Tears are the truest when you smile, and the warmest smile when you cry.

When Shen Zilu saw Li Luchen, she was so touched in her heart that she almost couldn't hold back her tears.

Seeing that her eyes were red, the Li family's parents on the side comforted: "Chenchen is fine now, thank you for coming to see her." ”

Li Luchen went to the kitchen to boil water, remembered that there were still sugar and snacks in the room, and hurriedly ran to the bedroom, came out with a sugar box, opened the lid and put it on the table, "Xiaolu, eat sugar," and looked at Guan Zhengxing embarrassedly, "You eat too." ”

Guan Zhengxing: "Thank you. ”

It's been a long time, and it's a little restrained to see each other again.

Seeing that Shen Zilu hadn't peeled the sugar, Li Luchen walked over and carefully picked it in the sugar box, and finally took out a piece of milk-flavored torn candy paper and handed it to her, "Well, you like (the taste)." ”

She was flattering and smiling, and it was very uncomfortable to watch. Shen Zilu took it with a smile and said in a suppressed nasal voice:

"Thank you."

Li Luchen shook his head and stood in front of her, neither approaching nor distant, keeping a polite distance. The hand hanging at his side tugged at the hem of his shirt tightly, and looked at her without blinking, as if he was afraid that she would run away.

Milk is saccharified in the mouth, and the sweeter it is, the more sad it is.

"Don't stand, come and sit." Shen Zilu patted the position next to him, and Li Luchen pushed his hand, "You sit, I'll wait for the water." ”

Father Li asked, "You came back from the New Year's Day holiday, right?" ”

Shen Zilu replied: "Yes, uncle." ”

"Which university did you go to?"

Shen Zilu said: "Beijing Institute of Technology. ”

"What about you?"

Guan Zhengxing replied: "Tsinghua." ”

Father Li nodded, with approval in his eyes, "They are all good schools and have a future." He looked at Li Luchen on the other side, and stopped talking when he wanted to speak.

If his family Xiaochen hadn't been sick, he would have gone to college by now.

Hearing the words Tsinghua, Li Luchen pinched his fingertips and his eyelashes trembled, and Li's mother noticed her small movements and hurriedly said, "Chenchen, the water is going to be good." ”

"Uh," Li Luchen turned around and went to the kitchen. Li Mucai said: "Chenchen's ideal university was also Tsinghua University. ”

Shen Zilu pursed her lower lip and said, "You can let her repeat it." ”

Mother Li said regretfully: "We don't ask her to go to any university now, she is healthy and healthy, and she can survive in society and take care of herself." ”

"Yes," Father Li sighed and lit a cigarette.

The living room fell into a short silence, Li Luchen took two glasses of water and put them on the table, sat next to Shen Zilu, and asked, "How is the school?" ”

Shen Zilu hesitated, "...... Pretty good. ”

"What major are you applying for?"

"Department of Accounting."

"You're going to be an accountant in the future."

Shen Zilu bent her lips embarrassedly, "The professional class is more difficult than I imagined, I don't know if I can graduate, accountant...... I can't even think that if I can get into the accountant exam, my mother will faint. ”

'Hehe......' Li Luchen smiled, she was still the same, "I will definitely be admitted." ”

After that, Li Luchen asked some more things about her school, and the look in her eyes was full of yearning.

Suddenly, there was a meow from the bedroom in the back room, and Shen Zilu looked in the direction of the door and asked, "There are kittens?" ”

"Hmm." Li Luchen nodded, "A stray cat I picked up just got a litter of kittens last month. ”

"Really? Can I take a look? ”

"Absolutely."

Li Luchen took Shen Zilu to the room, and the kitten was raised by her on the balcony. The two squatted by the cat's nest, the milk cat was sleeping with her eyes closed, and the female cat was staring at the strange Shen Zilu.

Shen Zilu said in surprise and cautiously: "So small? …… It's so cute...... It's so soft......"

Li Luchen first added cat food to the female cat's bowl and changed the water for it, the female cat came out of the nest to eat cat food, Li Luchen held a kitten and put it in Shen Zilu's arms, "You hug it." ”

"Is that okay?"

