Chapter 54: She Really Likes Gong Yichen
“……”
Lin Miao bit her lower lip tightly, her eyes looked at Gong Yichen with a clear expression, and her brain was in a mess.
He would ask such a question......
Unconsciously recalled the bits and pieces of their relationship since they got married, but Lin Miao never remembered what was wrong.
What does Gong Yichen mean by asking, is it because he likes her?
No, it can't be.
If he really liked it, he wouldn't let her demonstrate for Qin Yu, nor would he tell them in front of her that he was going to eat with Qin Yu.
This matter has almost become a thorn in Lin Miao's heart, and it can't be removed.
"I ......"
"You say!"
Gong Yichen asked in an indifferent tone.
Even though he knew what her answer was, he still wanted to ask what he was thinking of him in her heart.
Lin Miao's brain became more and more confused, and finally, she slowly lowered her eyes, still not saying anything.
Do you like it?
She doesn't know, doesn't she like it? She didn't know, but it was a very mixed feeling, and if she had to choose now, she would still say it.
Xu Xinghe hasn't found it yet, and Lin Miao doesn't plan to like others for the time being.
As long as she thought that when she planned to have a heart-to-heart relationship with Gong Yichen in the future, Xu Xinghe suddenly appeared in her life, and Lin Miao felt that she had no ability to deal with perfection at all.
In fact, she has more worries in her heart that she has always felt that Gong Yichen doesn't like herself enough.
Or maybe he doesn't like himself at all.
When we were young, we fell in love too hard, so that when we met our beloved and wanted to stay with each other for the rest of our lives, our first thought was not to grow old with him, but to escape.
Because we are not sure at all about what the future will do, how to deal with it, so that we can all become comfortable.
Lin Miao is in such a situation now.
She knew that Gong Yichen was very good, and she also knew that maybe he was the best candidate for her husband, but what was the use?
A lot of things are not suitable for you, and you can't like them yourself.
Seeing that Lin Miao didn't answer for a long time, Gong Yichen's thin lips curled into a mocking arc, and then the strength in his hand loosened and let go of the shackles on Lin Miao.
"Heh......"
He didn't know whether his taunt was aimed at Lin Miao or himself.
"Lin Miao, remember what I said today, you should be glad that you haven't liked me yet, because it's impossible for me to like you, I have an impossible person in my heart, and I'm with you just to deal with the old man, I think you know this better than me, so in the future, the two of us, being safe and quiet is the best state to get along."
“……”
After Gong Yichen finished speaking, he didn't wait for Lin Miao's reply, and got up and left directly.
Lin Miao was left alone to sit in the private room in a daze.
Can't like him......
Such a statement should have made her feel happy, but Lin Miao felt that her heart was torn and uncomfortable, and her throat seemed to be blocked, and the discomfort made her whole person feel wrong.
Tears unconsciously fell down her cheeks, Lin Miao reached out and touched her cold face, only to find that her face was full of tears.
It turns out that there can be no feelings between them at all.
But she's supposed to be happy, shouldn't she? Why did she feel out of breath?
Gong Yichen left the hotel directly in a fit of anger, and did not forget to tell Fang Yan to pay before leaving.
Back in the car and sitting in the back seat, Gong Yichen's face was extremely dark, and there was a low pressure in the whole car.
Fang Yan sat in the driver's seat and didn't dare to move, patiently listening to the people behind him give orders.
The big guy didn't dare to say that he was driving, he never dared to move.
"Drive."
About ten minutes passed, and Gong Yichen finally spoke, and asked in Fang Yan while preparing:
"Okay, President, aren't we going to wait for Madame to leave? She didn't seem to be driving when she first came over. ”
“……”
The voice fell, and the pressure of the people in the back seat became deeper and deeper.
Fang Yan reacted at this time, the big guy had a quarrel with his little wife.
No wonder he was so angry and left the private room directly.
According to Gong Yichen's character, he can get along with Lin Miao for so long, so he must take advantage of this opportunity.
"President?"
The dialect asked again uncertainly.
Gong Yichen's whole body is about to explode.
"No, don't you want to do it?"
“……”
Fang Yan stepped on the accelerator, and the car drove away from the hotel in an instant.
Lin Miao cried enough in the private room, so she picked up her cosmetics and touched up her makeup, planning to leave.
Before leaving, she went to the bathroom, and as soon as she walked into the cubicle, she heard a voice calling from next door:
"Humph! I think Lin Miao's slut has something to be angry about! I just saw President Gong and Miss Qin leave together! ”
“……”
Lin Miao's hand hanging down by his side clenched tightly, and his nails were deeply embedded in the flesh without realizing it.
Rao has made achievements in her heart, but now that she hears it with her own ears, she is still a little unacceptable.
