Chapter 5: The Imprint of the Heart
The office area on the top floor of Shengqin is surprisingly quiet today. Except for a few high-level officials who had to come up to ask for instructions and report because of urgent matters, no one dared to easily push open Qin Yuhuai's closed door, although one was more curious than the other, and they didn't dare to set foot on it. Even a few assistants in charge who stepped on stiletto heels wanted to pick up a glass of water, but they were frightened back by a look from the assistant superintendent Chi Zhengfei in time, for fear of making some noise and annoying Qin Yuhuai.
"What about urgency?" The little assistant really can't sit still, whatever the excuse, as long as he can get up and walk around.
"Endure ......," the chief supervisor glared at her fiercely, "I haven't drunk water all morning, so how can I have stock in my stomach!" ”
"I can't bear it......," the little girl whispered. Although there is a difference between men and women, there is no distance because Chi-Zong Suri is too approachable.
"I'll help you bring diapers tomorrow!" Chi Zhengfei smiled maliciously, if it weren't for his natural strength and softness, he really couldn't get such a group of girls raised in a honey pot since childhood. Although he is conscientious at work, he is also casual, happy and hateful, and never pays attention to the high eyebrows and low eyes of others. If it weren't for Qin Yuhuai's face, how could a diaper want to calm things down.
"Hmph......" The little girl landed on her seat with a roar, and whispered in frustration, "What's wrong with Mr. Qin...... Although he is usually serious, I have never seen him like this......"
"Do your own things well, I want you to meddle in your own affairs......" Chi Zhengfei reprimanded, his eyes unconsciously glanced in the direction of Qin Yuhuai's office. As an old friend and subordinate for many years, he vaguely remembers that this situation happened many years ago, and it is still unknown why.
"The male god is in a bad mood, and my sky has become a gray ......" The little girl rested her head on the desk, boredly blowing the air in front of her forehead to stay in the sea, and chanting words vigorously. In fact, because Qin Yuhuai closed the door and locked the door, they had nothing to do.
And Qin Yuhuai, after dealing with a few occasional official duties, has been standing in a daze for a morning. In front of the floor-to-ceiling window behind him, the drizzle flying outside the window climbs lonely like a vine, climbing up the heartstrings, even if it is gently teased, it can also ripple circle after circle, fainting out all the helplessness in the past and the powerlessness of today-full eyes, all of them are the little girl who fought with him in a ponytail ten years ago; It's full of eyes again, it's all stupid women who were messily shuttling through the rainy night yesterday, chasing them on the street in order to make a living.
"Stupid girl......" punched the load-bearing wall next to him, and no one knew how distressed he was. And this kind of blame is only willing to be given up when I can't see Xia Lian - blame her for coming and going freely and never caring about his feelings; Blame her for being displaced, and still have no intention of opening this path to him. And he, except for acquiescence, has no other way, Xu She has branded her heart, Xu She has experienced hardships around others, Xu Xu has her heart full of others but has never cared about her own existence.
In any case, he was willing to do anything for her sake - ten years ago, for the sake of her happiness, he chose to deceive himself and forget, leaving her alone in the wind and rain; Ten years later, for her persecution, I tried my best to get closer, but I still couldn't determine whether she was willing.
However, he wanted her, and he wanted the rest of his life; Life is too short to waste on the sorrow of parting......
He is sure that his life leads to her happiness; And her happiness, he no longer intends to give up to anyone.
"I miss you so much...... "The breath exhaled behind him exuded bursts of warmth, unexpectedly disturbing his mind. Suddenly came back to his senses, only to find that the gentleness on his back had approached at some point.
"Well......" he always replied, knowing that the clever woman was obviously scolding, asking him why he didn't come home last night.
"Hungry or not? I made the soup and brought it. Yu Wen said that you haven't eaten until now. He didn't say anything, she never asked, only the voice was still gentle, bubbling like water, making the hearts of those who listened ripple. It's just that maybe this time Qin Yuhuai is an exception.
"Thank you......" he said, still cherishing the words.
