How to start the journey of the new day, Xia Lian is still entangled. Public transit? Or eMule? The two are against each other, and there is no way to distinguish between the superior and the inferior.

Although her cycling skills are really first-class, she was born a road idiot and never knew how to distinguish between the southeast and the northwest, so Zimo had repeatedly told her since yesterday that she must take the bus, so that at least she could return the same way according to the bus route. However, the shoes on her feet were a bit embarrassing, and it would be undignified not to wear them on such an important day as today, and it was better to ride a car in one step than to drive all the way, and it was more cost-effective, she thought.

Limply turned back downstairs, Xia Lian just wanted to ride but stopped moving, got out of the car and opened the trunk of the battery car to look, and couldn't help but let out a long breath. The transparent document bag inside contains her hopes, and I hope it will not become her despair. The thick pile of paper is the resume she has carefully prepared for a long time, as many as dozens of copies, and each resume is accompanied by a small sticky note, which clearly marks the time and place of the interview, just because there are too many places to go, I am afraid that I will accidentally confuse the interview information.

In order to find a job as soon as possible, she cast a wide net everywhere, and applied for a variety of positions - administration, secretarial, warehouse management, salesperson, and even housekeeping, cleaning、...... Aimless and messy, she plans to try everything she can think of and thinks she can do, in order to solve the dilemma of food and clothing as soon as possible, and even fantasizes about working harder, maybe it can bring Zimo a slightly better material life.

"Good luck!" She smiled and looked up thoughtfully at the clear blue sky, even the long-lost sunlight was so cool, but the first step for the rest of her life after the catastrophe would not be too bumpy.

I don't understand, why do some literati and writers deliberately devalue the value of the existence of money, obviously there is a shadow of adhesion with people, but what kind of copper-stained argument is on the crown, is it pretentious or deliberately marked innovative, or it must be a full man who doesn't know that a hungry man is hungry, anyway, she, a layman, has never given up her yearning for the RMB, and she also knows how desperately she needs to use this kind of copper odor that some people disdain to start an already embarrassing life.

However, throughout the day, from the south of the city to the north of the city, she gradually became discouraged.

"32 years old?" There was a hint of disgust in his tone.

"Work experience?" The interviewer stared at the blank space in the job profile column of the resume, looking her up and down with disdain, judging her sincerity. In fact, it was her decision after thinking about it.

"What have you done before?" After all, she will meet kind people and want to give her another chance.

"Administrative ......," she said timidly.

"Why did you leave your previous company?"

"Because...... Pregnant ......" she slurred, still unrepentant and unwilling to lie.

"We will seriously consider it, please go back and wait for the notification ......" After a polite reply, he was hastily dismissed, and he no longer had any right to speak hard.

At first, although he was a little apprehensive, he still thought that the god of luck had come again, and he hit him impartially. In fact, it was just self-deception, or she didn't dare to admit it, didn't dare to admit the cruelty of this society and the cruelty of survival, until a kind old janitor poked her in the sore spot.

"Girl, don't wait, while it's still early, hurry up and go to another house to have a look......" After a brief questioning, the old man kindly reminded.

"Oh......" words of thanks, I can't say anything. She felt that she had no place to be ashamed, and she rode away from the place where the old man was.

It turned out that on this day, he just acted out one one-man joke after another......

However, what's so strange? With a technical secondary school degree and a ten-year work experience as a housewife, what shrewd boss would hire such an employee?

I knew that I shouldn't have dressed like this today, and even cleaning and housekeeping disliked her for not being competent. In this era of looking at faces, after all, it is inevitable to take advantage of people.

However, in life, how can there be so many uncertain prophets, it is inevitable that they will unknowingly wade into a situation of dire straits, and then, either they will not die, or they will die. Even if others cut off your way again and again, you still have hope, how do you know if it's still possible if you don't try to the end.

Standing firmly under the office building where the last interview company was located, Xia Lian felt like a fighter who was as tragic as a fighter, resisting all the contemptuous gazes of the world and the ruthless determination of the world, and then paced in sonorously.

This is an engineering materials company, the main business is waterproof materials, although it is not large, but it is a set of development, production, sales, service in one, is far-sighted, or ambitious.

It can be seen that the interviewer is the boss of the company, and the interview questions are similar to those of other companies. It's just that this time, she didn't hand over her resume in time, and with the previous experiences, she didn't dare to resist stubbornly, but in the end, she still couldn't lie, because she was really not good at it, and her mouth couldn't betray the honesty in her heart after all, so the final reply she got was also expected - "wait for notice".

"It's okay, I still have tomorrow, and tomorrow tomorrow......" She walked out of the building stupidly, comforting herself, but the moment she approached the battery car, the whole person was stunned - the rear wheel of the car was completely shriveled, maybe something stuck in the road and a flat tire.

"Even you bully the old lady......" was on the verge of collapse, she kicked the battery car, and almost injured herself.

