Before going to bed, my father brought me medicine, and he said, "If my stomach hurts at night, I can take it." ”

I said, "Okay." ”

I turned off my phone in the hospital, and the screen is still black. I opened it, and when I started it, I looked at it nervously, nervous about the message that Sun Keyi gave me back later, and I even expected him to give me back to him and regretted it, saying that the breakup was just an impulse, but I imagined that if he gave me back like this, what should I reply, in fact, the key to the problem from beginning to end was that I was unwilling to marry him. Even if he says he regrets it, it won't change anything.

It turned out to be the worst, and he didn't reply.

I replied: yes. After that, there was no more messages on the phone.

He may be really tired. Yes, who made me consume him so much, refused to marry him, but conceived his child.

I was suddenly relieved that I would not marry him, nor would I marry anyone else, let alone kill the child. He has his own choices, and I have mine.

After a while, Sun Keyi seemed to disappear, and I often stared at the last message he sent me in a daze, since someone is with you, then I will leave.

He literally just walked away.

I tasted that I burst into tears at the thought of him, and I actually regretted that if I hadn't stayed that night.

But after thinking about it, I and him, this is good, I should have let him go a long time ago, instead of kidnapping him as a girlfriend, he should have a new life of his own, marrying a wife and having children and starting a family is the way he should go.

Sometimes, when I stayed in the room for a long time, my father would knock on the door and come in, and when he saw that my eyes were often red and swollen, he would ask with concern, "Qijun, what's wrong with you?" Yes? Don't be like this, Dad is distressed. ”

I covered my eyes and choked up and said to him, "Nothing." ”

The next day, when I went out to work, I adjusted my state again, and I greeted my father after breakfast, "Dad, I'm going to work." ”

My father seemed to be in a better state when he saw me, and even looked more worried in his eyes like a man who was fine. He said, "Why don't you take a leave of absence." This home is closed for a few days. ”

I said, "I'm fine, I'm going to work." ”

With that, I got up and left, and although I didn't cry as much as I did in my room, I tried to escape my father's worried gaze.

It's about 20 minutes away by bus from home to work. Since it was the morning rush hour, the bus was full of people, and I grabbed the handrail with one hand and covered my stomach with the other.

When I arrived at the company, I browsed through the article posted yesterday and saw a lot of typos, I clicked on the correction to find typos one by one when the editorial director walked in, she said, "Qijun, what's wrong with you these days?" So many typos. ”

I said, "I'm sorry, I'll change it." ”

She nodded and said, "Well, there is still today's report, don't delay the time, remember to send it." "I forgot to report on time yesterday.

At noon, the superintendent came again, and she frowned slightly. Leaning over to look at me slightly, she said, "Qijun, has something happened to you lately?" I see you're in a bad state. ”

I looked up at her and shook my head in a trance.

The superintendent said, "There were still typos in yesterday's article. I immediately opened the article and said, "Excuse me, I'll change it again." ”

The director said, "No, I think it's more important for you to adjust your status now, otherwise there will be typos in today's article again." ”

I stopped what I was doing, buried my head, and said, "I'm sorry, Director, I'm taking a day off." ”

The director nodded and said, "Well, you go back and have a good rest, and hand over your work to me." ”

I said, "Thank you!" ”

After coming out of the company, I didn't go home, but wandered on the road near the company, I held my phone tightly in my hand, and when I walked into the alley where there was no one, I squatted on the ground and cried loudly, a few days ago at home because I was afraid of being heard by my father, I kept holding back, and today, I finally cried unscrupulously.

At that time, it was late autumn, and the weather in the south was not very cold, but my heart was unbelievably cold.

My hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and suddenly, I felt that I couldn't live without Sun Keyi.

So I called him, and as I dialed, my heart trembled with the sound of the dial.

"Is there something wrong?" His cold voice came from the phone.

I said, "Sun Keyi, why are you so ruthless?" ”

There was silence on his side, and I continued, "Are you so reluctant to leave me alone?" ”

His voice was also choked, and he said, "If it's okay, I'll hang up first." ”

My voice raised a few degrees, and I said, "Sun Keyi, I regret it." ”

"Regrets?" His voice was choked and indifferent.

I said, "Let's get married." There was another long silence on his side.

I couldn't wait for his reply, and tentatively said, "Don't you want to?" ”

He said, "Xu Qijun, you'd better not regret this decision after you make it. ”

I said, "No regrets." ”

On the other end of the phone, he smiled and said, "I'll come to you tomorrow." ”

I said, "Okay." ”

After hanging up the phone, I crouched down and calmed down for a few minutes.

I was looking forward to tomorrow and imagining what it would be like when he arrived, and that night I had another insomnia.

The next day, when he arrived, I had been waiting at the train station for a long time.

I saw him when he first came out, and this time, I stood still and didn't walk towards him. His steps were heavier than usual as he walked towards me. When I approached, he didn't hug me as before, he said, "Did you bring your household registration book?" ”

I said, "Is it so urgent?" ”

He said, "I'm afraid you'll run away." ”

I said, "Give me an hour." ”

He took my hand and said, "I'll go with you." ”

I said, "Can't be found out by my dad." ”

He said, "Okay." ”

We went back to my house first, Sun Keyi was waiting for me outside the door, and when we got home, my father was weeding the vegetables. I snuck into my father's room, and I knew where his papers were, so I quickly found the Hukou booklet. When I went out, my father asked me, "Where are you going?" I said, "I'm just coming back to get something." ”

My father nodded.

I went out.

When I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau, there were not many people, so Sun Keyi and I quickly got our marriage certificate.

The whole process went so smoothly and so fast that I was still in a trance, and Sun Keyi and I got married like this? But the red book in my hand affirmed this fact to me.

Along the way, Sun Keyi held my hand, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was clearly hung by him. I was worried about what to do with my father.

After Sun Keyi sent me home, I said to him, "Why don't you go to the hotel, I'll go home and think about what to tell my dad." ”

Sun Keyi nodded, he kept holding my hand and refused to let go, saying, "I'll wait for you." ”

I said, "What are you waiting for me?" ”

He smiled and said, "Go in." ”

He finally let go of my hand, and when I went in, I waved goodbye to him, and my father poked his head out and asked me, "Who?" ”

I said, "Nobody." ”

I stealthily entered the door and slipped into my father's room once more to put away the household register.