Chapter Twenty-Three: As for me, it has nothing to do with you

Avoiding Zimo's chatter, Xia Lian stood downstairs and let out a long sigh of relief, but no matter what, what lingered in her heart was Qin Yuhuai's warm and solid chest, and her warm but depressed eyes.

"Heh......" Helplessly and mockingly, she tilted her head slightly, tried to swallow back the tears in her eyes, and then bit her inner lip tightly, and the corners of her mouth hooked up evil disdain.

Don't blame men for being affectionate, it turns out that women are just as fickle, before yesterday, Yin Tian was still full of all his grievances, but suddenly he changed people, and he began to miss Qin Yuhuai's domineering and considerate - empty, lonely and cold woman, any man hooks his fingers, I am afraid it will be regarded as a straw that can float, let alone Qin Yuhuai.

"Xia Lian! ......" The voice that had not been seen for a long time passed through the meager twilight, like a sword and sword, and instantly cut her all over her body.

"......" froze in place, her hands clenched into fists. Looking for the voice, the person who had once looked forward to it was a few meters away, just like when she first saw him ten years ago, standing there slender and a landscape, whether the direction leading to him was a mud swamp or a smooth road, one couldn't help but get lost. The difference is that ten years ago she was lost in her own wishful thinking, and ten years later she was entangled in love and hatred with him.

"Zimo is upstairs!" When people approached, she suddenly turned away from her eyes that she almost couldn't retract, and quenched the ice while spitting fire, but, no matter what, she didn't want to lose her sense of proportion, after all, he was Zimo's father. It's not that she is humble and open-minded, the past can be easily written off, even if it is for Zimo, even if she doesn't have the ability to soak him in a honeypot, father's love is always indispensable, although she was unable to force it in the past, and now she has no right to deprive it, and when Zimo grows up, she will decide.

"I'm looking for you......" His voice was still charming, lazy and composed.

Although he has gone directly to the school to see Zimo since the divorce, this is the first time she has seen Zimo, but she is not surprised: "One part, two wide, you said!" Looking at him sideways, she said coldly, remembering that she had been in tears for Zimo's tearful retention and his resolute refusal at that time, she couldn't find any reason for forgiveness.

However, "it is difficult to say goodbye when we meet", when the name is right, I can't refuse her for thousands of miles, ten years of marriage, the longest time two people get along, but it is the time when they are forced to live in a cave; Now that he has forgotten each other, the two people who thought they were tired of each other in their lives would never see each other again in this life, but he came uninvited.

"I'm sorry......" remembered his almost cruel gesture before, he took a step forward movingly, his hands hanging on the sides of the seams of his trousers, facing her in silence, confessional and humble, even the usual coldness in his voice turned into an apologetic dullness, but before that, he had never felt that he had made a mistake. Is it a discovery of conscience, or is the sun lazy? And what's important?

After a short period of stunned, he sniffed in the night breeze and tried his best to breathe smoothly: "No need to ......" glanced at him indifferently and disdainfully, Xia Lianjing pushed up the battery car and wanted to leave first.

She didn't want to accept this belated apology. Some nodules, "I'm sorry" seem too insignificant, not to mention, she thinks that she is not the White Lotus Virgin who has tolerance, she can't do the universal sentient beings, and in the past ten years, she doesn't want to forgive anyone, including herself.

"You've lost weight!" As soon as the long arm stretched out and grabbed the handlebar, he didn't know what to say, but it was the first time in the world that he was so considerate to her, but it was a pity that the horse's fart slapped on the horse's leg and looked away.

"Is it......" Suddenly, Xia Lian smiled, "When did you have my fat and thin eyes?" When she met his gaze, she asked, her voice was stuck in her throat, trembling slightly, but she still couldn't stop laughing unscrupulously, laughing at his IQ short-circuited, his eyes were not good, and it was obvious that he had grown two taels of idle meat after the divorce, and even Qin Yuhuai disliked it......

"Don't lose weight!" Even if there is a light breeze, it can blow the smoke and dust of the sky, bringing her back to the twilight of yesterday, wrapped in the overwhelming tenderness of Qin Yuhuai, unable to break free and unable to escape.

“...... You don't have to work so hard......" he said, suddenly losing the tyranny of the past in marriage.

"And then? Do you raise me? She asked, already leaning towards his side in a seductive posture as she spoke, eager to flatter. Ex-husband, husband, a woman like herself, can be as good as a husband anyway. Compared with the past that she was nostalgic for, what she hated to her bone marrow was that her dead nature did not change, and she easily fell into Qin Yuhuai's watery tenderness.

Unusually, he didn't even hide: "Is it okay?" From the moment she chose to leave the house, he had an epiphany of his absurdity, failed her, was wrong for her, in the pain of losing Lin Yu and the revenge of women's paranoia, unfortunately, she became a scapegoat who was not deeply involved in the world, and was wantonly squandered ten years of youth, in meaningless paying.

