Chapter 492: Endure the pain and cut love

Seeing off Chen Chen, Su Ruoxi took Lin Xiaoyu to Zhou Yiqiao's ward.

On the hospital bed, Zhou Yiqiao's face was as pale as a wall, and her disordered breathing dripped on the ground with sweat.

"Mommy!" Lin Xiaoyu hurriedly walked to Zhou Yiqiao's bedside, looked at her distressedly, and wiped the sweat from her face: "Mommy, how are you, where are you uncomfortable?" ”

Zhou Yiqiao slowly opened her eyes, and what caught her eye was Lin Xiaoyu's anxious face.

Laboriously propping herself up, she hugged Lin Xiaoyu in front of her, wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, and gently touched his hair: "Xiaoyu, have you listened to Miss Su well?" ”

"Hmm." Lin Xiaoyu nodded and replied softly: "Xiaoyu is very well-behaved, don't worry, Mommy." ”

The warmth in front of her touched Su Ruoxi's heart, Zhou Yiqiao just wanted to be by Lin Xiaoyu's side, but is even this wish a luxury?

Su Ruoxi didn't understand, she couldn't bear to break up the mother and daughter in front of her, but Zhou Yiqiao let go of Lin Xiaoyu, walked in front of Su Ruoxi with him, and knelt directly on the ground.

"Hurry up." Su Ruoxi panicked and hurriedly stepped forward to help, but Zhou Yiqiao shook her head and questioned whether to kneel on the ground.

She kowtowed, pushed Lin Xiaoyu in front of herself and Su Ruoxi, and said word by word: "Miss Su, although I know that doing this will cause you trouble." ”

Her voice was a little choked, and she held back her tears and said: "But I don't have a long time, maybe when I will close my eyes and leave here, then Xiaoyu will have no one to take care of, if you don't mind, can you let him follow you?" ”

"Even if it's a small worker, I really don't worry about Xiaoyu running outside." Zhou Yiqiao let go of Lin Xiaoyu's body and watched the tears fall to the ground.

Lin Xiaoyu wanted to help her up, but she withdrew her hand in fright by a glance, and said softly: "Mommy, don't say that, you'll be fine." ”

"Xiaoyu, you said that you want to protect Mommy and listen to Mommy." Zhou Yiqiao changed the topic and looked at him with a smile: "What you said still doesn't count?" ”

Nodding desperately, Lin Xiaoyu couldn't wait to put Zhou Yiqiao's pain on herself.

"Since you are obedient, then live well with Miss Su, repay her well, no matter what you want to do, you have to do it for her, you know?" Zhou Yiqiao's eyes were soft, no matter what, she didn't want to give up Lin Xiaoyu to be here alone.

But it backfired, the world is always cruel, since she already has such a disease, and even comes with stomach cancer, she must take Lin Xiaoyu out of her side.

She can't be with him for the rest of her life.

"Mommy......" Lin Xiaoyu muttered, not wanting to leave Zhou Yiqiao, but she didn't dare to disobey her order: "Mommy, no matter if you will be okay or not, you are my Mommy, as long as you are still in the day, I will not leave you." ”

He threw himself directly into Zhou Yiqiao's arms, and the little child cried in front of Zhou Yiqiao's eyes for the first time.

Even Su Ruoxi already felt the same way, and didn't want to look at the warm and touching scene in front of her anymore, so she turned away.

"Miss Sue." Zhou Yiqiao spoke again, her voice was a little less desperate, and added a little softness: "I know that you are running an orphanage, if you want, let him in, although I can't give too much money, but what I can give, I will give it all to you." ”

After learning that she had AIDS, no one in any organ donation office dared to ask for her organs, otherwise she could have left Lin Xiaoyu some more money.

Seeing their reluctant appearance, Su Ruoxi squatted down, looked at the grieving Lin Xiaoyu in front of him and said, "Xiaoyu, are you willing to live with me?" ”

Lin Xiaoyu hesitated, wanting to shake her head, but she was afraid that Su Ruoxi would think that she would dislike her, so she muttered: "I want to live with Mommy more, although my sister is very good, but the place where Mommy is is my home." ”

The little hand around Zhou Yiqiao's neck tightened a little, he didn't want to face Zhou Yiqiao's death, maybe Zhao Yaxian's departure was enough to make him sad, but now is the time when he should really face the world.

Knowing that Lin Xiaoyu's age is still too young, it is too cruel to separate their mother and son now, but Lin Xiaoyu is a sensible child, he will not embarrass Zhou Yiqiao, nor will he embarrass himself.

"Why don't you just let him accompany you." Su Ruoxi smiled and spoke, wanting to impress Zhou Yiqiao: "He is still young, he can't leave you." ”

"Miss Su, you don't have to comfort me." Zhou Yiqiao replied: "I know my body, I can't live too long, plus stomach cancer vomiting blood, in case I get infected with Xiaoyu and AIDS, I won't forgive myself until I die!" ”

She bit her lip, with guilt and reluctance on her vicissitudes of life: "Although I know that this condition is too difficult, but Miss Su, for my sake, you can accept him, he can do housework, cook, and can support himself." ”

Zhou Yiqiao said as she spoke, her voice choked: "All he needs is a shelter from the wind and rain." ”

Su Ruoxi knows, she knows everything.

Lin Xiaoyu is very similar to Chen Chen, they are both capable and mature children, and they will not burden others, but it is this maturity that does not match their age that really makes Su Ruoxi feel heartache.

They were only ten years old, but they were as mature as twenty-year-old adults, and although they saved themselves a lot of trouble, they also lost their childhood.

Zhou Yiqiao's words are reasonable, if Lin Xiaoyu is also infected, then no welfare home will adopt him.

But Su Ruoxi wanted to respect Lin Xiaoyu's opinion even more, although she knew that it was not easy to separate the two people, but she still wanted to try it for Zhou Yiqiao and Lin Xiaoyu.

"Light rain." Su Ruoxi looked at Lin Xiaoyu in front of her and persuaded softly: "I know you don't want to leave Mommy, but Mommy is for your good, and I don't want to separate the two of you." ”

Hearing Su Ruoxi's words, Lin Xiaoyu turned her head away, and her little face full of tears was full of doubts.

"But you have to know that Mommy is very uncomfortable now, she asked you to follow me, it's not that she doesn't love you anymore, she loves you more than anyone else." Su Ruoxi smiled, but her face was not as bright as a smile, but a little sour: "But you have grown up, you should know why Mommy cares about you by her side, right?" ”

Lin Xiaoyu lowered his head, he understood, he understood everything.

"I know." His voice was soft, but he didn't want to let go of the warmth in his arms: "But I like Mommy, I want to live with Mommy." ”

"Even if I don't have a daddy, I don't need a daddy." Lin Xiaoyu wrinkled his little face, recalling Lin Gang's violence, he couldn't wait to grow up now and rush out to protect his mommy.

"But I told Mommy that I would let Mommy live a good life, and I would accompany Mommy well, so that she could feel the warmth and warmth that Daddy had never given her." Lin Xiaoyu wiped the tears from her face and looked at Su Ruoxi solemnly: "Sister, I know what I'm doing and what the consequences of doing this are, but she's my mommy, and I won't feel inappropriate." ”

Hearing his explanation, Su Ruoxi instantly had the idea of not wanting to separate him from Zhou Yiqiao's side, but when she saw Zhou Yiqiao's painful but touched face, she was ruthless.

Before she could speak, Zhou Yiqiao took the lead: "Xiaoyu, Mommy's illness is contagious, if you are also sick, Mommy will never forgive herself." ”