finger, far away, many years later, every minute and second is a long time.
"......" paused, Qin Yuhuai still bypassed the end of the bed, three steps and two steps by the side of her bed, and she was still sleepy, but compared to the gray little face yesterday, today is obviously more ruddy, like the morning sky covered with a thin crimson, I can't see half of the enchantment.
"Don't worry, I'm an iron man, it's just that the iron man is rusty today......" Slightly sideways to bury her face in the pillow, she reached out and pinched the corner of his sleeve, as if comforting.
"Well......" The corners of his lips flew, but his eyes were hazy with tears, and he forgot his feelings, and his voice almost erupted from his throat - this fool who loves to be strong, is always like this, making people's hearts flow with tears and dripping with honey, whether it is in the long thoughts of looking through the autumn water, or in the unstoppable encounter, thinking of her stupidity and stubbornness, Qin Yuhuai often laughs and laughs and cries.
"I can't send you to school, can I take care of breakfast by myself......" her voice sluffled into her pillow. After sleeping all night, I still feel sore, and I want to be lazy again.
"......" was in a hurry, and he gently tugged at her messy hair, indicating that he agreed.
"Good ......," she said. Then he released the sleeve of his shirt and touched his face, but he dodged it in time. Stand up and pull up the cuffs slightly, thinking that you can get out of the way.
"Can't go......" fluttered in the air, her coquettish, soft voice dragged a long tone, wantonly tired in the air.
Heart-turned......
If it were another woman, Qin Yuhuai would definitely think that the other party was pretending to be and wanted to indulge, but there were already so many women who coveted him, but she wouldn't. It's just that knowing that this ruthless person doesn't want to stay with him, the sentence "can't go" still makes the person who listens can't move his footsteps.
For ten years, what has been haunting her heart is the rudeness she didn't know anything about at first and the deference that she later begged for Yintian's grievances, but she never thought that she still had such a ability to melt hundreds of steels. has been in love for so long, but he knows very little, wild, cowardly, meek, cheerful, proudly independent, and vulnerable, which one is her, which one is her, in fact, he has long known it, but for many years, in order to forget, he has searched all her useless uses.
"Huh?" She was humming and chirping again, deliberately showing half of her face, hooking her fingers even harder, pointing to her cheeks, and finally pouting mischievously......
"......" didn't dare to leave if she wanted to, she couldn't stay if she wanted to, she stood there silently, and for a while, Qin Yuhuai lost her mind - when will she become the person she is waiting for? The next sunrise is full of sky, or is it the twilight of the year?
"Forget it......" couldn't wait for what she wanted, she pretended to be negative and rolled on the spot, turned around and slept on the other side.
And he, as if he was inexplicably enraged, stretched out his long arms on the edge of the bed, and his burning breath was already wheezing in her ears - he could consume ten years of time for others, but he never waited for his momentary hesitation, ten years ago, ten years later, as before, even if loving her has become an addiction, he still can't be uncomplaining, Qin Yuhuai is not so noble.
Embarrassed, the corners of his lips rubbed against her earlobe, and he wanted a little compensation.
"Itchy ......" instinctively shrunk her neck, she dodged to the side, and decisively pulled the quilt to cover her head.
Anyway, she didn't want to, how could he force it, and slowly retreated quietly, he shut himself out of her door......