Chapter 262: I Don't Want to Be Good to Her Either

It didn't take long for Shen Zilu to see Tao Xiru leave with people, and the courtyard returned to calm again.

She sat for a while before getting up and carrying cold noodles and fruit back to the east room. The pillow fell to the ground, the slippers of the two of them also fell around, her nightdress was on the arm of the chair, her back was wet, and the water cups of the two were also passive, this feeling was very uncomfortable, and the most private space was invaded by outsiders, so it was really hard for her not to mind.

put the cold noodles and fruits on the stone table in the small courtyard, and went back to the room to dismantle and wash the sheets and covers, the slippers and cups were thrown away by her, and the skin care products on the dressing table were also used, the moment she opened the door, she smelled a familiar smell, she wiped her skin care products and perfume, and when she remembered that she had been touched by the kind of girl who didn't know how to respect people, Shen Zilu put all the bottles and cans she had opened into the trash.

It was almost ten o'clock when the busy work was over, Shen Zilu opened the packaging box of cold noodles again and saw that the noodles had fallen off, and Tao Xiru happened to call.

"Xiaolu, I just settled them down, and you didn't eat dinner," without waiting for Shen Zilu to reply, he said again: "I heard Xiaolu say that you left the company at eight o'clock, and you were so busy that you didn't even care about dinner." ”

Shen Zilu looked at the cold noodles that were thrown in the trash, "There are vegetables in the refrigerator, I'll get some to eat myself when I'm hungry." ”

"Don't get it, I didn't eat dinner either, whatever you want to eat, I'll pack it back."

After more than an hour of busy work, although people are tired, they really have no appetite, and their hearts are always like they can't get up and down with something. Shen Zilu said: "I really don't need to, I'm too tired today, I've already taken a shower and are ready to sleep." ”

"Don't." Hearing this, Tao Xiru hurriedly said, "You wait, I'll buy it now, don't sleep, wait for me to have supper." ”

Hanging up the phone, Tao Xiru sighed, today's incident was him, he was also angry, the room he lived in was so messed up by strangers, and it was bad for anyone to see it. However, now it can be understood why Guan Zhengxing is estranged from his biological mother.

From getting in the car to renting a house, Guan Zhengxing's biological mother only has her daughter in her eyes, her concern is real, and her thoughtfulness is real, but she only asked him three questions about her biological son.

β€”β€”What does Xiaoxing do in your company?

Hearing Tao Xiru say that the company was opened by him, he asked a second question.

- How much money can you make in a month?

Of course, Tao Xiru was inconvenient to inform. vague reply, he doesn't know the company's accounts, they are all in the hands of accountants. So, the third question is:

- Is the house he lives in now himself or rented?

Hearing that he replied that it was rented, he didn't ask again.

Tao Xiru didn't know what to buy for Shen Zilu, so he called Guan Zhengxing.

"Brother Xing," Tao Xiru called him every time he did something wrong, "I just called Xiaolu and asked her what she wanted to eat, and she said let me buy whatever I wanted, what did you say to buy for her to take back?" ”

After ten o'clock before eating, Guan Zhengxing breathed silently, "When you pass by Chaoshan Tower, bring some fried rice noodles back, remember to ask the master to put more lean meat." ”

"What else?"

"Taro-flavored milk tea."

"Anything else?"

"Buy some fresh fruit."

"Done." Then he asked, "Do you have any other instructions?" ”

Guan Zhengxing said: "Let her go to the hospital for a physical examination on the weekend, and if she doesn't go, you will drag her." ”

"Really?" In order to ease the atmosphere, Tao Xiru deliberately quipped, "...... Don't go I'll drag her to? ”

Guan Zhengxing's head hurt, he clenched his fists against his eyebrows, and said speechlessly: "What do you say?" ”

Belch...... He laughed, "Just kidding." ”

Returning to the courtyard with a few things hand-picked by Guan Zhengxing, the curtains in the east room had fallen, and Tao Xiru knocked on the door, "Xiaolu, I bought it back for supper." ”

Shen Zilu just finished applying the mask, put on a shirt and went to open the door.

"Oh, fried pho, milk tea and fruits."

Shen Zilu took it, "I said I didn't need to buy it, I still bought so much, thank you." ”

"Harm, be polite with me, you eat, I'll go back to the house and sleep." Tao Xiru left, Shen Zilu closed the door and locked it, looking at the few things he bought, he knew whose idea it was.

But she wanted to know what was going on today more than supper.

was eating pho, Guan Zhengxing's number was displayed on the screen, and it was finally time to come.

