After waiting on the side of the road for twenty minutes and not stopping the taxi, Guan Zhengxing's face was frozen and stiff, seeing the bus coming slowly, he ran to the bus stop, there were many people on the bus, and the drawing tube was carefully held in his arms to protect him.

The mobile phone in his pocket vibrate, Guan Zhengxing looked at the number and pressed the mute and put it back, and it vibrated again after a few seconds, he kept looking out the car window and chose to ignore it, and a kind big brother next to him reminded him, "Hey, buddy, your phone is ringing." ”

"......" Guan Zhengxing turned his face wistfully, I thank you.

took out his mobile phone, Shen Zilu's number crossed the screen, and he smiled at his eldest brother, "Harassing phone calls, selling insurance." ”

The eldest brother smiled, "I always encounter salesmen, if you blacklist his number, you won't be able to get in if you enter the blacklist." ”

As he spoke, the phone rang again.

Guan Zhengxing pressed mute again, and then pressed and held Shen Zilu's number to add to the blacklist.

The phone was quiet, and the eldest brother smiled and said, "This trick works." ”

Guan Zhengxing bent his lower lip, but behind this relaxed smile, only he knew what it was like in his heart.

The car drove slowly through the snow, and after three hours, Guan Zhengxing changed to two buses before arriving at the food factory.

When knocking on the door of Manager Wang's office, the people inside were stunned, and then surprised: "With such a big snowfall, you still came to deliver the drawings?" ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "Our contract is clearly written, and the drawings will be handed over today, even if there are knives in the sky, I will have to deliver them." ”

"I really didn't expect you to come." Manager Wang took the drawing tube and nodded approvingly, "Young man, you will definitely have a future in the future." ”

Guan Zhengxing smiled, "I lend you auspicious words." ”

Manager Wang put away the drawings, "You are so trustworthy and efficient, I will definitely introduce you to them if you have construction work in the future." ”

"Thank you."

Coming out of Manager Wang's office, the snow was heavier, a large number of people waiting for the bus gathered at the bus stop, Guan Zhengxing stood a small couple in the afterglow, the boy opened his shirt and held the girl in his arms, the two of them were greasy and crooked, and they didn't care about the eyes of others at all. The girl is coquettish, every playful word falls on Guan Zhengxing's ears and seems to be similar, her appearance appears again in her mind, she likes to be coquettish in front of him, she also likes to stick to him, and likes to hold his hand.

He lowered his eyes, remembering what happened to the two of them in the past, and more and more pictures jumped out, and he couldn't stop it. Unconsciously, the smile arc at the corner of his mouth has been raised high.

The bus stopped, and the people waiting for the bus rushed up, until the door closed, Guan Zhengxing came back to his senses, ran over and patted the door, the driver opened the door and complained, "Stop for so long and don't get on the bus, the car is going to leave and you chase after you, what do you think." ”

Guan Zhengxing said sorry, walked to the back of the carriage, found a position by the window and sat down, the car started again, the little couple in front listened to a pair of headphones, the girl pillowed on the boy's shoulder, Guan Zhengxing suddenly remembered that when he was a sophomore in high school, he and Shen Zilu sat on the steps of the experimental building, sharing a pair of headphones to listen to Jay Chou's songs.

Memories are always unconsciously thrown at the end of time, but when a certain nerve is touched, we will find that the long-term memory is not too far away from us.

At that time, Shen Zilu listened to the busy sound, and weakly pressed the phone off, she guessed that Guan Zhengxing really pulled her into the blacklist.

On the other side of the city, Guan Zhengxing took out the mobile phone in his pocket and clicked on the blacklist, and there was only one person here who was locked up in a small black room by him. Press on her number, tap Remove, and then press OK. This is not to punish the injustice done to him, but to hurt someone who truly treats him. Even if there is more grievances and indignation towards her mother in her heart, she can't withstand her who can't let go.

When I arrived at school, it was already dark, and I saw a handicraft shop nearby, the proprietress was not from Sichuan, and even the waiter was a standard Beijing accent, I thought I could hear the sentence 'female baby', maybe lucky, and I could hear the girl's playful shouting '嬢嬢'.

Unfortunately, it was not heard.

The taste of copying hands is average, scooping up a spoonful of chili oil and pouring it into a bowl, even the taste of chili oil is light, not as delicious as the taste of Sichuan copying hands in the night market.