"Hmm."

The fluffy kitten nested in Shen Zilu's palm, and his heart melted, "It's so cute, it's so small." ”

In the living room, Mother Li saw Guan Zhengxing's eyes looking at the door gently, and she had a little guess in her heart, maybe the former classmate now has another layer of identity. After all, if you like someone, you can't hide your eyes.

"I still remember you,"

Guan Zhengxing was slightly stunned, "Really?" ”

Mother Li said: "After the college entrance examination list was released, I accompanied Chenchen back to a high school to see the good news, you are the top science student of the year, there is a photo of you." ”

Guan Zhengxing nodded clearly, and felt that if he didn't say something now, he might not have a chance in the future.

"Auntie, there are some things I don't know whether to say or not."

"It's okay, you can say whatever you want."

Guan Zhengxing said: "You let Li Luchen repeat it." ”

Mother Li was obviously a little surprised, and looked at Father Li, who sighed heavily.

"It's not that we haven't thought about it, but the pressure in high school is too great, and Chenchen's illness is just right, and we are afraid that if we stimulate her again," Li's mother sighed, "We can't afford to take this risk." ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "Before she was discharged from the hospital, what did the doctor say? ”

Li's father said: "The doctor said that her mental state has recovered, but she still needs to be observed for a long time. ”

After all, this is someone else's family matter, and Guan Zhengxing is not qualified to interfere, "I understand your feelings, just now I also saw that she kept asking about the school, and I thought she was in a good state, so I asked casually, and I was reckless." ”

"No, you also wish Chenchen a good day." Mother Li said.

in the room.

Shen Zilu touched the sleeping kitten in her arms and listened to Li Luchen say, "I want to say sorry to you." ”

“……”

Shen Zilu turned his face, "It's so dignified, why did you apologize suddenly?" ”

Li Luchen followed the hair on the kitten's back, and said with some unspeakability: "I have always been jealous of you before, and I asked you to help me tell Guan Zhengxing to help me make up for the lesson, I think you can make progress, I will ask him to help me make up the lesson, I will definitely be able to." ”

"Oh......" Shen Zilu smiled indifferently, "It's a little thing, it's nothing." ”

Li Luchen thought she would be angry, but what she was worried about didn't happen, and a big stone fell in her heart.

"Xiaolu, you are so nice."

"Hey......

"I'm happy to see you and Guan Zhengxing go to college."

Shen Zilu said: "You can too, go and repeat." ”

Li Luchen bit his lip and was silent for a few seconds, "...... My parents wouldn't let me repeat my studies because they were afraid that I would get sick again. ”

“……”

You see, the starting point of parents' care is always child-centered. However, the thoughts in the hearts of children are sometimes contrary to them.

Shen Zilu asked again: "What about you?" What's going on in your mind? ”

Li Luchen said: "I have experienced the negative energy under strong pressure, and I have also experienced a setback in life, illness, treatment, recurrence, and now the healing and stability, I have already wanted to open, I don't want to get good results, I just want to experience the missing high school life, I also want to feel the college entrance examination, taste the atmosphere of sitting in the national examination room." When I get old, I think back to when I was younger, I did one thing with all my might, and I didn't have any regrets. ”

From her face, she saw the calmness that had gone through the precipitation of the years, and held Li Luchen's hand, "Are you talking to your mother?" ”

Li Luchen sighed helplessly, "I said it." ”

"You can talk again, tell her what you think in your heart, and she understands to support you."

"Will it?"

Shen Zilu looked at the female cat who was squatting at her feet and kept staring at the kitten in her arms, and said with great certainty: "Of course, mother is the person who loves us the most." ”

Li Luchen also looked at the female cat, as if he understood something, "...... All right. ”

When he came out of Li Luchen's house, it was almost eight o'clock, Guan Zhengxing wanted to stop the car, and Shen Zilu said that he would go a little longer.

"It's been a day, aren't you tired?" Guan Zhengxing asked.

