Chapter 157: I can't afford it

Shen Zilu came in early with two boxes of milk, Guan Zhengxing saw this and went to pick it up, but she turned sideways to block it.

"Don't move, I can do it myself."

"Why do you buy so much milk?"

"Give you nutrition."

"It's too heavy, I'll help you carry it, how can you take it for a girl," Guan Zhengxing took it, and Shen Zilu put it on the table early, "I've been single for eighteen years, and I can unscrew the fire extinguisher." Come and eat. ”

Guan Zhengxing moved Tao Xiru's chair over, "Let's eat together." ”

The two sat next to each other, and Shen Zilu pushed the chicken cake to his hand, "How do you feel today?" ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "It's okay. ”

Shen Zilu asked, "Will it still hurt?" ”

"Does it still hurt for me?"

Shen Zilu: "......"

"Heh......" he smiled.

Shen Zilu saw that he was teased again, and glared at him with disgust, "You be honest, hurry up and eat." ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "Pumpkin porridge." ”

"Well, you don't like to eat?"

"Love to eat."

"......" this guy's mouth is getting more and more slippery.

The two tacitly dismantled each other's chopsticks and handed tissues, this scene was very similar to going to the night market to eat together after evening class in high school.

"What time did it start?" Guan Zhengxing asked.

"Set an alarm clock for five o'clock."

"Sleepy or not."

"Not sleepy."

Whoever sees someone they like will be sleepy.

When drinking porridge, he saw two documents hidden in the taskbar of his laptop, and there were seven or eight thick notes next to him, Shen Zilu asked, "What time did you sleep last night?" ”

Guan Zhengxing said honestly, "It's more than 1 o'clock." ”

The night is over, and no matter how angry he is, it won't help. I can only advise: "The illness is not good yet, don't stay up too late." ”

"Well, I can complete my homework in the afternoon, and I won't sleep so late tonight."

"You eat more eggs."

"You eat more, too."

After breakfast, he continued to make up his homework, Shen Zilu was cleaning up the lunch box on the side, and saw that the door of the wardrobe was empty, and it was a little messy inside, and it was estimated that no one would help wash it during his illness, so he opened the cabinet door and cleaned up the dirty clothes and took them to the laundry room.

When Guan Zhengxing finished copying a section of notes, he found that Shen Zilu was not in the bedroom, and then looked on the balcony, and the person with his back to him was tiptoeing to dry clothes. At this time, the temperature outside was low, and she was shivering from the cold.

"Xiaolu," he called, Shen Zilu turned around, Guan Zhengxing walked a few steps to the balcony and pulled the person back, "It's so cold, what should you do if you catch a cold?" ”

"No, I'm in good health."

"It's not good," Guan Zhengxing closed the door to the balcony, "I can wash the clothes myself." ”

"I'm done washing, and you're going to leave it if I'm not washing it."

He looked at her, pursed his lower lip and said, "Thank you." ”

"Thank you," Shen Zilu lowered his eyes, "it should be." ”

It's a wonderful feeling, like for a newlywed. Until Guan Zhengxing's eyes fell on Shen Zilu's frozen red hands, his originally fair skin became wrinkled due to blisters.

He went to hold hands, and she quickly hid behind her back.

Guan Zhengxing stared at the girl in front of her without blinking, she didn't have to worry about food and clothing at home, she didn't have to worry about food and clothing, not to mention the work of washing clothes, her aunt didn't even let her touch the rag. The baby in the palm of his parents, he washes and cleans here, and it is impossible to say that Guan Zhengxing is not moved.

He didn't speak, and Shen Zilu urged him, "You should do your homework quickly, leave me alone." ”

She wanted to get rid of him, Guan Zhengxing knew it.

"Come here."

"What?"

Guan Zhengxing pulled the person to the chair and pressed her shoulders to sit down, and in the next second, he grabbed the cold hand and covered it in the palm of his hand, Shen Zilu blushed, he didn't know what to say, but he didn't pull out his hand.

She looked towards the doorway, "Don't let anyone see it. ”

He didn't say anything.

"What if my roommate comes back?"

