Chapter 15: I Just Want Her to Be Well

"You and Mom...... Acquaintance before? Zimo has the impression that in this city, Xia Lian doesn't seem to know anyone. In her world, there are only a handful of family members - Yin Tian, Yin Zimo.

"At that time, you were still in her belly!" Looking at Zimo, Qin Yuhuai couldn't help but feel a little emotional. After seeing Xia Lian that time, he made up his mind not to see each other again, and locked himself in his marriage even more. However, that piece of paper cut off the journey to Xia Lian, but it failed to seal his tossing and turning heart, and he was still wandering in the old time after ten years.

"If it weren't for me, would you ever get married?" This is a question that Zimo often meditates on. The relationship between his parents and his current situation always made him feel that his existence had become a burden.

In an instant, Qin Yuhuai was in a trance. What would you do if you could go back in time? Continue to be proud or let go of posturing? Adult beauty or forcible seizure? In that case, what will happen to Xia Lian? Blame him? Hate her? Or are you impressed?

"I don't know......," he confessed, and then W-O-Guozimo's sweat-stained little hand said solemnly, "I only know that she can't live without you." "The world of children is inevitably innocent and narrow, ignorant and incomplete, and the most vulnerable to harm. Love is the best medicine to heal the soul.

"Do you like it?" After a pause, Zimo asked again, afraid that Qin Yuhuai would not understand, and specially added, "My mother! Obviously, he cares more about Xia Lian's fate in the future than the rationality of his existence. Just now, when I was standing on the balcony and waiting anxiously, I accidentally saw everything in the car.

"It's not that I like ......" Without thinking, Qin Yuhuai's eyes focused on Zimo's serious little face, this time, in the face of such a little guy, there was an illusion of seeing his parents.

"Why don't you like it!" Zimo's face changed color in an instant, and he was flushed with anger. After all, he is just a child, and he can't hide the words in his heart, let alone vomit or be unhappy.

Finally, Qin Yuhuai smiled for Zimo's attitude at the beginning, and was glad that he fortunately didn't do anything bad that was inappropriate for children, otherwise when Xia Lian woke up, she didn't know how to settle with him: "I love her!" "Perhaps, it is inappropriate to discuss these with children, but as Xia Lian's closest relative, she must not be able to go over.

"How much love?" Zimo continued to ask, his eyes stopped on Qin Yuhuai's face and looked at it again and again, for fear that he would miss some important information if he was not careful, and his expression was nervous and full of anticipation.

"Like you! More than that! Meeting Zimo's suspicious eyes, Qin Yuhuai said sincerely, whether he understood it or not.

"How can I believe it?" I have seen Yin Tian occasionally, and Zimo has also asked so eagerly, but Yin Tian never says anything.

For the first time in my life, I felt that the promise was so pale, "Can you supervise it?" Fingers swiped Zimo's palm, Qin Yuhuai didn't know how to give him this reassuring pill, "If you are not satisfied, how to punish it, you have the final say!" ”

"I don't want to punish!" Zimo took out his little hand, raised his head high and looked at Qin Yuhuai, with high morale, "I just want her to be well!" ”

The breath exhaled heavily from the nasal cavity: "I feel sorry for my mother, isn't it?" Qin Yuhuai asked rhetorically, this childish child, if it weren't for his fledgling and powerlessness, he wouldn't have pushed Xia Lian to him if he said anything, "Me too!" He said, but all the words were weak.

"What's the use of being distressed? She wasn't going to cry secretly...... "A pair of dark eyes were dyed with sorrow that didn't match her age.

"It's going to be okay......" hugged Zimo, Qin Yuhuai said meaningfully, and this time, Zimo accepted obediently, "Let's work together, is it okay?" He asked.

"What can I do?" Looking at Qin Yuhuai's eyes, eager and helpless.

"Grow up well!" Qin Yuhuai hugged Zimo tighter, "She loves you more than anyone else!" In this world, anyone is relatively important, no one is superfluous, he must let Zimo know. The weakness of father's love can only be made up for by mother's love, hoping to fill the lack of this child's hidden heart.

"How did people come about?" Zimo, who sat up straight, looked serious thoughtfully.

“…… ...... formed by microorganisms One by one, the small cells ...... "How could they not guess Yin Zimo's thoughts, Qin Yuhuai tried to avoid them skillfully, "Here...... Over here...... Here......" His fingers clicked indiscriminately over various sensitive parts of Zimo's body, making him giggle, and for a while he forgot whether he would wake up Xia Lian, who was still asleep.

"Micro-...... How do things ...... Formative? Although he had laughed so much that he couldn't say a word, Zimo didn't plan to stop on this issue, "Is it the result of Mom and Dad's love?" Whenever asked, Xia Lian always replied like this, but he was always skeptical.

I can't hide from what I should have, and I can only answer: "Of course!" Firmly, Qin Yuhuai lied with a smile, because many years later he knew Yin Tian's original intention of secretly marrying Xia Lian. However, only by being born of love can the damage to Zimo be minimized.

"Why did everything change after that?" His dark eyes shone with waves, full of doubts.

In a word, Qin Yuhuai's heart was confused - how many people in this world fell in love while walking, fell in love and fell in love and dispersed, and the sadness between him and Xia Lian was nothing, no matter how many changes he made, he couldn't let her see it, and even preferred her to turn a blind eye.

"Zimo...... Will Mom not love you? Quickly came back to his senses, Qin Yuhuai asked. What matters now is not the regret of falling into the flow of time.

"No!" Zimo's answer did not hesitate for a moment.

"What about you?" Qin Yuhuai asked again, "Will you not love her?" ”

"No!" The answer remains unequivocal.

"So, many times, what we see is not necessarily what we think in our hearts, and there may be misunderstandings that we don't ...... aware of" softly, Qin Yuhuai hoped that Zimo would understand. When he grows up, he must be able to understand that not all processes have only one ending that they deserve, and no matter how many endings there are, there will always be one more reason, and that reason, in addition to cruelty, may be beautiful beyond that. And now, he's just a kid with little to do.

"What about you? Will you leave? "After all, this is Zimo's soul torture.

Dumbfounded, Qin Yuhuai reached out angrily and smiled and pinched Yin Zi's fleshy cheeks, so loving, this extremely insecure child always makes people feel faintly painful, "...... Attaboy...... It's a bit like me...... "I never imagined that I would fall into this step - being tricked by a 9-year-old child." To use the popular word to describe it, it probably has to be "black belly".

"Will it?" Zimo asked again, not smiling.

"Please ...... one thing"

"Say ......" Zimo is also refreshing.

"Is it okay to give me half of the love you gave to your mother? ……”