There are memories and flavors that really only she can give.

Coming out of the shop, Guan Zhengxing received a call from Tao Xiru.

"Big brother, did you send this drawing to Baoding or Tianjin? What time is it and I haven't come back yet. ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "I just finished eating, so I'll go back." ”

"Hurry up, Ji Jingyi will send fried dumplings to the two of us."

"I'm not hungry, you can eat."

"Hurry up, I'll bring you a share."

Guan Zhengxing said: "I'm out of smoke, you can eat first." ”

After saying that, he hung up the phone and walked into the supermarket.

Under the cold night sky, the moon shadow is like a hook, the cold wind blows on the cheeks, the pain of a knife cut, how long has it been since I thought about my father, I can't remember the specific day, I only know that the last time I lit Chinese cigarettes was on the night of the 3rd, the night when Shen Zilu's mother left.

As soon as she bypassed the path, Ji Jingyi came from the opposite side, and the two met squarely.

Ji Jingyi stood still, "Just come back." ”

Guan Zhengxing's hand holding the cigarette hung down at his side, "Hmm." ”

Ji Jingyi wondered, "Don't you smoke?" ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "You see I smoked? ”

He said this to her at the beginning.

Ji Jingyi tilted his head to look at his hand, "The cigarettes are all in my hands, and I don't admit it yet." ”

Guan Zhengxing snorted, "Can't you play with it?" ”

Today he is a little different, Ji Jingyi looked up and down, "What's wrong with you?" It's not very pleasant to watch. ”

Guan Zhengxing flatly denied it, "No." ”

"Come up and eat, I bought fried dumplings for you and Tao Xiru, just out of the pot, your favorite celery pork."

Guan Zhengxing said: "I have eaten outside. ”

Seeing that he didn't appreciate it, Ji Jingyi said fiercely: "I ran three streets to buy it for you, and you don't eat it?" ”

Guan Zhengxing was upset, his hand holding the cigarette was raised, he scratched his forehead with his thumb, and said, "Let's go." ”

As soon as he took a step, Ji Jingyi shouted behind him: "Xiaolu? ”

Guan Zhengxing paused, "......"

Then, the sound of stepping on the snow behind him approached step by step, he didn't look back, Ji Jingyi smiled at the approaching person, "I thought I was wrong, it's really you." ”

"yes, that's a coincidence." Shen Zilu stood beside Guan Zhengxing, kept looking at Ji Jingyi and said, "I didn't bother you." ”

Ji Jingyi looked at Guan Zhengxing with an embarrassed expression, "No, I still have something to do, so I'll go first." ”

Shen Zilu didn't say goodbye.

In the eyes of girls, Ji Jingyi is tantamount to beautiful and intellectual, her smile, speech and demeanor, exude confidence and calmness in her bones all the time. Shen Zilu didn't want to admit it, but she really cared about her in her heart.

"Goodbye." Ji Jingyi said goodbye to Shen Zilu, and then looked at Guan Zhengxing, "I'm leaving." ”

Guan Zhengxing bowed, "Goodbye." ”

The people walked away, and the two of them still stood silently in the snow.

Shen Zilu walked up to Guan Zhengxing, "Why do you suddenly want to be friends with me, the previous agreement doesn't count?" ”

Guan Zhengxing always lowered his eyes, "What I said in my message is very clear. ”

"You understand? But I don't understand, what did I do wrong? Why did you suddenly say you don't want to see you recently? ”

Guan Zhengxing's face was expressionless.

"Say," Shen Zilu was instantly annoyed, "What do you mean?" Want to break up? ”

He smiled, "The breakup is said between lovers, am you and me?" ”

It was as if she had been knocked on the head with a stick, which made her stunned for a few seconds, "......"

Guan Zhengxing said lightly: "Did I promise you to talk about friends?" Or did I openly admit our relationship? ”

His light tone was so contemptuous that Shen Zilu almost cried, pointing at him and saying:

"You have !! Don't think I'm not good at it, remember!! ”

“……”

"On New Year's Day, we took the train back to Jiangcheng, and you rubbed my head at the train station and said, 'Obedient, don't disturb your boyfriend to realize your ideals'; when you gave me a necklace, we argued because of the price, and you finally said, 'I'm your boyfriend, why do you want to give you so many gifts'; I took a shower at home and sent you a message, 'Boyfriend, I'm going to take a bath,' and you replied to me, 'Do you want to wash together,' and asked me, 'Do you grow flowers?' You say you like to grow strawberries; Also, I introduced you to Brother Huainan as my boyfriend, and you didn't deny it. If you don't have a good memory, I said so much, you should remember. ”

The girl's anger swept through the empty night, making the sky even colder.

