Xing Kong walked out of the hospital in a distraction, involuntarily arrived on the road, wandering like a marionette, facing a van, stopped 50 meters away from her, her skirt was blown up, the driver poked his head out of the driver's seat and scolded: "You don't want to die, walk on the road, don't dodge quickly." ”

Xing Kong instinctively moved his feet, and the sound of the car sounded again, brushed Xing Kong's side, and walked away.

Suddenly, a bolt of lightning struck from the sky, and thunder followed, rumbling through the sky. Xing Kong was frightened by this scene and took a step back, looking up at the already dark sky, low pressure, and heavy rain was coming. Xing Kong came back to his senses, changed directions, quickened his pace and ran to the station, and as soon as he got on the train, it was pouring rain, and the thunder kept ringing.

Xing Kong in the bus, his eyes were staring at the rain sliding down the window and disappearing, and new rain appeared again, sliding and disappearing. It's as fragile as human life, but it's tireless.

It seems that it has been a long, long time, the car has arrived at the station, Xing Kong put the paper stuffed by the old man into her phone case, and put the phone back in her bag again.

At this time, the rain had gradually become lighter, Xing Kong held the bag above his head, jumped out of the car, and trotted home in the rain all the way.

Even though the bus stop was only a five-minute walk from home, the rain still soaked her clothes and hair, and she became a chicken in the soup, soaking wet, shaking her clothes, picking up the key to open the door.

There was only one lamp in the living room, a bowl of rice on the table, and a little greens.

When the mother heard the noise, she came out and asked, "Kong'er, you're back!" It's 10 o'clock, why is it so late, girls don't go home too late, there are no people on our road at night, and it's relatively remote, so I'll come back immediately after work. Don't wait until something happens, it's too late to regret it. ”

Xing Kong listened to his mother's words and replied with a heavy heart: "I know." ”

"Well, don't bring an umbrella when you go out, go clean up, don't wait for the cold, the food on the table is reserved for you, remember to turn off the lights, I have to get up early tomorrow, I'll go to bed." After a few words of instruction, the mother went back to the room and closed the door.

Xing Kong stood there alone and thought, "Maybe, I should pay attention to my own safety, maybe I was wrong." However, I just want to follow my heart. ”

She shook her head violently, patted her forehead, went straight to the room to get her clothes and take a shower, and after finishing it, she ate and turned off the light and returned to the room.

Xing Kong sat on the bed against the wall, took out his mobile phone from his bag, wiped it, took out the paper he was holding and opened it.

Scribbled handwriting came into view, with the address, where the money was stored and what to say to Xiong Shu.

"Son, when I received a call from the police that day, I trembled. Due to the natural disaster, the family has no money, and you are in prison. After thinking about it, I can only pick up a stone and go to the street to perform, plus my small savings, save some money, hire a lawyer for you, and you can come out early.

In fact, a month ago, I went to the doctor, and the doctor told me to have surgery as soon as possible, which is a common condition in the elderly - myocardial infarction. The cost of the operation was nearly 100,000 yuan, and I wanted to tell you, but I received a call that you were in prison.

In the past two days, I felt that my heart was stuffy, my heart was beating wildly, and the whole person couldn't stand it in an instant, and my feet were gentle, very vague, and I couldn't use my strength. Life is passing little by little, and my body gives me a warning. I knew I had to speed up – save money.

Remember when you complained, "This society is not fair, there is inequality between people." ”

At the beginning, I told you to work hard and fight for yourself. Now I want to say, yes, it's not fair, people are born unequal. Grandpa has worked hard all his life, farming, and just eating and clothing to pull you up.

Child, how can it be fair! If so, why is the gap between rich and poor so wide? There is no such thing as equality! If so, it was his luck, but was luck wrong?

I have experienced the end of the Republic of China and New China, and in terms of fairness, it is about the same. It's just that now it's better than the old society after all, and you have to be glad for that.

We all have to live, we have to work to live, we have to work to have money, and we have money to live. How to make this money, everyone has their own way.

Grandson, don't think I'm verbose, I still want to say that making money must not violate conscience, morality and law.

On the one hand, I want you to live a peaceful life, like everyone else, and live a good life; On the other hand, I hope that you can go out on this basis, break through yourself, and don't be like your grandfather, holding a hoe for the rest of your life.

I want you to work hard, to toss, to shorten the distance between you and others, but I didn't expect you to toss yourself to prison.

Making mistakes is a necessary part of life, but not every mistake can be forgiven and made up. Some are wrong, one step is a lifetime.

I know that my time is short, and I really want to meet you, but I'm afraid that if I go, you will worry. And the road to prison is very far, so I have to write this letter and forgive my grandfather for not going to see you, okay?

If you get out of prison one day, I may not see it. But no matter what, learn the lesson, have hope, and don't live in regret and guilt.

Do you remember the sea in your hometown? If you have the chance, go anywhere!

I don't know if you can receive this letter, but I wrote it anyway, for 50% hope.

Grandpa will always love you, and you will always be grandpa's good grandson. ”

Xing Kong put away the letter after reading it and put it in his bag. My mind haunted the words in the letter and the old man's entrustment. She was thinking, "Is the old man really good about Xiong Shu's sacrifice?" Xiong Shu, who knows the truth, will he feel that this is like a stone, floating in his heart and pressing. ”

She pinched the bridge of her nose, the question lingering in her mind, and she stood up, pacing back and forth, unconsciously puffing out her cheeks, exhaling in her mouth and blowing the hair on her head.

After thinking about it for a long time, he finally stretched his waist and comforted himself: "I don't understand, sleep, maybe there will be in my dreams, and I will dream about it." ”

As he spoke, he turned off the lamp, climbed into bed, covered the quilt, and kept hypnotizing himself in his heart: "I want to dream of the answer to the question, I want to dream ......"

After a while, he fell asleep.

……

A hurried back to leave, the light shining on her. Stretched her shadow, gradually disappeared, she desperately chased after her, but could not catch anything, until she was almost out of sight, the man turned his face, an identical face, the expression was very sad, and his mouth repeated a sentence: "Why, why do you do this to me." "I'm sorry, she cried out in tears.

As soon as the picture turned, she looked at the frightened and familiar places around her in confusion, that was where she and Xia Xuewei went when she was a child, and the horror in her heart reached the limit, and she couldn't control her screaming. ”

Ahh

She sat up with a slump of her face, panting heavily, looking at everything in front of her, and making sure that it was just a dream, but everything in the dream was so real, as if she were there.