Gu Fanghua lowered her head, and two strings of tears rolled down, splashing on her clothes, and soon a wet flower appeared.

Yan Rongling sighed lightly: "You cooked by yourself today, I haven't tasted it yet." I don't know when the next time I can eat the food you made with your own hands. ”

Gu Fanghua wiped the corners of her eyes and raised her head, her black glass-like eyes emitted an inexplicable light. It is faintly shiny, but it is as hot as fire.

"It's okay, I owe you a lot, and I can make up for some of it."

After that, the two were relatively silent, only silently using their meals until the dishes on the table were halfway gone, and then slowly put down the chopsticks.

"Mingzhu, I haven't had such a good appetite for a long time, if I can eat the meals you make every day, I will die without regrets."

Gu Fanghua's hand shook, settled down, and finally held the pot in his hand, poured a glass of wine for Yan Rongling, and then added the wine glass himself, raising a glass to pay tribute to Yan Rongling.

Yan Rongling happily drank with Gu Fanghua and said with a smile: "I don't know what's going on, it seems to be back in that year's Flower Dynasty Festival." Mingzhu, you don't know why, suddenly broke up with Yan Shaoxun, and turned to make friends with me again. You know how happy I was at the time. ”

"I just had a dream, and Yan Shaoxun in the dream was ugly and mistaken for life, so I wanted to avoid it."

Gu Fanghua said softly, and did not hide it, hearing Yan Rongling's heart, there were a few guesses. Eventually, all these thoughts turned into a long sigh.

"At that time, I thought that it was Yan Shaoxun who was unclear with the palace maid, and you knew it, so you hated him because of love, and stayed away from it."

"Oh? It turns out that there is such a thing. But it was true that after waking up from the dream, I made up my mind that I would never marry into the royal family again in this life. No matter which prince it is, I can't avoid it. ”

Yan Rongling's heart was stagnant, and he said with a little expectation: "But since the Flower Dynasty Festival, you have been very attentive to me and have planned for me everywhere. ”

"Yes, I just want to find a backer who can live this life safely and prosperously."

Gu Fanghua said lightly, more clearly and unabashedly. ridiculed: "At the beginning, Yan Shaoxun was something I hated deeply, but the ninth brother Yan Qihuo was the only son of Queen Jiang. The two sisters of the Jiang family both have old grudges with me, and I don't want him to be subordinate to Jiang Yaxuan and Jiang Yali after he takes the throne. So I can only choose to be close to you, I hope that after you take the throne, you can remember these old feelings and keep me safe. ”

After that, Gu Fanghua laughed at herself again: "But what if I do all the calculations, after all, I can't change my sincerity for sincerity, how can the royal family have true feelings?" ”

Yan Rongling was silent, there were some things he knew were one thing, but Gu Fanghua put the benefits and disadvantages in it, and it was another thing to spread it out on the table like this.

He didn't want to take it.

He doesn't want those good things to become premeditated, and he doesn't want those warmth to turn into bargaining chips.

Originally, Yan Rongling was sure that he could have a place in Gu Fanghua's heart, and he was a special existence. But now listening to Gu Fanghua's words, there is nothing left to calculate.

Yan Rongling took a deep breath and smiled as hard as he could: "Whether it is true or false, you can't erase the traces you left in the years." Mingzhu, why bother to say that you are hateful? ”

"Yan Rongling, it's not that I want to tear off these veils of warmth and reveal ugly calculations. But when you designed it and caused Xiao Yao's life and death to be unknown, I shouldn't have forgiven you. He is my husband and my support for the rest of my life, but he was ruined by you. ”

When Gu Fanghua said this, Yan Rongling couldn't stand it, his eyes were slightly red and he hurriedly said, "Mingzhu!" I can also be your support for the rest of your life, why don't you give me a chance? ”

"I've told you plainly that I'm not going to marry into the royal family. Because your surname is Yan, you are already outside my choice. It wasn't Xiao Yao at the beginning, maybe it was Ye Shisan, or someone else, who would not have the surname Yan after all. ”

So far, Gu Fanghua has no scruples, and has put all these words in her heart. I don't look at Yan Rongling's face now, how ugly it is.

Yan Rongling rubbed his temples with a little headache, and said with a wry smile: "Then according to what you say, I will lose from the beginning." ”

Gu Fanghua held the pot again and filled the wine glasses of the two of them.

"So many years have passed in a blink of an eye, and there are not many people left at the Flower Dynasty Festival now. Grandfather went, the Empress Dowager's grandmother went, Yan Shaoxun went, Empress Jiang went, and the emperor's uncle also went. You and I will eventually turn to dust, what's the point of clinging to those loves? ”

Yan Rongling pondered for a while, then raised his head and drank the wine in the cup, and said indifferently: "The geese have left a sound, the water has left traces, no matter how long or short a person's life is, there must always be some thoughts." ”

"Yes, how innocent is Xiao Yao? Just because I want to get rid of the palace and am unwilling to be the fate of being a royal daughter-in-law, I chose him, that is, to bring him to a dead end? ”

Gu Fanghua's voice was flat, but Yan Rongling heard the hidden dissatisfaction from her calm words.

Yan Rongling raised his eyebrows and chuckled: "Since he can marry you, this is the greatest luck in the world, of course, there will be some price to pay." I thought he should have known about this price before he got married? ”

"Yes, he knows, but he still stepped into this whirlpool, and I'm sorry for him."

Gu Fanghua didn't know that Xiao Yao had returned to the dynasty in a high-profile manner and had been placed under house arrest in the Hou Mansion. It's just that he is still hiding in Tibet now, trying his best to look forward to meeting him.

It's a pity that when Gu Fanghua stepped into this palace again, she knew that she couldn't get out.

So she can only try her best to see if she can earn a way out for Xiao Yao and her son, even if it is at the cost of her own life.

Yan Rongling was a little bored, and couldn't help but blurt out the thoughts that had swirled in her heart thousands of times.

Unwillingly: "Mingzhu, as long as Xiao Yao is dead, it is okay for you to change your name and surname to enter the palace, even if you enter the palace as Gu Fanghua, I can also make you the queen mother of the world." In the future, our children will be in charge of this great Zhou country, and I will ensure your honor. ”

Gu Fanghua looked at Yan Rongling, she knew that he was telling the truth.

However, Yan Rongling has such determination, but he does not have such an impulse. I just want to marry a husband who loves me, stay away from the court and the cannibalistic palace, and live behind closed doors.

What's more, after Xiao Yao's disappearance, Gu Fanghua felt guilty, missed, and loved him even more.

Seeing that the two of them continue to talk about it, they are also different and do not conspire with each other. A smile tugged at the corner of Gu Fanghua's mouth, everything was finally coming to an end.

Gu Fanghua took a deep breath, stabilized his trembling hands, picked up the white jade pot with his right hand, and picked up Yan Rongling's wine glass with his left hand.

Slowly poured the pear blossom white in the white jade pot into the wine glass in his left hand, and then quickly crossed the ring finger in the wine with the cover of the cloud sleeve. I saw the clear pear blossom white, lightly blended into some powder, and disappeared in an instant.

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