Chapter 133: Gentle
When Shen Zhuangmei walked over, he saw a little girl squatting on the ground, holding her legs and crying there.
"Little girl, what's wrong with you? Why is a person crouching here crying? After seeing the little girl crying so sadly, Shen Zhuangmei finally couldn't help but walk over, squatted down, handed the girl a piece of paper, and then asked with concern.
Originally, I was in a very lost mood, but now, before I cried, I saw others crying here.
Maybe there was a feeling of sympathy, and Shen Zhuangmei's tone couldn't help but soften a lot.
"Thanks, I'm fine." After hearing Shen Zhuangmei's words, the little girl glanced up at Shen Zhuangmei, and then choked up and said.
Looking at the little girl like this, Shen Zhuangmei seemed to see herself.
The little girl's appearance is really suitable for herself, too similar, all the same stubbornness and stubbornness.
I have to carry everything by myself, I can't bear it, and I have to grit my teeth and stand up.
"Take a piece of paper and wipe your tears, I'm just a stranger anyway, if you don't mind, you can tell me why you're sad." Forced the paper into the little girl's hand, Shen Zhuangmei said to the little girl.
Everyone has their own reasons for being sad, and they don't want to say that it's because they don't want to be ridiculed by people they know well, knowing the reason for their sadness.
But he and the little girl have never met, and Shen Zhuangmei said this to reassure the little girl that he has never met him, so there is no such thing as ridicule or ridicule.
"I'm really fine, it's just a little wronged." After seeing Shen Zhuangmei's actions, the little girl picked up the paper, wiped her tears, and then said a word to Shen Zhuangmei.
I really don't have anything to do, it's just that I was a little wronged when I was working today.
"Life in the world is already very difficult, it's normal to be a little wronged, and you shouldn't be too sad." After listening to the little girl's words, Shen Zhuangmei stretched out his hand and patted the little girl's shoulder, and said a word of comfort.
The little girl was only a little wronged at work, but what about herself? I have received a great deception in my whole life.
And the one who deceives himself is the person he cares about the most.
Thinking about it like this, Shen Zhuangmei also felt very ironic.
"Thank you." After hearing Shen Zhuangmei's words, the little girl looked at Shen Zhuangmei and smiled.
At this time, Shen Zhuangmei realized that the little girl looked good when she smiled, and she even had a small dimple.
"Seeing that you are still so young, but you look preoccupied, what happened?" Looking at the little girl, Shen Zhuangmei couldn't help but ask.
Perhaps because he had experienced too long in the commercial field, Shen Zhuangmei saw at a glance that although this little girl was not particularly old, there was a kind of vicissitudes in her eyes that shocked her.
Therefore, Shen Zhuangmei asked curiously.
"I ...... Something did happen to me, and a lot of it had to do with my childhood experiences. After hearing Shen Zhuangmei's words, the little girl was silent for a moment, then turned her head to look at Shen Zhuangmei and said with a wry smile.
I did go through something, but not this time, but a long time ago.
"If you don't mind, you can tell me your story, and it's better to have someone to listen to than to keep everything to yourself." After the real little girl's words, Shen Zhuangmei was also interested, so he said to the little girl.
For the little girl's words, Shen Zhuangmei was half curious, half distressed.
How many things have happened that will make a young girl's eyes full of vicissitudes.
That kind of vicissitudes is definitely not an existence that will occur after experiencing a little thing.
Shen Zhuangmei was actually curious about what the little girl had experienced, but she also felt sorry for the things that the little girl had experienced.
Because the little girl looks about twenty years old, not as old as herself.
The childish expression on his face has not completely faded.
"If you don't dislike me for being long-winded, then I'll tell you my story." After hearing Shen Zhuangmei's words, the little girl was stunned for a moment, and then said a word to Shen Zhuangmei.
I don't remember how long it has been, maybe years, and I've never said anything like this.
No one has ever told himself, let himself tell all the stories in his heart, so that he will not be too tired.
If you count it, the person in front of me seems to be the first.
"How could I dislike you for being long-winded, if you don't mind, I just have time to hear your story." After hearing the little girl's words, Shen Zhuangmei waved his hand, indicating that he wouldn't mind at all.
My own affairs are very upset now, so it is better to listen to other people's stories, and maybe, I can ease my mood.
After hearing Shen Zhuangmei's words, the little girl directly found an open space on the ground and sat down.
After sitting down again, the little girl looked at Shen Zhuangmei.
Shen Zhuangmei looked at the little girl's actions, didn't speak, walked over directly, sat down next to the little girl, and told the little girl with his actual actions that he was ready to listen to his story.
