Chapter One Hundred and One: I Have Something to Say
Maybe there is always a price to pay for growth, I gave Xiang Chenyu and Yuan Zhi a good ending, looking forward to their happiness in a strange country, even if they have experienced too many misfortunes, but there is still a perfect ending.
When I was young, I always looked forward to growing up quickly, so that I could eat the best food in the world that MZA bought, and from then on I would never go hungry again, and no one would scold me behind my back, saying that I, happiness would always accompany me, but when I grew up, everything was not what I imagined, and I didn't see him for three years, causing him to become more and more introverted and cold...... From the original words, the little lady who can be called many times a day has become a smile when we say goodbye, and our personalities have changed dramatically.
I asked myself more than once. The fall of the leaves is because the tree does not stay or because the wind does not stay, what about you, your departure is because of the helplessness of the years or because this is a compulsory course of youth, I don't know, and I don't dare to ask.
Sometimes I really want to laugh at myself, time turns us into cowards, into outright liars, into liars who don't express their innermost emotions.
Sure enough, I have experienced too many things, I have experienced a lot, I tried to forget him, to hurt him, to leave a message to him on QQ, to leave a message in his circle of friends, and even I deleted and added him, adding him in the name of someone else, I know, he must know that it is me, only me, a stupid person, wrote and wrote his QQ number in front of him, memorized and memorized, and no one knew his private number anymore.
But when I saw him published in the news
"There are too few friends, please don't delete me casually, I'm reluctant, reluctant... and so on, there is an inexplicable heartache that hits me hard.
I knew we couldn't go back. We could never go back, but there was no other person for me to do than him, to bear my temper, to let him see my stubborn and helpless eyes, and often choke myself in front of him, and suddenly I burst into tears when I thought of this.
has been suppressed and patient, trying to pretend that nothing happened, lost is lost, he will never come back, people always have to change, although he has become my habit, there is no way to convince myself, he is still there, he is still there, he has been staying, but the tears kept pouring out, choked and breathless, and shouted to him towards the sky: "MZA, I will wait for you, I will wait for you to come back, just like Lu Yuanzhi and Xiang Chenyu will have a perfect ending." "I know I'm dreaming that MZA will never come back.
I hope for his happiness more fervently than anyone else in this world, because he has experienced too many sad people and things because of me, but, as long as I think that his happiness is not mine, and his happiness is not mine, it makes my heart ache.
I am the Nanzi Demon Demon, and I am also a character in Lu Yuanzhi's real life, I gave my emotions to Lu Yuanzhi, hoping that she can find happiness in the unknown world on my behalf and give me and MZA a good ending in reality.
I never believed that MZA was gone like this, maybe one day we will meet each other, at that time, MZA and I were both strangers without the memory of the previous life, but I was already very happy, although in this life he left me with despair and broken heart, but left me with waiting and repentance.