The two words polite appear frequently in their marriage, just to remind her of the fragility of this marriage all the time: "We are husband and wife, what I should do is ......" What he hoped for was that his patience day after day would one day become his guilt, so that she would have a reason to keep him.
"You should have your own life......" he said.
There are many forms of marriage, those who are in love with each other, those who forget each other, those who are happy with each other, those who respect each other like guests, and those who do not get together...... There is also a kind of "to each according to his needs" and to each his own. They, it is the latter.
There are some things that he doesn't want to say too bluntly, otherwise it would be too hurtful. He wasn't that cruel, after all, it had cost her ten years of youth in her own calculations.
"My life was originally all about you all the time...... Make soup for you, cook for you, clean for you, give birth to children for you......" kiss, falling softly on his back, "I am willing to ...... everything you think"
"Go back and wait for me ......" Removing her hand, he stepped forward and motioned for her not to come any closer.
"Good ......" for ten years, his indifference has made her never distinguish the truth of joy and sorrow, so this time she will be overjoyed, thinking that her gentleness and obedience in the past ten years have finally been kept.
Although she was so fascinated by the tall back in front of her that she couldn't take a step, she still obediently and slowly retreated towards the door. Regardless of the return date, after waiting for ten years, she doesn't care about this overnight. Gradually, the corners of his mouth went up and he began to smile smugly.
"Su Yun ......" he turned around suddenly.
The footsteps stopped abruptly, and there was unconcealed joy on his face, which was the first time he had retained.
"Recently...... I will probably stay in a hotel for a while......" he said.
"Okay, I'll bring some clothes when I get back." It is rare for Qin Yuhuai to take the initiative, she must take the latest sets of erotic underwear she just bought. She knows his preferences well and likes them.
"I mean, I'm ......alone," he explained, "and for the time being, not going back to my accommodation." The so-called residence is actually the residence of two people, but he has never called it "home".
Her face turned from sunny to cloudy, but she still responded with a full mouth: "Good ......" It's not that he doesn't want to ask the reason, it's that he won't tell him at all, but she seems to have sensed something, and her eyes are suddenly covered with thick moisture like a fog.
The apology of "I'm sorry ......" was the most sincere one he had in ten years.
"Why? Am I not good enough? Pacing slowly towards him, she questioned for the first time.
"Loving each other is not our original intention." He reminded that the calmness in his words was chilling.
"But we've been in the same bed for ten years!" She regretted putting herself on the balance of interests at the beginning, and now how she still asks for extravagance. Women, after all, are inferior to men's reason, and it is up to them to love or not.
"I tried my best...... Yes, he tried his best, tried his best to give all the good for Ruo Suyun, but it was to forget the absurdity of being with another person - a few faces, no words to forget.
"Hug me, is that okay?" Standing in place, she begged, so reluctant and so unwilling, after the road of the two people reached the end, there was no chance to walk together.
And he, without refusing, opened his arms and waited for her input as a final compensation.
"I love you...... Mr. Qin......" Such an alienated title is the rule that Qin Yuhuai originally set, even as Ruo Suyun's husband in the legal sense, she is not allowed to use any intimate nicknames between husband and wife. I remember that once when I forgot my feelings, I called the word "husband", and he punished her for not having sex with her for half a year.
"There will be someone more worthy than me!" He said.
"If I fall in love with you, who else can I love......"
"Out of here, your life has just begun......"
"Until then, give it to me one more time, okay?" Her lips were imprinted on his neck without saying a word, and her fingers rubbed against his body restlessly, starting with the buttons on her chest, one ...... 2 capsules......
Su Yun ...... You shouldn't ...... like that" By the third grain, he grabbed her hand.
"Want me to ......" was so charming that even his eyes were blurred, and the tip of his warm tongue pressed against his chest, all the way down...... Her gaze swept over the tent below, and she couldn't help but gasp for smugness.
In the past, he was always so worn out that he couldn't control himself, anytime, anywhere, in the garden, by the pool, in the car, everywhere that could stimulate the senses, he was often restrained; This time, she also wants to, in this place that has never been promised by him.
"We ...... It's over...... There is no more ......" Suddenly, Qin Yuhuai pushed her away heavily, along with her self-esteem.