Sometimes, I would sit there quietly by myself, gazing at the distant sky, watching the occasional bird flying, and I would fall into deep thought. Sometimes I suddenly feel that everything I am experiencing now may be a dream, and when I wake up from the dream, everything will return to the right track.
If it weren't for that separation, I might still be the innocent me, occasionally getting into a little trouble, and living a heartless life.
My name is Lin Xi, I originally lived in a happy family, with my loving parents and my lovely younger brother, our family of four lived a very happy and happy life, everything seemed to happen yesterday.
However, a flood shattered our happy home, and separated me and my family, and sometimes I didn't dare to sleep at night, because when I closed my eyes, all I saw was the faces of my parents, my brother, the words of concern, and the voice of my sister, which kept ringing in my ears.
Sometimes, I wonder if I wouldn't have existed now, if my mother hadn't pushed me against the log floating above the floodwaters??? I watched them be swept away by the flood, but there was nothing they could do.
"Lin Xi, hurry up, hurry up and grab that log, hurry up." My mom desperately pushed me to the only piece of driftwood and gave me the only chance to survive.
"Mom, I can't reach it, or you leave me alone, go and grab that log." Mom grabbed me against my back and pushed hard, and I grabbed the log.
"Dad, Mom, Brother, come over quickly" Suddenly, a big wave hit. "No...... Father, mother, brother, where are you?" and after the waves, they disappeared.
Tears, drop by drop, crossed my face, salty, with a little bitterness, with a little memory taste.
"Lin Xi, what's wrong with you? Are you okay? Looking at Lin Xi, Shen Zhuangmei couldn't help but ask.
"I'm fine, I just remembered what happened before," Lin Xi said to Shen Zhuangmei.
"Lin Xi......" Suddenly, a voice came from not far away.
"His name is Yu, he is my neighbor now, and he has always been very good to me." Turning his head, Lin Xi glanced at the person who called him, and then explained to Shen Zhuangmei.
"He also knows my past, but he will never say, Lin Xi, I sympathize with your experience. Because he knows me, he knows that I am a very good and strong person, and I don't want others to look at me with sympathetic sunshine, even if it is a small bit, and my self-esteem does not allow it. ”
Just like now, Yu didn't say anything now, just sat there quietly and watched.
"Okay, Yu, let's go back" Looking at Yu, Lin Xi said.
Then, Lin Xi stood up, stretched out his hand, and took the initiative to take Shen Zhuangmei's hand.
"No matter what you have experienced, as long as there is hope in your heart, then everything will not be too dark." Lin Xi smiled at Shen Zhuangmei and said these words.
As long as there is sunshine in the heart, then there is still hope for everything.
Yu, looking at Lin Xi, said half-loudly: "Lin Xi, you ......" Are you okay, but Yu didn't say the last three words.
Lin Xi smiled, then looked at Yu.
"I'm fine, am I going to be defeated so easily? You're underestimating me, aren't you? Okay, I'm hungry, let's go eat together. Looking at Yu, Lin Xi knew what Yu was worried about, so he deliberately pretended to be very relaxed.
That being said, after all, it was the life of his closest relatives that he lost, and it was impossible for Lin Xi to be indifferent.
The only thing that can comfort me is that my family certainly doesn't want to burst into tears every day.
"Let's go have a meal together, and let me thank you by the way." After thinking about it, Lin Xi turned his head to Shen Zhuangmei and said a word.
"If you don't want to go back now, you can go to my house for a night, and I'll sleep alone anyway." After eating, Lin Xi saw that Shen Zhuang's eyebrows were still sullen, so he didn't say a word to Shen Zhuang.
Anyway, I sleep at home alone, and it doesn't matter if there is one more person.
"In that case, I'm going to bother for the night." After hearing Lin Xi's words, Shen Zhuangmei was silent for a moment, and then nodded.
I'm very confused now, and I really don't want to go back.
Maybe...... Escaping reality for a while is the only thing I can do.
"This is my home, and I hope it doesn't dislike it too much." When Lin Xi brought Shen Zhuangmei to his door, he suddenly turned his head to look at Lin Xi embarrassedly and smiled.
Although I don't know what Shen Zhuangmei's family conditions are, just looking at Shen Zhuangmei's clothes, he must not be an ordinary person, Lin Xi is really worried that Shen Zhuangmei will dislike it.
"How so. After hearing Lin Xi's words, Shen Zhuangmei smiled and said.
"You sit down first, and I'll pour you a glass of water." After opening the door and letting Shen Zhuangmei sit on the sofa, Lin Xi said a word and left.
After Lin Xi left, Shen Zhuangmei looked at the scene around him, and finally set his eyes on the most conspicuous family photo on the table.