It was late at night, the wind was blowing, and the snow particles were blowing on the body.

Shen Zilu saw him standing arrogantly in the wind and snow, holding his hands in his pockets, looking at his feet with drooping eyelids, that cold and indifferent attitude made the anger in her heart nowhere to vent, I don't know whether she was angry or frozen, and her clenched fists trembled uncontrollably.

"Do you remember?" She asked again.

Guan Zhengxing said indifferently: "Just say it, you can take it seriously." ”

The wind was loud, "What did you say?" ”

Guan Zhengxing didn't want to push her away, but he couldn't get too close, his heart was very messy, he licked his lips and said:

"I still have something to do at school, so I can't go back with you during the holidays."

"Guan Zhengxing," Shen Zilu walked a step and looked at him with his head slightly raised, "Are you stupid for me?" ”

Guan Zhengxing lowered his eyes to look at her and was silent.

Shen Zilu said word by word: "I really don't want to scold you, but now, I have to say that Lao Tzu wants to smoke you!" ”

He is still a cold silhouette in the winter snow of this cold night, without ups and downs, without waves, cold as a stone statue.

She poked Guan Zhengxing's heart, "Why don't you answer my phone?" Don't reply to my messages? ”

He didn't move, "I've already said that we won't meet for the time being." ”

Shen Zilu asked rhetorically, "There must be a reason not to see you, you can't be in a bad mood, just say you can't see it." ”

"There's no reason, I just don't want to delay our studies," he said. ”

"Heh," he laughed this time, "it seems that you will not delay my studies, but the one who will promote my progress." I just want to know now why I was suddenly cold to me. Whether you want to break up, or think I'm too noisy, or I can eat, you should always give me a reason, which is the most basic respect for me. ”

During the time when she didn't see him, Shen Zilu found countless reasons to ask herself why, but just now, when she saw him and Ji Jingyi standing together, Shen Zilu suddenly felt a little uneasy, perhaps, it was not the reasons she thought of, but that she couldn't enter his world, just like she would never be admitted to Tsinghua University.

Between her and them, she is always the one who is separated from each other at both ends of the door.

Guan Zhengxing said: "In the four years of college, I want to spend time struggling, and I don't want to spend it all on falling in love, understand? ”

She was dumbfounded, as if in this relationship, she has always been on the active side, pulling a good student without seeking progress, and accompanying her in a mess.

"So what were the two of us before? It's a non-romantic stable relationship that you set, and I complied with it, and now you don't think it's fun, just say it's game over? ”

Guan Zhengxing shook his head, "We didn't comply, you and I both know that we have crossed that layer of relationship, otherwise why would you come to question me today." ”

“……”

Guan Zhengxing's words once again reminded her that in the past time, only she was immersed in the beauty of the two in love, and indeed forgot that in the stable relationship between the non-love, the most important word was 'non-love'.

"So, you are cold to me, just to teach me a lesson?"

Guan Zhengxing corrected her, "It's for us all to calm down." ”

"If your calmness is not in touch with each other, then I tell you, you did." Shen Zilu pointed to his feet, "From today onwards, I won't disturb your life anymore, I'll give you plenty of time to calm down completely!" ”

After saying that, the person turned around and left.

...... "You have to calm down, don't you?" Okay, I've got you completely cooled!

Guan Zhengxing watched her leave, and when the person was about to disappear around the corner, he exhaled and chased after her.

The footsteps followed, not far and not close, Shen Zilu knew that it was him, but he was obviously chasing after him, why didn't he catch up.

In this cold winter, Shen Zilu didn't know what happened to Guan Zhengxing, nor did he know the sadness he couldn't bear to hide.

If in front of her, he can only choose one image to appear.

Well, he just wants to choose pride.

Guan Zhengxing accompanied her to the side of the road and said, "At this time, the bedroom door is closed." ”

Shen Zilu was silent, only looking for a taxi on the road.

Guan Zhengxing said: "Tell the dormitory aunt, you can go in." ”

Shen Zilu still ignored him.

In the end, an empty car drove towards her, and Shen Zilu waved,

"Taxi!"