"It doesn't matter," he said. ”

The whole dorm knew who she was.

"You, do you want to lie down for a while?"

He said lightly, "No." Then he asked, "What are you nervous about?" ”

"No, I'm not nervous." She held on, but sweat began to break down in her palms.

Guan Zhengxing said: "I won't do anything to you either." ”

“……”

Oh my God, he wouldn't, but she would!

Whoever sees someone they like doesn't want to hug and hug and hold high.

"Look at your hands are cold," he rubbed slowly, "I don't need you to wash my clothes and clean up my bedroom." ”

"I,"

"Listen to me,"

...... "Okay, you say."

"You are at home, you have never suffered with your parents, and you will be the same with me in the future, don't do anything hard for me now."

Shen Zilu understood what he meant, "I don't think it's hard, it's nothing, I have to wash clothes and clean up housekeeping in the bedroom." ”

"Listen to me." He let go of his hand, "The weather forecast says there will be snow in the afternoon, you go back early." ”

The boy's dormitory stayed for a long time and affected other people's study and rest, and Shen Zilu also found out that when she was there, Guan Zhengxing's roommates all chose to avoid it in a friendly way.

After putting on his coat and touching the envelope in his pocket, Shen Zilu took advantage of Guan Zhengxing's back to stuff the envelope under his pillow.

"Tomorrow Monday, our economic law professor is going to hold an after-class science popularization class on simulated economic cases, and the professor of the law school and two senior accountants are invited to come and give a lecture, and the lecture may end very late, and I can't come to see you tomorrow."

"It's okay," he said with a smile as he helped her tie her scarf, "attend class well and concentrate on studying." ”

He looked so good when he smiled, Shen Zilu nodded, "Don't worry, you must be an outstanding contemporary college student." ”

Guan Zhengxing wanted to send her downstairs, but Shen Zilu didn't let her, and when she walked out of the gate of Tsinghua University, the cold wind crossed the corners of her eyes, she squinted, and there was a layer of water droplets hanging on her eyelashes.

Just after nine o'clock when she received Guan Zhengxing's call, she had already guessed the content of the call, put on her coat and walked out of the dormitory, and answered it in the corridor. His voice was a little dry, "Mr. Guan." ”

He asked in a deep voice, "What did you stay?" ”

There was no beginning or end to the sentence, but Shen Zilu understood it.

"Hmm."

"I didn't tell you last time," he was very excited, but Shen Zilu interrupted him, "Classmate Guan, can you listen to me?" ”

Guan Zhengxing was silent for a few seconds, "...... Good. ”

Shen Zilu blamed himself in a tone, "Last time I joked with you, I took out the money you transferred to my card, and there are four thousand one hundred and five, which you used to invite my parents to dinner." How do you make money, I know better than anyone else, you stand in the scorching sun and sweat, I sit in the room blowing the air conditioner, you go to work before four o'clock in the morning, I sleep until the sun is three poles before getting up, you eat a boxed lunch of eight yuan, I eat three dishes and one soup made by my aunt, you are tired and have to carry a hundred pounds of cement sandbags, I am sleepy and sleep in a comfortable big bed, your hands are covered with scratches and calluses, my ten fingers do not touch the spring water, my parents are used to me without boundaries, I don't worry about expenses, you have to carry everything yourself, even tuition and living expenses have to be earned by yourself, You are under the pressure of life, I live in the sun, I don't have any intention of denying your life, I just want to tell you, I feel guilty about this 10,000 yuan, and I can't afford it. ”

“……”

"The four thousand one hundred and five, you didn't want anything last time, this time I will bring it with you, you must accept it." She heard the wind on the other end of the phone, guessing that he was also outside, "I know what you think, I want to make a good impression on my parents, but you are still a student, and they understand this truth." If you don't take this money, let alone my dad, even my mom will be embarrassed to see you again in the future. ”

Guan Zhengxing still insisted, "I can't ask for it." ”

He doesn't want to be looked down upon by Xiaolu's mother, even if he is poor, he is also poor and ambitious.