"Okay...... "Delicate, soft and glutinous, and fluttering, she agreed, "This time, how long do you want me to stay with you?" Are people old and yellow? After that, his eyes were as cold as frost.

"You know what I mean......" The conscience found that he just wanted to make amends as best he could.

"What do you mean? Missed me? She asked, her eyes fluttering, her eyes like silk, "What, your one is not easy to use?" Or have you been married for ten years and only used me once, and you feel a bit of a loss? ”

"Xia Lian ......" almost pleadingly, he whispered her name, but it was the most emotional since they met. I don't know if it's the protection of his lost and regained lover, or if he can't bear Xia Lian's repeated self-blasphemy, in short, he doesn't want to listen to it, and he doesn't dare to listen, all of them are sins he committed before.

"Distressed? Me or her? The smile on her face couldn't hide the desolation, she giggled, and even her round shoulders trembled slightly, "You men, do you like to eat from the bowl and occupy the pot?" Staring at him, she asked, but Qin Yuhuai's face appeared in front of her.

Slightly stunned, he chewed the words and speculated that the "you" she said was a general reference, or was it someone else?

When the marriage existed in name only, I felt torture when I saw it, and now that it is dissolved, I actually care about her whereabouts, in the final analysis, it is just the possessiveness of the man who is doing it: "How long are you going to hate me?" With a self-deprecating wry smile, he asked, his blue-black eyes were inexplicably unpredictable, and even he couldn't fathom himself, and her breathing at her fingertips spit warmly on her chest, and then wet through her chest, and her heart shook and swayed, erratic.

The sharp-toothed person in front of her was no longer the submissive little daughter-in-law she used to be, but she was so domineering that for the first time, she made him feel compassion, and opened her arms to take her into her arms, but she retreated in disgust.

She's changed.

"I don't know......" her eyes were blankly thrown into the misty night in the distance, and after a long time, she replied in a deep voice, "Maybe tomorrow...... Maybe...... For a long time...... "the rights and wrongs of the past, when to let go of yourself, everything can be relieved."

"But...... My fault shouldn't be borne by Zimo! Finally, he began to cut to the chase.

"So what?" Glaring at him, she asked knowingly. From Zimo's relay, I have already guessed his intention.

"Take back the ...... you deserve," he said.

"So...... It took ten years to sleep with you once, what do I deserve? With a cold snort, she asked, "You?" Or is it your property? Don't you think I've earned it? ”

A series of questions made him speechless as if cutting his throat, and after a while, he swallowed his throat painfully, and then spoke in a hoarse voice: "My fault should not be borne by Zimo...... He was so young that he took the bus to and from school alone, in case he ......" The words stopped, his eyes flickered, and he didn't dare to look at her.

The paranoia and sloppiness of the past have made her lose too much, what she is experiencing and what she didn't know before. He couldn't bear to have any mistakes in the future. may be impatient with the condemnation of conscience, but after the divorce, I can't let go of her more and more, and I can't help it.

"What if?" Worried that Zimo upstairs would hear it, her voice was extremely low, but it was hostile and almost roared, and even her breathing was stagnant, "My Zimo, will grow up safely!" "Licking the calf is deep, no mother in the world can accept the possibility of accidents for his children.

"You should think about Zimo...... "Zimo could have taken Zimo to and from school, but in order for Xia Lian to move back to her original residence, she could only ruthlessly let Zimo take the bus. thought that Zimo was her weakness, and this negotiation could be effortless, but he was wrong, he never knew that people who had always responded to requests were so stubborn.

"Staying at the school is the only thing I can do!" Zimo's school has one of the best high-quality teachers in Kuncheng, and she has no choice for her children's education, but she is reluctant to set foot in the residence that condenses the pain of half her life.

"If that's the case, I can only reconsider Zimo's custody ......" If he can't do it, he can only force her to comply. In terms of economic strength, she should know that she is not capable of fighting.

Taking a deep breath, she tried her best not to let herself get out of control: "Okay, ......" The two shallow words precipitated from between her teeth, and they had already formed ice, which made life hurt, "I want to see how the judge will judge you from the time the child was born to the present, and the people who have seen the days can be counted on both hands!" However, in the final analysis, she felt that she was selfish, and she did not hesitate to involve Zimo for the so-called punishment, and if Yin Tianzhen used interpersonal relationships to go to court one day, she might not have a chance of winning.

Maybe that's the life Zimo should have. Fulfillment, she is as happy as a glutton.

didn't want to stay for another second, she resolutely stepped on the battery car, but he still refused to let go.

"You know I don't have any malicious ......" his original intention, but he didn't want her to live too hard.

"......" picked up the corner of his sleeve with his fingertips and threw it to the side neatly, and then his cold eyes were surprised by him, "Yintian, what do you want to do with Zimo, that's your business...... As for me, it's none of your business! ”

After that, no one could stop her way......

It's just that in the hustle and bustle behind him, he wiped the corners of his eyes over and over again......