"Yes! Qin Yu and President Gong can be regarded as growing up together! What kind of competition does Lin Miao have! Although Qin Yu is an illegitimate child, her father is still quite capable, and it seems that he knows President Gong......"
“……”
Lin Miao's face turned pale, and she didn't slowly get up and leave until she couldn't hear any sound next door.
She didn't even know how she got back to the hotel.
It rained a lot on the way back, Lin Miao didn't hold an umbrella, she just walked on the street step by step, she listened to what the person said just now, as long as she thought of what Gong Yichen had done to her before, those very gentle things, now he would do it to Qin Yu, Lin Miao felt extremely uncomfortable.
She didn't even know what to do with the future.
Do you want a divorce?
Lin Miao felt that she couldn't do it.
And didn't she say to Gong Yichen before, no matter what kind of things the Fashen did in the future, they couldn't divorce, even if they tortured each other to death, they couldn't choose to divorce......
But what about now? Then it might as well be divorced.
There was more and more rain on her face, Lin Miao couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears, her heart was torn and uncomfortable, she felt as if she had returned to the night when Xu Xinghe left last time, and she felt as if the world had lost its backbone after a sleepless night.
Now the backbone of the Lord is slowly being recovered, but God plays a joke with her and tells her that this backbone does not belong to her.
Lin Miao's mood collapsed to the extreme, she walked alone in the rain, and when she arrived at the hotel, she found that there were many people gathered at the door, and when she slowly got closer, she found that it was Gong Yichen and Qin Yu.
"President Gong, will you come to the crew tomorrow?"
Qin Yu looked at Gong Yichen with a shy, and pulled the cuffs of Gong Yichen's suit with one hand.
From Lin Miao's point of view, he could only see Gong Yichen's not very indifferent expression, as well as the curvature of his slightly upturned lips.
Moreover, he seemed to have opened his mouth to say the word "good", and sure enough, after Qin Yu heard it, the smile on his face was deeper than just now.
There was a dense pain in my heart like a rat gnawing, which caught people off guard.
Lin Miao reached out and wiped the tears from her face, trying to make herself look not so embarrassed, she slowly pushed aside the crowd and walked in step by step.
I wanted to quietly bypass the crowd at the door and go around from behind, but I don't know who in the crowd said "Lin Miao"!
Immediately, everyone's eyes were on her.
At this moment, Lin Miao can no longer be described as embarrassed.
The clothes on her body were wet and stuck to her body in the heavy rain, her hair was also wet and sticking to her cheeks, her face was pale, her eyes were red, and even her lips were blue and purple, probably because it was too cold, and her body was trembling slightly when she stood there.
Gong Yichen's eyes narrowed slightly, staring at Lin Miao, wanting to step forward, but in his mind, he couldn't help but think of the words she had just said, and the soles of his feet seemed to have roots, and he couldn't move.
"Tut-tut...... Who am I...... Lin Miao...... How did you end up like this......"
Qin Yu stepped forward slowly, reached out and pulled down Lin Miao's wet sleeves, and his tone was full of mockery.
Lin Miao's eyes were cold, she stared at her expressionlessly, bypassed her, and walked over to go upstairs.
God knows how much she struggled in her heart when she passed by Gong Yichen.
It turned out that the happiness and the beauty he gave her were conditional and had a shelf life, and if she didn't meet his requirements, he could casually turn his tenderness to others.
On the way back just now, Lin Miao had already thought clearly, if Gong Yichen really liked herself, he wouldn't treat her like this, and he wouldn't turn around and give the tenderness he gave to others.
Of course, she also figured out her emotions.
Yes, she does like Gong Yichen.
The mouth may deceive, but the heart does not.
She could clearly feel the heart-rending pain hidden under her heart, especially after knowing that Gong Yichen had left with other women, Lin Miao felt that she was almost dying.
However, it seems that it is late, but on second thought, it is not very late.
At least, today she knows Gong Yichen's true thoughts, it turns out that in his heart, he has never really put her in the position of his wife, he has someone he likes in his heart, he just chose to marry her in order to deal with the old man......
This reason is enough to send Lin Miao to the eighteenth layer of hell, and he will never be able to be reborn.
Gong Yichen kept looking at Lin Miao, and when he found that she was pausing beside him, he really wanted to take her into his arms, but driven by his pride, he still gave up.
Just as Lin Miao was about to go upstairs, director Qu Yueming came over and blocked her again.
"Lin Miao, why do you look like this, how are you going to film tomorrow like this?"
Qu Yueming's tone was very unkind, and even with a strong sense of contempt and disgust.
Lin Miao clenched her fists and raised her eyes to stare at him:
"Director Qu, I have endured your series of disrespectful behaviors, haven't you felt it yet? Do you think that without you, I, Lin Miao, will not be able to enter the entertainment industry? Will you not be able to film? It's a joke, if you think I can't shoot this drama, then you go find someone else, I can leave the crew. ”