"Not tired. With you, I don't feel tired. ”

Shen Zilu took his hand, Guan Zhengxing naturally put it in his pocket, the walking path in front of him was dim and quiet, only the sound of each other's footsteps.

He said, "It's clingy. ”

She said, "What? Don't want to? It's too late if you don't want to. ”

Guan Zhengxing pulled her scarf to block the tip of her red nose, "I'm afraid you'll catch a cold." ”

"No, I'm in good shape."

Li Luchen's home is very close to Jiangcheng No. 1 High School, and he walked two streets to the night market that the two of them often pass by after school.

Seeing the sign of the hand-copying stall, Shen Zilu had a whim, "Classmate Guan, let's go eat a bowl and copy hands." ”

Guan Zhengxing hadn't eaten at night, "Okay." ”

The two came to the hand-copying stall, the boss was scooping up the cooked copying hands for the guests, and Shen Zilu shouted: "Hello,"

The proprietress heard a familiar voice, looked at Shen Zilu, and said in surprise: "Are you here?" ”

Shen Zilu naturally replied in dialect: "New Year's Day is going to be a holiday." ”

"How many days are you going to leave it there?"

"Three days."

The proprietress looked at Guan Zhengxing beside her, and said with a smile: "Isn't he just the baby who was caught by you all the way." ”

"You remember."

"This is for sure, the good news has been hanging at the gate for more than half a year when he took the college entrance examination, after all, the champion in the province has not been able to get one for more than a few years, and the news over there in Jiangcheng has been reported."

The two of them spoke the Sichuan dialect throughout the whole process, and Guan Zhengxing listened to it about the same.

The proprietress smiled and asked, "Are you two playing friends?" ”

Shen Zilu smiled embarrassedly, "Both." ”

The proprietress said, "The girl can do it." Is he chasing you, or is it you chasing him? ”

Shen Zilu replied: "Of course he chased me." I'm good-looking, and I'll probably chase him. Bring us two bowls of copying hands. ”

"Yes, go and sit in the back, just for a while."

"Yes."

The proprietress asked, "Do you want to be spicy?" ”

"Yes."

"He?"

"He can't eat spicy food because of stomach problems, you give him more seaweed, he likes to eat it."

"Yes."

Shen Zilu dragged people to the tent and found a small table in the back to sit down.

She said, "Sit here, stay away from the door, it's warmer." ”

Guan Zhengxing saw that the cotton pads on her stool were gone, and put his own on her. Asked: "Are you embarrassed to say that I chased you?" ”

Shen Zilu raised her eyebrows, and the dialect slipped out unconsciously, "Do you want to brag about it?" ”

Guan Zhengxing poured hot water into the cup, put two spoons in it to soak, and said in her tone: "If you like, blow it." ”

"Hehe...... she laughed, "he's pretty smart, I've learned all the dialects." However, you don't seem to be happy to hear your tone? ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "How dare I. ”

Shen Zilu glanced at him, "Disobedient male tickets will be scolded." ”

'Huh......'

"You're still laughing?"

Guan Zhengxing handed her a spoon, "Are you willing?" ”

"......" is definitely reluctant.

The proprietress took two bowls and put them on the table, "It's not enough to taste the spicy, it's not enough to call me again." ”

Shen Zilu: "Yes." ”

Scooping up a spoonful of his hand, chewing slowly, "Uh-huh......" with a delicious expression on his face, "That's the taste, it's the same as what we both ate when we were in high school, it hasn't changed at all." ”

Guan Zhengxing nodded in agreement, and Shen Zilu said: "I'll have to eat cold noodles in a while, as well as roasted sweet potatoes, baked bean skin, fried skewers, grilled scallops, oops...... There are a lot of delicious things at home. ”

Guan Zhengxing raised his head, "What are you eating?" ”

Shen Zilu chewed her hands, "I can eat, I didn't have enough for dinner." ”

Guan Zhengxing frowned, and smiled intriguingly, Shen Zilu deliberately kicked his leg under the table, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"Didn't laugh."

"I've seen it all, you laugh at me and I can eat it."

I heard him say, "I seem to have a pig." ”

Shen Zilu: -_-!