Shen Zilu was firmer than him, "You have to accept it, you can't be comfortable by yourself, make me feel guilty, let my parents put their faces down, how will they meet in the future." If you don't accept this money, I'll be embarrassed to look for you again in the future. ”

Guan Zhengxing looked at the dark playground and walked slowly.

"The money is all yours, don't worry about anything, I don't want you to affect your studies because of life problems, as you said yourself, no difficulties can hinder your pace of study, you have to become the person you want to be."

No one spoke, and after a long time, Guan Zhengxing said calmly: "I know." And, thank you. ”

Shen Zilu curled her lips and smiled, "No thanks, I caused you trouble." ”

Who knew that he said: "You are so troublesome, don't trouble others in the future, just trouble me." ”

……

At 15:51 pm on November 21, a 4.2-magnitude earthquake occurred in Lingwu, Ningxia.

Shen Zilu saw the instant news popping up on her mobile phone, and her heart suddenly skipped a beat. At the time, she was still in calculus class, and she called her mother with her trembling hand to remind the user to turn off the phone, and then called her father to turn it off as well.

Shen Zilu was very flustered, and she couldn't see the casualty data yet, so she could only keep calling her parents. Feng Kefei, who was sitting on the side, found that something was wrong with her, her face turned white, and her expression was flustered.

She leaned over and whispered, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Shen Zilu pointed to the screen and said, "There was an earthquake in Lingwu, Ningxia, and my parents were there." ”

"Huh?" Feng Kefei looked at the phone, "Did you get through?" ”

Shen Zilu shook her head anxiously, "No, it's all turned off." ”

"It should be fine, don't worry, what is the magnitude of the earthquake?"

Shen Zilu said: "The earthquake bureau reported 4.2. ”

"4.2 isn't very serious, don't worry, it's definitely fine." Feng Kefei comforted.

"But why did they answer the phone?" Shen Zilu couldn't sit still, and at this time, someone especially needed someone to give her a dose of reassurance.

Guan Zhengxing was taking an urban design class, and the mobile phone in his pocket vibrate, and he took it out to see that it was Shen Zilu calling, and he usually sent a confirmation message before calling to see if he was in class. Call directly today, maybe there is something urgent.

Turn down the volume of the call, avoid the attention of the instructor, and whisper with your hand over the microphone, "I'm in class." ”

Shen Zilu suppressed her crying, "Lingwu earthquake, my parents are there, and I can't get through to the phone until now, I'm worried about them." What to do? ”

Guan Zhengxing only said one sentence: "I'll go over now." ”

He cleaned up the books on the table, walked to the podium, covered his stomach and asked the teacher for leave, "Professor Huang, my stomach is starting to hurt again, and now I have to go to the hospital to take a look." ”

Guan Zhengxing's stomach bleeding is known to the teachers in the department.

"Can it stand up? It's okay, right? ”

Guan Zhengxing's expression was painful, "It's okay." ”

"Let's go."

Guan Zhengxing, who walked out of the classroom, his painful expression was completely removed. Hurriedly took a taxi to Beijing Institute of Technology, and saw an anxious Shen Zilu on the side of the playground, she was pacing back and forth, constantly dialing the phone.

Guan Zhengxing shouted at her back: "Shen Zilu ......"

“!” Shen Zilu turned his head suddenly, and the moment he saw Guan Zhengxing, his eyes were red, and a sour feeling welled up in his nose.

The person approached and asked, "Have you contacted the family?" ”

Shen Zilu said: "I called my aunt, but she couldn't get through. ”

Guan Zhengxing saw that her nervous whole body was trembling, and held Shen Zilu's hand, "It's okay, don't think about it." I checked the news on the way here, and there are no casualties reported yet, don't worry, it's definitely okay. ”

Some of the words, coming out of his mouth, were particularly convincing.

Guan Zhengxing asked, "They went to Lingwu to do business?" ”

"Hmm." Shen Zilu nodded.

"How many people went?"

"Just the two of them," Shen Zilu choked, "I only arrived yesterday, and there will be an earthquake today." ”

"Don't cry," he said, wiping tears from the corners of her eyes.