The top priority is to find a repair point, but I am not familiar with this place, where to find it. This thing, which was shaped like a small motorcycle, became a behemoth.

"One! Two! Three! "Even if you turn on the motor lightly, it's just as hard to push. But the pedestrians on the road came and went one by one, and before anyone could make a sound, they had already flashed past them.

"Hey...... Excuse me...... "I can't give up, I only try again and again, but as soon as the tired voice comes out, it melts into the sunlight, hidden in the hustle and bustle, and no one cares."

Under her feet, the pain was unbearable, and she could only go all the way, thinking that Zimo was still looking forward to going home, Xia Lian accelerated her pace more and more.

"Are you home?"

"Are you hungry?"

"Want something?"

……

All the concerns and worries that flashed through my mind were unknown. The mobile phone has already been automatically turned off because of the power consumption of navigation.

"Hey, little brother......" Finally, when she was about to walk to the intersection, several young people dressed neatly and resembling real estate agents overjoyed her.

However, the other party didn't pay attention to it, and his eyes were all focused on a swaggering car next to him, which also attracted Xia Lian's attention - this car seemed to be exactly the same as Qin Yuhuai yesterday.

"Is that it?" I stopped the car and got on with it, but the windows were closed, and when I looked in from the outside, I couldn't see anything except the black glass.

I knew that I shouldn't have been moved to borrow someone's clothes yesterday, and now I don't even know the license plate of the 'accident car', and I don't leave a phone number, how can I return the clothes? Can't you be an antique and sell it? It can be seen that the dress is really expensive, even the buttons are privately customized, and it is placed in her current home, because of the living environment and humid weather, I am really afraid that moss will grow one day, and I really can't afford to pay for it.

Come to think of it, if that accident hadn't been for the sake of acquaintance, Qin Yuhuai would never have spared it easily. That master has always been difficult to mess with, she knows.

"Hey, big sister, wipe your saliva...... one of the young men teased.

"Little brother, where is the battery car repaired?" She smiled and ignored it. Presumably, the demeanor he just had just now was inevitably misunderstood.

"It's in the middle of the city......"

"From here to the north, cross three intersections to the west, and then one intersection to the south about 500 meters...... "Threesome, there are always well-informed."

"Yes Lao, from now on, am I going left or right?"

"Forward, then left after three junctions, and left at one junction ......"

"Thank you......," she said.

"Far away ......," someone kindly reminded.

"I can ......" Actually, she just said it to herself.

The road under my feet has always been so difficult, and I am used to it, although I occasionally fantasize about turning around. For example, this car belongs to Qin Yuhuai, maybe he will be kind enough to help again-trailer. After all, your own mount also has a motor.

Thinking about the appearance of a luxury car dragging a battery car, she couldn't help but laugh out loud.

However, when we are happy in suffering, we are also prone to be happy and sad. Maybe it's the reverie of self-entertainment that indifferent to the difficulty of walking, maybe it's too difficult to walk and forget to observe the surrounding environment, and when she comes back to her senses, she looks around, and she doesn't know how long she has walked, and she doesn't know how far she has walked, but she is still in this prosperous area - she is lost.

Restless, beads of sweat the size of beans seeped down from his forehead like rain, and he felt that his physical strength was overdrawn to the point of collapse. When her head was so dull that she wanted to be drowsy, and she could no longer control her sleepy steps, she had to sit down under the plane tree in the roadside flower bed. Thinking of Zimoliu's carton of milk, even if he didn't know the taste, he drank it all. I didn't get a drop of water all day, and I urgently needed to replenish some physical strength to bear the rest of the journey, but it had little effect.

Leaning weakly on the trunk of the tree, looking up, the sunlight through the gaps in the dense branches has long since changed from the brilliant and colorful in the early morning and the hot and hot in the afternoon to the gentle and charming now. However, no matter how colorful it is, it can't shine on the bleakness in her heart now.

Often, she asks herself:

Is it really worth it to choose to leave the house? If it is incompetent, why should it be deliberately lonely? Now I have, except for my son, I am afraid that only this poor self-esteem can be proud of. But what's the use? Can I eat and drink? When the livelihood is unsustainable, those twists and turns of chicken soup for the soul are just floating clouds and phantoms. If there are people in the world who sell regret medicine, then the first thing you have to do is to go to Yin Tian to regret it. It's just that there are no ifs in life, and there is never a rehearsal.

"......" she let out a long sigh of relief, frowning.

Perhaps because of the melancholy in my heart, the left side of my chest also had a sudden pain, and it became more and more intense, and the long-lost and familiar taste came rushing again this time. She began to feel a little uneasy, even panicked, curled up weakly, bowed her head and buried her entire face deep in the palm above her knees, and then had to raise her head slightly and slap her forehead vigorously to regain consciousness that might have been lost.

If you faint on the street, if you meet a kind person who takes you to the hospital, you can't afford to pay for the medicine.