Putting down the chopsticks, he picked up a tissue and printed the corner of his lips, "Are you done?" ”

Guan Zhengxing leaned against the window, the wind blew the gauze curtain in the afterglow, the cold face under the moonlight, the outline was deep and unclear, the thin lips were pursed into an indifferent straight line, and the dark eyes hid the emotions that could not be seen, he said lightly: "Hmm." ”

Neither of them spoke, and Shen Zilu was waiting for him to take the initiative to mention it.

"I'm sorry for today's incident."

"Your mother comes, there's nothing to apologize for."

Voiceover, you have other things to tell me clearly, and Guan Zhengxing can understand it.

"Before my parents divorced, she often got angry at me because my dad didn't come home, saying ugly things, and then they divorced, my dad meant that he wanted me to follow my mom, but she didn't want me, and she didn't want me to pay double the child support."

"......" Shen Zilu twisted her eyebrows, and she is so kind to her own children? It's too ruthless.

"Later, you also know about my father's remarriage, but since my father remarried, my mother has not heard from me at all, and she didn't even think about me when my father died. I called her mobile phone to show that it was down, and on the second day of the Lunar New Year, I ran to my grandmother's house and heard my mother's voice in the house at the door. They know where she goes, but they just don't want to tell my second master, what are they worried about? Isn't it just that I'm worried about raising a boy and burdening them? Compared with my own mother, although my stepmother is a little meaner, she still has a saying, saying that she will support me until I am eighteen years old, whether this obligation is because of my father's inheritance or the pressure of relatives in the family, she at least did it. For so many years, I lived without a mother, my father was all I had, and when I longed for family affection and maternal love in my heart, neither my biological mother nor my stepmother gave it to me. Guan Zhengxing took a cigarette, and through the microphone, he heard the sound of his breath, and immediately depicted him smoking, and also remembered the scene when he met in the experimental building when he was just a sophomore in high school.

He held his cigarette and looked at her with an uninhibited expression.

That's not arrogance, but a mask to hide the loneliness in your heart.

Shen Zilu asked, "Your mother came to the north. What does Kyo do? ”

He was silent and said, "She's sick." Come to the North. Jing saw a doctor. ”

...... "Sick?" What disease? ”

"I saw it in the hospital in her hometown, saying that she had a tumor on her trachea, but the location was very special, and the medical conditions in her hometown could not do such a precise operation, and the local doctor suggested that she come to the north. Kyoto look. ”

"Which hospital are you going to see in which hospital?" Shen Zilu asked.

"The cancer hospital, let Tao Xiru rent a house is also looking there."

After all, people are seriously ill, Shen Zilu originally felt that she was reasonable everywhere, but now a trace of guilt rose in her heart, how could she let them go? Everyone is sick, so it is time for her to stay and rest.

"Don't think about it, it's me who won't let them stay," Guan Zhengxing took another hard puff of cigarette, "She suddenly called me and said that in Bei. Kyo told me that he had no place to live and wanted to live with me, but I refused. I asked Tao Xiru to ask a friend from his agency to help him rent a house, and I made it clear on the phone that I would find him a house and ask her not to worry, waiting for my call. But before a day passed, she took her husband and daughter to the company. Do you know why she came to me at the company? ”

"......" This kind of thing, guess right or not, he is the one who is injured.

Guan Zhengxing said to himself: "She is selfish, I'm afraid that if I don't answer her phone in the future, I won't be able to find me." Can't find me, where did I get free food and lodging, I have no money for treatment, and I have to let my cheap son pay her hospitalization fees. ”

His self-deprecating tone made people feel uncomfortable to hear.

"Guan, don't think about it."

"It's a coincidence that you said that I met Tao Xiru at the door, and she lied to Tao Xiru that I gave her the address, but the address was lost, and Tao Xiru took the couple home. I admit that I came to the north without telling your biological mother. Jing, and the matter of renting a house for her, it's my fault, I feel in my heart," paused, "I really don't want you to see me have such a mother." ”

In fact, I have heard Guan Zhengxing mention his biological mother in the past, although the number of times is not much, but in a few words, he can feel that his biological mother does not care too much about him, there has not been a phone call for so many years, there is no warm love, and the family affection is so cold, you can imagine how disappointed and sad Guan Zhengxing is in his heart.

Shen Zilu comforted him, "We can't choose our parents, but we can choose our attitude towards life." Although she is your biological mother, I only know that I don't want to be nice to people who are not good to you. ”